โThereโs someone Iโd like you to meet,โ Casteel said as we rode past the town center, beyond the crowds of people.
The tightness in my chest eased with the crowdโs dispersal, but balls of nervous energy formed in my stomach. Would this person be friendly? Would they stare?
โYou okay?โ he asked as he guided the horses to a stop outside of one of the homes where vines with tiny pink flowers climbed the terraceโs latticework.
I nodded as my gaze shifted up the road, drawn by the clang of a hammer. Homes were being built. Men were on the roofs, their skin damp with sweat, and women ran tools over the exterior walls, smoothing out the clay.
A young wolven loped out from the inside of the house, dancing around the womenโs legs, tail wagging. Remembering what was said the night before about not many young being here, I figured it was Beckett. A grin tugged at my lips as he nudged a spade with his nose, rolling it toward one of the women.
Casteel dismounted as the door to the house opened wider. Kieran strode out, his brows rising upon seeing me astride my own horse.
Before I could even feel embarrassment over what had happened this morning, he opened his mouth. โDear gods, you have her on her own horse? Soon, sheโll be running one of us over instead of stabbing us.โ
My eyes narrowed. โThis is who you wanted me to meet?โ I asked. โNot sure if you realize this or not, but Iโm well aware of who he is.โ
Casteel laughed as he came to my side. โItโs not him I want you to meet.โ He held Molly steady. โYou want to dismount on your own?โ
I nodded, rising and drawing one leg up and over the saddle. I lowered myself to the ground, nowhere near as gracefully, but I did it.
Kieran applauded. โGood job.โ โShut up.โ
The wolven laughed as one of the workers called out Casteelโs name.
Casteel looked over, squinting. He touched my lower back. โIโll be right back.โ
I nodded as I turned to Molly, scratching her behind the ear as I watched Casteel jog toward the house.
โBy the way,โ Kieran approached me, โI hope youโre not embarrassed about this morning.โ
โIโm not embarrassed,โ I whispered.
โYouโre not?โ He sounded doubtful.โ โYou wonโt look at me.โ โI was just looking at you a few moments ago.โ
โOnly because you wanted to do violent and terrible things to me.โ I smiled because that was true.
โYou look like you want to do that now.โ
Brows raised, I looked at him. โHappy? Iโm looking at you now.โ A half-grin appeared. โYes, but your face is as red as a tomato.โ โWhatever,โ I muttered.
โAnd you still look like you want to murder me.โ I sighed.
He adjusted Mollyโs halter as he said, โYou know what you felt during the feeding and what surely came afterward is only natural.โ
โThanks, but I donโt need you to tell me this.โ โThen maybe you would like some advice?โ โNot really.โ
โIโm going to give it to you anyway.โ โOf course, you are.โ
โIf you wish for future feedingsโand Iโm sure you realize there will be future onesโto be less intimate, you could offer him your wrist.โ
I spun toward Kieran. โWell, that information is so very helpful now.โ
Kieran laughed, not even bothering to move out of the way when I punched his arm.
โOuch,โ he murmured. โThat was actually hard.โ
โDo I even want to know why you just hit Kieran?โ Casteel asked as he rejoined us.
Kieranโs eyes lit as he opened his mouthโ
โNo,โ I jumped in, shooting Kieran a look that promised death if he spoke as Casteel came to stand beside me. โYou do not.โ
Grinning, Kieran backed up. โWhen has she ever needed a reason to be violent?โ
โGood point.โ Casteel glanced down at me, one side of his lips quirking. The damn dimple winked into existence. โI guess I should be grateful that she didnโt stab you.โ
โThereโs always later,โ I muttered.
A throaty, feminine laugh snapped my head around. โYouโre right, Kieran. I like her.โ
Standing barefoot in the terraceโs doorway was a stunning woman dressed in black leggings and a bright yellow, sleeveless tunic that fit the curve of her hips and chest. Golden cuffs encircled her wrists and upper arms. Her jet-black hair, braided in narrow, tight rows, nearly reached her waist. The pale, wintry blue eyes were a striking contrast to skin as beautiful as the rich black of the night-blooming roses. There was some vague familiarity about the slant of her cheeks and the shape of her brow, but I knew Iโd never met the female wolven before.
