Knox
โWhere you think youโre going?โ I asked lazily from my lawn chair parked in the middle of the lane.
The SUVโs bumper had stopped a generous foot from my
knees, a cloud of dust rising up behind.
My brother slid out from behind the wheel and rounded the vehicle.
โShoulda known Iโd find you here,โ Nash said, his jaw tight as he pulled a slip of paper from his uniform pocket. He crumpled it and threw it at me. It hit me square in the chest. โHarvey said to pass this along to you since it was your fault he was speeding through town this morning.โ
It was a speeding ticket written in my brotherโs scrawl.
โI have no idea what Harveyโs jabbering about,โ I lied and pocketed the citation.
โI see youโre still an irresponsible asshole,โ Nash said as if thereโd been a chance Iโd changed in the past few years.
โI see youโre still a law-abiding dickhead with a stick up his ass.โ
Waylon, my lazy basset hound, wandered his stumpy legs off the porch to greet his uncle.
Traitor.
If he thought heโd get more attention or more people food somewhere else, Waylon wasnโt weighed down by loyalty and didnโt hesitate to wander. I pointed toward the cabin with my beer bottle. โI live here. Remember?
Didnโt look like you were slowinโ down to pay me a visit.โ
Nash hadnโt set foot in my place in more than three years. Iโd done him the same courtesy.
He hunkered down to give Waylon some love. โGot an update for Naomi,โ he said.
โAnd?โ
โAnd the fuck what? It doesnโt involve you. You donโt need to stand sentry like some ugly gargoyle.โ
Waylon, sensing he wasnโt the focal point, meandered up to me and nosed at my hand. I gave him a thump on his side and the dog biscuit Iโd stashed in the chairโs cup holder. He took it and pranced back to the porch, white-tipped tail a blur of happy.
I raised the beer to my mouth. โSaw her first,โ I reminded Nash.
The flash of anger I saw in his eyes was gratifying. โOh, fuck you, man.
You pissed her off first.โ
I shrugged carelessly. โSame thing. Might as well just wander that law- abiding ass of yours back to Liza Jโs. Iโll bring Naomi and Waylay to you.โ
โCanโt stop me from doing my damn job, Knox.โ I got out of my chair.
Nashโs eyes narrowed.
โGive you one free shot,โ I offered, then drained the rest of my beer.
โOne for one?โ my brother clarified. He always did pay too much attention to the rules.
โYep.โ
He placed his watch on the hood of the SUV and rolled up his sleeves. I put my beer in the cup holder and stretched my arms overhead.
โNever used to need to warm up before,โ Nash observed, adopting a boxerโs stance.
I loosened up my neck and shoulders. โFuck off. Weโre over forty. Shit hurts.โ
This was overdue. Fists were how weโd settled countless arguments for decades. Fight and move on. Until the thing punching each other in the face couldnโt settle.
โWhatโs the matter?โ I taunted. โHaving secondโโ
Nashโs stupid fist plowing into my face cut off the rest of my sentence.
It was a bell ringer. Right in the fucking nose.
Shit, that hurt.
โGoddammit,โ I hissed, prodding my face for deformities.
My brother bobbed and weaved in front of me, looking a little too fucking proud of himself.
I tasted blood as it trickled onto my upper lip.
โI got shit to do. I donโt have time for conversation and kicking yourโโ I let my fist fly, catching him in that goddamn mouth he was always running. The mouth heโd used to lay on the charm with Naomi. His head
snapped back.
โOw! Fuck!โ He swiped his arm over his mouth, smearing his own blood up his sleeve. Another bead dripped onto the shirt of his uniform. It made me feel perversely accomplished. Messing up Nash was always gratifying.
โWe really gonna do this?โ he asked, looking up as his tongue darted out to taste the blood at the corner of his lip.
โDonโt have to. You know how to stop it.โ
โShe hates your guts. You donโt even like her,โ he pointed out.
I used the hem of my t-shirt to stem the flow of blood from my nose. โNot the point.โ
Nash narrowed his eyes. โThe point is you always wanna call the shots.
Some brother.โ
โYouโre the idiot who doesnโt know how to say โthank you,โโ I shot back.
He shook his head, looking like he was going to back down. But I knew better. I knew him better. We both wanted this. โGet out of my way, Knox.โ
โYouโre not gettinโ past me today.โ
โIโd be happy to run you down with my truck. Say you were drunk and passed out in the middle of the lane and I didnโt see you.โ
โYour ass would be behind bars before they even got mine to the morgue,โ I predicted. โSomething happens to either one of us โround here, everyone knows the first place to look is the other one.โ
โAnd what does that say about our happy fucking family?โ Nash spat.