โBecause she insinuated that I could be stabbed later?โ Kieran muttered. โShocker.โ
Oh, gods, I really needed to stop talking about stabbing people.
The woman laughed. โOf course.โ She stepped out of the doorway, her gaze flicking to Casteel. โWhy are you standing there so quiet?โ
โI am not interrupting you.โ Casteel held up his hands. โThe last time I did, you knocked me on my ass.โ
I blinked.
โThat is not why I knocked you on your ass,โ she replied. โI donโt exactly remember why I did it, but Iโm sure it was because you did something to deserve it.โ
The corners of my lips turned up.
โSince both of them have no manners, Iโll introduce myself. Iโm Vonetta, but everyone calls me Netta. Iโm Kieranโs sister.โ
Shock rippled through me. โYou have a sister,โ I blurted out. Vonetta shot her brother a look. โWow, Kieran.โ
โHey, Casteel never said I had one either.โ โDonโt drag me into this,โ Casteel remarked.
โMy feelings are hurt, and I am the baby of the family. My feelings should never be hurt,โ she tossed over her shoulder. โI expect an extra batch of the candied fruit.โ
โAs soon as I have an hour to make some, I will.โ
โYou have had plenty of hours to do so already.โ Facing me, she extended a hand. Her nails were painted a yellow as brilliant as her tunic.
โIโm Penellaphe,โ I said, taking her hand. The moment our skin touched, her eyes widened. โDid you just feel something weird?โ
โYeah. Like a static charge,โ she answered as Casteel moved in closer.
She let go of my hand. โThatโs strange.โ โCoulton felt the same thing,โ Casteel said.
โAnd I felt something like that back in New Haven,โ Kieran reminded
me.
โThatโs right.โ I clasped my hands together. โI’d forgotten.โ โWell, I’m kind of offended now,โ he muttered.
โDo you feel anything like that?โ I asked Casteel, recalling a similar
feeling a few times weโd touched.
โI have,โ he said, head tilted as he examined me closely, like I was a strange new species. โI thought it was my imagination.โ
โIโve felt it when Iโve touched you.โ I turned back to the siblings. โBut I didnโt feel anything now or when Coulton or Kieran felt something earlier.โ
โApparently, weโre not as special as Casteel,โ Vonetta commented. โYou shouldโve already known that,โ he replied.
She shot him a look. โYou saying something like that was probably why I knocked you on your ass the last time.โ
I laughed. โI like her.โ
โOf course, you do.โ Casteel sighed as he placed his hand on my back. But when I looked up at him, he had that look to him again. Like heโd lost his breath. Swallowing, he looked over at Kieranโs sister. โAre you going to invite us in?โ
โAre you going to be less annoying?โ โProbably not, but since Iโm yourย Princeโฆ.โ
โWhatever. Fine.โ Then she smiled. โCome in. I just finished making sandwiches.โ
The living area was a round, cozy area full of color. Thick sky-blue floor cushions circled a low-to-the-ground white table. Bright orange and deep purple throw pillows covered a black settee. The breeze let in by the open windows and terrace doors lazily turned the blades of a ceiling fan. A stack of books on an end table by the settee snagged my attention as Casteel
tugged me down onto one of the cushions on the floor while Vonetta and Kieran disappeared through a rounded archway.
โIs lemonade fine?โ Vonettaโs voice carried out from the other room. โKieran made it, so itโs more sweet than sour.โ
Casteel glanced at me, and when I nodded, he called out, โThatโs perfect.โ
A few moments later, Kieran returned carrying four glasses, which he placed on the table before dropping onto the cushion on the other side of Casteel.
โThank you,โ I said, picking up the cool glass. Ice cubes clinked together, and I realized there must be a cold room underground somewhere since there appeared to be no electricity running in Spessaโs End yet.
โDonโt be polite,โ Kieran remarked. โIt weirds me out.โ
I cracked a grin at that as I took a sip. The sweet and sour mix was perfect. โThis is actually really good.โ
โKieran is a master at making drinks,โ Casteel shifted back on one arm, leaning slightly into my shoulder. โEspecially the kind involving alcohol.โ
โA man must have his talents.โ
โEven if said talents are generally useless,โ Vonetta commented as she entered, carrying a silver tray loaded with sandwiches cut into narrow strips and a large bowl of strawberries dusted with sugar.
โIโll remember that the next time you ask me to make you a drink,โ Kieran replied.
Vonetta snorted as she sat beside me. โI hope you like cucumber sandwiches. Other than cold cuts, itโs the only sandwich I can manage.โ
โTheyโre one of my favorites. Thank you,โ I said, picking one up. โAnd itโs the only sandwich Iโve ever made, actually.โ
โReally?โ Casteel asked, handing me one of the napkins from the tray.
I nodded. โI wasnโt allowed to cook or to learn how, but I did sneak into the kitchens sometimes and watch,โ I admitted, and then felt silly the moment the words had left my mouth. I had no idea how much Vonetta even knew about my past. Heat crept up my throat as I sat back a little, distancing myself from Casteel. I quickly shoved half the sandwich into my mouth.
โKieran told me a little bit of what it was like for you,โ Vonetta said, her tone soft. โBut honestly, the not being allowed to learn how to cook part
sounds amazing.โ
I glanced up at her in confusion as Casteel reclaimed the short distance that separated us. His arm pressed to mine as he reached for a sandwich and then remained there.
โI donโt mean the not having a choice part. That sounds terrible. Thatย isย terrible.โ She took a drink of lemonade. โBut if I didnโt have to learn, then Iโd have an excuse for why Iโm horrible at cooking. Our poor mother spent many moons attempting to teach me how to bake bread. Iโd rather sharpen a sword than knead yeast. Of course, Mom excels equally at both.โ
โAs do I.โ Kieran grinned, and his sister rolled her eyes.
โSounds like you and Poppy have that in common,โ Casteel said, wiping his fingers on the napkin. It said something about his relationship with Kieranโs sister that heโd called me that in front of her. โShe also has a fondness for sharp, deadly objects.โ
โI do,โ I confirmed.
Vonetta grinned. โYet another reason to like you,โ she said. โSo, what do you think of Spessaโs End so far?โ
Finishing off the last of the sandwich, I then told her how I hadnโt been aware of what had happened to Pompay and Spessaโs End. โIโm amazed by what has been done hereโthe homes are so much nicer than what most people have in Solis. And the gardens? There is nothing like that there. After seeing Pompay, I expected nothing but ruins.โ
โSolis sounds like a really cruddy place,โ she stated. Casteel snorted. โUnderstatement of the year, Netta.โ
โThere are nice parts, but so very few people have access to them.โ I picked up a plump strawberry. โAnd there are good people there. Scared individuals who donโt know any other way to live than what they were born into.โ
She nodded as she brushed several braids back over her shoulder. โHopefully, that changes soon.โ
I agreed, and the conversation moved on from there. Casteel asked about Kieran and Vonettaโs parents. I learned that her mother was named Kirha and that Vonetta planned to travel home to see them soon. Their mother had a birthday coming up. They talked about how many new homes they felt would be completed in the next couple of months, and Vonetta mentioned a few people that she knew were interested in settling here. She asked about the potential for electricity, which led to a conversation about
power grids and lines that sounded like a different language to me. I learned that Vonettaโs role in Spessaโs End was like one of a Rise Guard, and the way Vonetta and Casteel traded insults made it clear that the three of them had grown up together. The friendship between them was so real, that it made me fiercely yearn for the same thingโmade me think of Tawny. She would love Kieranโs sister.
Vonetta then asked about how Iโd learned to fight, and minutes ticked away, the sandwiches disappeared, and throughout the afternoon, there was never more than a few minutes where some part of Casteelโs body wasnโt in contact with mine. Whether it was his arm resting against mine or his knee, or him messing with my hair, tucking it behind my ear, or fixing the sleeves on my borrowed tunic. The constant contact, the small touches here and there, made it all too easy to forget that we wereย pretending.