We were circling each other now, hands up, eyes locked. Fighting a man you grew up tumbling with was like fighting yourself. You knew all the moves even before they were coming.
โIโll ask you again, Knox. Why are you in my way?โ
I shrugged. Mostly to annoy him. But partly because I didnโt really know why Iโd planted my ass between my brother and Naomi โDoe Eyesโ Witt. She wasnโt my type. He wasnโt my problem. Yet here I was. The
whole introspection thing was another one of those time wastes that I didnโt bother with. I wanted to do something, I did it.
โYou just want to put your hands on something fine and mess it up, donโt you?โ Nash asked. โYou canโt take care of a woman like that. Sheโs got class. Sheโs smart.โ
โSheโs needy as fuck. Right up your alley,โ I shot back. โThen get out of my way.โ
Tired of the conversation, I threw a jab to his jaw. He returned it with a shot to my ribs.
I donโt know how long we traded blows in the middle of the dirt lane, kicking up dust and hurling insults at each other. Somewhere in the midst of him calling me a fucking asshole and me putting him in a headlock so I could punch him in the forehead, I recognized my brother for the first time in a long-ass time.
โWhat in the holy hell are you doing? You canโt assault an officer of the law!โ
Naomi floated into my line of sight, looking exactly like the high-class woman I didnโt want, exactly the type my brother did. Her hair was down now and daisy-free, draped over one shoulder, thick and sleek. Her eyes had lost the better part of the exhausted shadows. She was wearing one of those long sundresses that skimmed the tops of her feet and made men wonder what treasures lay beneath.
She was carrying a bouquet of flowers, and for a second, I wanted to know who the hell had given them to her so I could kick their ass.
Next to her was Waylay in shorts and a pink t-shirt, holding a plate covered in plastic wrap. She was grinning at us.
Nash used the distraction to throw an elbow to my gut. The wind went out of me, and I bent to catch my breath.
โFaceโs bleedinโ, Chief,โ Waylay cheerfully observed. โGot it all over that nice clean shirt of yours.โ
I grinned. The kid might have belonged to Tina, but she was funny as hell. And she was in my corner.
Waylon abandoned his perch on the porch and ambled back into the road to greet the newcomers.
โThanks, Waylay,โ Nash said, swiping at his bloody mouth again. โI was just coming to see you two.โ
While Waylay squished my dogโs droopy jowls between her hands, Naomi peered around my brother at me.
โWhat is wrong with you?โ she hissed. โYou canโt just start a fight with a cop!โ
I slowly straightened, rubbing a hand over my sternum. โDoesnโt count as a cop. Heโs my brother.โ
Waylon shoved his nose under the hem of Naomiโs dress and stepped on her foot. He was a needy bastard.
โWell, hello,โ Naomi crooned, crouching down to pet him. โHis nameโs Waylon,โ Nash told her.
โWaylon and Waylay,โ she mused. โThat wonโt get confusing.โ
My nose burned. My face fucking hurt. My knuckles were bleeding. But looking at her petting my needy-ass dog with an arm full of flowers made everything else start to fade away.
Fuck me.
I knew what attraction felt like. Knew what to do with it too. But not with a woman like this. One who didnโt know it was smart to be afraid of me. One with a wedding dress and no ring. One with an eleven-year-old. This was the kind of situation that had me heading for the hills. But I couldnโt stop looking at her.
โYouโre an idiot.โ
Nash grinned, then winced.
โAnd you,โ Naomi turned on him. โI canโt imagine you take that badge very seriously if youโre fighting in the street with your own brother.โ
โHe started it,โ Nash and I both said at the same time.
โThen weโll leave you to it,โ she said primly, putting a hand on Waylayโs shoulder. โLetโs go.โ
โHeading to Liza Jโs?โ Nash asked.
โWe are. We were invited for dinner,โ Naomi said.
Waylay raised the plate she was holding. โBrought cookies.โ โIโll walk with you,โ Nash said. โWe can talk on the way.โ
โSounds good to me,โ I said, moving my chair out of the road. โYouโre not invited,โ he said.
โOh, yes, I am. Seven sharp.โ
My brother looked like he was going to haul off and hit me again, which suited me just fine. Tarnishing his โaww, shucksโ hero vibe would only
further my cause. But just as I was about to goad him into it, Naomi stepped between us. Waylon followed her and sat on her feet.
The woman couldnโt read signs. She was a danger to herself, trying to get between two bucks itching for a fight.
โDid you find my car?โ she asked Nash. โDid you find my mom?โ Waylay asked.
โMaybe we should talk in private,โ he suggested. โKnox, be a good neighbor and take Waylay up to the house while I have a few words with Naomi.โ
โNo way,โ Waylay said, crossing her arms. โFuck no,โ I agreed.
Our staredown lasted until Naomi rolled her eyes. โFine. Letโs just get this over with. Please tell me what you found.โ
My brother suddenly looked uncomfortable, and my interest piqued.
โGuess Iโll just get right to it,โ Nash said. โI didnโt find your car yet. But I did find something interesting when I ran the plates. It was reported stolen.โ
โNo, shit, Sherlock. Naomi did that this morning,โ I reminded him.
Nash ignored me and continued. โIt was reported stolen yesterday by one Warner Dennison III of Long Island, New York.โ
Naomi looked like she wanted the earth to swallow her up.
โYou stole a car?โ Waylay asked her aunt, looking impressed. I had to admit that I hadnโt seen that one coming either.
โItโs my car, but my ex-fiancรฉ bought it. His name was on the title with mine.โ
She looked like the kind of woman a man would buy cars for, I decided. โDonโt you mean ex-husband?โ Waylay piped up.
โEx-fiancรฉ,โ Naomi corrected. โWeโre no longer together. And we didnโt get married.โ
โโCause she left him at the altar,โ the girl added knowledgeably. โYesterday.โ
โWaylay, I told you that in confidence,โ Naomi hissed. Her cheeks turned a bright shade of scarlet.
โYouโre the one being interrogated for grand theft auto.โ
โNo one is being interrogated,โ Nash insisted. โIโll talk to the office in charge and clear up any misunderstanding.โ
โThank you,โ Naomi said. Her eyes were filling with what looked suspiciously like tears.
Fuck.
โI donโt know about you all, but I could sure use a drink. Letโs head up to the big house and solve this over alcohol,โ I suggested.
I didnโt imagine the flicker of relief that flashed over her pretty face.
I SPENTย the short walk to Liza Jโs wondering when the hell Iโd turned into a sundress guy. The women I dated wore jeans and leather and rocker t- shirts. They didnโt have prep school vocabularies or dresses that floated around their ankles like some summer fantasy.
I liked my women the way I liked my relationshipsโfast, dirty, and casual.
Naomi Witt was none of those, and I needed to remember that.
โYouโre seriously going to dinner like that?โ Naomi asked me as Waylon wandered off the drive to lift his leg on a dogwood.
Behind us, Waylay peppered Nash with questions about crime in Knockemout.
โLiza Jโs seen worse,โ I said, biting into a cookie. โWhere did you get that cookie?โ she demanded. โWaylay,โ I said.
Naomi looked like she was going to slap it out of my hand, so I shoved the rest of it into my mouth.
โThose are for this mysterious Liza J Iโm supposed to be making a good impression on,โ she complained. โThis isnโt a great way for me to meet a new potential landlord. โHi, Iโm Naomi. Iโm squatting in your cottage, and these guys were fighting in your driveway. Please give me affordable rent.โโ I snorted, then winced when my nose started to throb again. โRelax.
Liza J would be worried if Nash and I didnโt show up bleeding and pissed off at each other,โ I assured her.
โWhy are you pissed off at each other?โ โBaby, you havenโt got the time,โ I drawled.
We reached the steps of the big house, and Naomi hesitated, looking up at the roughhewn timber, the cedar shakes. Behind overgrown azaleas and
boxwoods, the porch stretched nearly fifty feet along the front.
I tried to see it from her eyes. New in town, running from a wedding, no place to stay, thrown into a guardianship she hadnโt seen coming. To her, everything hinged on this meal.
โDonโt chicken shit out now,โ I advised. โLiza J hates cowards.โ
Those pretty hazel eyes narrowed to slits. โThanks for the advice,โ she said caustically.
โNice place,โ Waylay said, joining us at the foot of the steps.
I thought about the trailer. The chaos outside that little bedroom with the KEEP OUT sign on the door. Sheโd done her best to keep the chaos and unpredictability out of her little world. I could respect that.
โUsed to be a lodge. Letโs go. I need that drink,โ I said, climbing the three short steps and reaching for the doorknob.
โDonโt we need to knock or ring the bell?โ Naomi hissed, grabbing my arm.
And there it was again. That electricity charging my blood, waking up my body like it had been exposed to some kind of threat. Some kind of danger.
We both looked down at her hand, and she quickly dropped it.
โNot necessary around here,โ Nash assured her, unaware that my blood was on fire and Naomi was blushing again.
โLiza J,โ I bellowed.
The response was a fevered fit of barking.
โOh, my,โ Naomi whispered, putting herself between Waylay and the fur circus.