And it was hard not to notice, at least for me, how different Vonetta was toward me compared to the others. It could be because she was Kieranโs sister and Casteelโs friend, but the wolven in general had entirely different reactions toward me. They werenโt distrustful, and while I did briefly open my senses to Vonetta when I caught her staring at me strangely, all I felt from her was curiosity.
โSo, the whole static charge thing,โ Vonetta brought back up after Kieran had cleared the table. โI want to see if it happens again.โ
My brows lifted, but I was also curious. I extended my hand, and a moment later, Vonetta placed her palm flat to mine. She frowned slightly. โDo you feel anything?โ
โNo.โ She sounded disappointed.
โI only felt it once,โ Kieran remarked, letting an arm dangle over a bent knee. โActually, come to think of it. What does she smell like to you?โ
I drew my hand back, twisting toward Kieran. โThatโs right. You said I smelled like a dead person.โ
โI didnโt say you smelled like a dead person,โ he countered. โI said you smelledย ofย death.โ
โHow is that different?โ I demanded.
โThatโs a good question.โ Casteel turned his head, brows lifting. โYouโre really smelling her, arenโt you, Netta?โ
I looked to find Vonettaโs head close to mine. โPlease donโt say I smell
ofย death.โ
โYou donโt.โ She drew back. โBut there is a unique scent to you.โ Her dark brows knitted together. โYou smellโฆold.โ
โUm.โ I shifted uncomfortably. โIโm not sure if thatโs any better.โ
Casteel dipped his head, and I felt the bridge of his nose along the side of my neck. โYou donโt smell like that to me,โ he murmured, and a shiver curled its way down my spine. โYou smell like honeydew.โ
Oh, myย godsโฆ.
โIโm not saying she smells like mothballs and stale peppermint candy,โ Vonetta said, and Kieran laughed. โItโs justโฆ I donโt know how to explain what I mean.โ
โI think I understand.โ Casteel sat back. โYou do?โ I questioned.
He nodded. โYour blood tastes old to meโold in a way that itโs rich. Powerful for someone who is not full-blooded Atlantian. Itโs probably the bloodline.โ
Vonetta tilted her head. โAnd what kind ofโ?โ
A sudden, loud crash from outside interrupted us. Shouts of alarm rang out, and all three of them were on their feet in a matter of seconds.
โSounds like that came from up the street where the houses are being worked on,โ Vonetta said as I rose to my feet. Casteel was already out the terrace doors, Kieran following quickly behind him.
I trailed them out into the late-afternoon sun. We didnโt have to go far. Alastir rushed down the dirt-packed road, carrying the limp form of a small wolven.
Beckett.
I already knew he was in pain. I could feel it pinging against my skin, hot and sharp. I swallowed hard.
โWhat happened?โ Casteel demanded.
โBeckett was beingโwell, he was being Beckett.โ Alastirโs face was pale as he gently laid his nephew down in a patch of grass. The wolvenโs growl ended in a whimper. โA piece of the roof collapsed, and he couldnโt move out of the way quick enough.โ
โShit,โ Casteel grunted, kneeling beside Beckett. Emil appeared behind Alastir. โWhere is the Healer?โ
โTalia is in the training fields,โ a mortal woman said. โSomeone was injured during practice.โ
โGo and summon her. Tell her to come as soon as she can,โ Casteel ordered one of the wolven. The man took off, shifting into his wolven form in a blur of speed. โItโs okay, Beckett. Weโre getting help.โ
Beckettโs chest rose and fell rapidly, and his mouth hung open. The whites of his eyes were stark against his dark fur. My senses stretched and pushed at my skin, and I tensed, trying to prepare myself as I opened up. Burning, acute pain rolled through the connection, stealing my breath. It was throbbing and endless, painting the soft grass in shades of red and soaking the sky in embers. This was definitely no minor hurt.
โI think his back legs are broken,โ Alastir said, his hands trembling as he placed them on the ground. โHe needs to shift. He needs to do it now.โ
โOh, no,โ Vonetta whispered.
โIf he doesnโt, the bones will start healing before we can straighten them.โ
โI know,โ Casteel said as I severed the connection before his physical pain overwhelmed me. โBeckett, you have to shift. I know it hurts, but you have to shift.โ
The young wolven whimpered as he shuddered. โHeโs in too much pain.โ I stepped around Vonetta.
โHeโs too young,โ Kieran said in a low voice, to no one in particular. โHe wonโt be able to do it.โ
My gift hummed, demanding to be used as it guided me toward the wolven. My fingers tingled with the urge. Vonetta caught my arm. โDonโt get too close, Penellaphe.โ Concern clouded her pale eyes. โAn injured wolven is a very dangerous one, no matter how young.โ
โItโs okay. I can help him.โ I stepped to the side, slipping free of her grip as I searched out Casteelโs gaze. โI can help him.โ
Casteel was still for a half a second and then nodded. โCome to his back. Beside me and away from those teeth.โ
Aware of Kieran shadowing my steps and us gaining an audience, I lowered to my knees. Beckettโs rear legs were twisted at awful, unnatural angles. Beckett growled, lifting his head and kicking out with his front leg, both weak attempts to warn us off, but I knew he could strike a lot more quickly.
โCan you do it?โ Alastir whispered. โWhat you did in New Haven?โ I nodded.
โIf you can help him and heโs able to shift,โ Casteel spoke low and fast, โthatโll make it so much easier for Talia.โ
โOkay,โ I said as Casteel angled his body so he would have to go through him first if the wolven reared. โIโm not going to hurt you, Beckett. I promise.โ
Lips peeled back, revealing canines sharp enough to pierce skin and strong enough to crunch bones. I tried not to think of that as I placed my hand on his back. Opening myself up again so I could monitor his pain, I swallowed back the bile crowding my throat. His painโฆit made me want to throw up. I started to drum up warm, happy memoriesโ
Somethingโฆ something different happened the moment my fingers sank into Beckettโs soft fur.
The tingling sensation in my palms ramped up as if static danced over my skin, and my hands heated. The wolven twitched, whimpering quietly as a muted glow appeared between my fingers, peeking through the strands of fur before washing over my hands.
My lips parted. โUhโฆโ
โThatโs not normal,โ Casteel observed, a dark eyebrow raised. โRight?โ
Out of the corner of my eyes, I registered Emilโs mouth drop open. I saw the same reaction from most of those around us. Alastir rocked backward, paling even further as he stared at me. Whispers and gasps echoed around me.
โWell,โ I heard Vonetta say. โI think you forgot to tell me something, Kieran.โ
I donโt know what Kieran said in response. I heard Casteel whisper my name, but I shook my head as Beckettโs head lowered to the grass. I could feel his pain lessening. โItโs working, but Iโve never seen it do this before.โ
โYou mean youโve never seen your hands glow?โ he asked. โLike twin stars?โ
โTheyโre not glowing that brightly,โ I denied.
โYeah, they kind of are,โ Kieran murmured, and Emil nodded when I looked up.
โOkay. Whatever,โ I muttered. My hands were glowing brightly now. โIโll freak out over that later.โ
Beckettโs breathing steadied, and the whites of his eyes became less visible.
โSweet gods of mercy,โ someone murmured. โPrincess?โ
โHmm?โ I focused on Beckett. Emotional pain was harder to cut through and whatever release I brought was incredibly short-lived, but physical pain took longer to ease. I believed it had to do with all the important nerves and veins, and physical pain almost always carried an emotional anguish with it, especially if it was as intense as it was for Beckett. Easing his pain was two-fold, but the throbbing was dulling, becoming little more than an ache. He only needed a few more moments.
โPoppy,โ Casteel called, and this time, I looked over at him. Sunlight glinted off the curve of his cheek as his gaze swept over me, around me. โYouโre glowing. Not just your hands.ย You.โ