Waylon shoved himself between my leg and the door frame just as two dogs raced into the foyer. Randy the beagle had earned his name by humping everything in sight for the first year of his life. Kitty was a one- eyed, fifty-pound pit bull who thought she was a lapdog. Both kept Liza J entertained in her solitude.
It was cooler inside. Darker too. The blinds stayed closed these days. Liza J said it was so no one could snoop on her business. But I knew the truth and I didnโt blame her for it.
โQuit your hollerinโ,โ a voice came from the direction of the kitchen. โWhatโs the matter with you? Your mama raise you in a barn?โ
โNo, but our grandma did,โ Nash called back.
Elizabeth Jane Persimmon, all five feet one inch of her, clomped out to greet us. She wore her hair cut short around her face as she had for as long as I could remember. Never missed a trim. Her rubber gardening clogs squeaked on the floor. She was in her typical uniform of cargo pants and a blue t-shirt. She wore the same thing nearly every day. If it was hot, she wore the pants with the zippered legs. If it was cold, she added a sweatshirt in the same color as the tee.
โShoulda drowned you in the creek when I had the chance,โ she said, stopping in front of us and crossing her arms expectantly.
โLiza J.โ Nash dutifully pressed a kiss to her cheek. I repeated the greeting.
She nodded her satisfaction. Warm and fuzzy time was over. โSo, what the hell kind of mess did you bring me?โ Her gaze slid to Naomi and Waylay, who were being skeptically sniffed by the dogs.
Kitty broke first and headbutted Naomi in the legs in a bid for affection. Waylon, not to be left out, muscled his way in, knocking her off balance. I reached out, but Nash got there first and steadied her.
โPut the disaster dogs out. Let โem run off the devil for a bit,โ Liza J ordered.
Nash let go of Naomi and opened the front door. Three streaks of fur took off.
โLiza J, this is Naomi and her niece, Waylay,โ I said. โTheyโll be staying at the cottage.โ
โThey will, will they?โ
She didnโt like being told what to do any more than I did. Neither one of us ever understood why Nash had gone all law and order. โUnless of course you want to throw them out on the street,โ I added.
โI remembered where I know you from,โ my grandmother announced, peering at Waylay through her bifocals. โBeen bugginโ me since I dropped off the bikes. You fixed my iPad at the library.โ
โYou did?โ Naomi asked the girl.
Waylay shrugged, looking embarrassed. โI go in there sometimes. And sometimes old folks have me fix stuff.โ
โAnd you look like that oneโs trouble-making mother.โ Liza J pointed at Naomi.
โThat would be my sister,โ she said, smiling weakly. โTwins,โ I interjected.
Naomi held out the bouquet. โWe brought you flowers and cookies to thank you for inviting us to dinner.โ
โFlowers, cookies, and two bleeding men,โ Liza J observed. โMight as well come on back. Dinnerโs about done.โ
โAbout doneโ in Liza Jโs house meant she hadnโt started it yet.
We trooped into the kitchen, where all the fixings for sloppy joes and salad awaited.
โMeat,โ I called.
โSalad,โ Nash conceded.
โNot before you both clean yourselves up,โ Liza J said, pointing to the kitchen sink.
Nash did as he was told and turned on the water. I headed to the fridge and cracked open a beer first.
โGot some treats from the bakery today,โ Liza J said. She looked at Waylay, who was eyeing the salad ingredients with suspicion. โWhy donโt you put โem on a plate with whatever cookies my grandsons didnโt eat and maybe taste a couple to make sure theyโre fit for eatinโ.โ
โCool,โ Waylay said, making a beeline for the bakery box on the counter.
I peered over the kidโs shoulder and helped myself to a lemon cookie.
My favorite.
โIโll get the wine,โ Liza J said. โYou look like you know your way around a wine opener.โ
She was addressing Naomi, who looked like she couldnโt decide if it was a compliment or a judgment.
โGo on,โ I told her when Liza J headed out of the room.
She took a step closer, and I caught the scent of lavender. โDo not under any circumstances start another fight in front of my niece,โ she hissed.
โCanโt promise anything.โ
If eyes could shoot actual fire, I would have had a need to regrow my eyebrows.
โChief, I trust you can keep the order for a few minutes,โ she said.
Nash flashed her one of his stupid charming grins. โYou can count on me.โ
โKiss-ass,โ I coughed into my fist. Waylay snickered.
โIโll be right back,โ Naomi promised Waylay. โChief Morgan is in charge.โ
The kid looked confused. I guessed no one had ever bothered to tell her they were leaving, let alone when theyโd be back.
Naomi straightened her shoulders and followed my grandmother out of the room, that damn dress floating around her like she was some kind of fairy tale princess about to face a dragon.