Valentina arrived early to help her into her black velvet. Luzia had pressed the lace collar herself the previous night, then lain awake,
staring into the dark. With every passing hour, she felt the escape Hualit had offered slipping away, until at last dawn came and the chance was truly gone.
โI was scarcely able to sleep,โ Valentina said as she finished placing the scalloped shells in Luziaโs hair. โTo think I will meet the king.โ
For all her talk of รguedaโs cooking, a king was still cause for excitement. Valentina had dressed in her green silk today, the sleeves spangled with silver, and she looked surprisingly pretty, her cheeks pink, her eyes bright.
โYou look well, seรฑora,โ Luzia said, and wondered if sheโd endure another slap for her impertinence.
But Valentina beamed, flushing even pinker.
The coaches were waiting when they descended the steps of the palace, but some of the party had chosen to ride. Luzia saw Fortรบn Donadei already mounted, dressed in green and gold, a plumed velvet cap set on his curls.
Doรฑa Beatriz was seated on a sleek mare the color of cinnamon. She reached out and adjusted the chain of Donadeiโs golden cross. It was a fond gesture, and yet Luzia wondered if it felt like the riderโs hand upon the reins, a tug to remind her mount that she would set the pace. But if her love was real and his was not, who really held the reins?
And where was Santรกngel?
Marius waited at the De Paredes coach to help them inside.
โDon Vรญctor will not ride with us?โ Valentina asked, her worry clear. โApparently not,โ said Marius.
They saw it now too: the distance Don Vรญctor was creating to protect himself. He sat astride a big gray gelding, his tunic ornamented with ropes
of gold braid and jewels in every color of Philipโs crest. It wasnโt subtle, but perhaps the king didnโt care for subtlety.
Luzia took one last look at the crowd, then reluctantly settled in the coach. Don Vรญctor might wish to keep her and Santรกngel apart, but she didnโt think he would prevent his familiar from attending the third trial.
โDo we know where weโre going?โ she asked, as the coach wheels jolted forward.
โOnly the lead coachman knows,โ said Marius.
Luzia watched the gardens, then the gates of La Casilla slide by, and then they were moving at a faster pace through the countryside, the horsesโ
hooves rumbling over dirt roads. They were heading west, farther away from the city, through dry hills and pastures. Luzia told herself to be grateful she was seeing more of the world beyond her tiny corner of Madrid and the confines of La Casilla. She had never thought the grandeur of a
palace could come to feel small.
She wished they could open the windows. Instead she watched her breath fog the glass and made herself think through each of her refranes.
Too soon they turned onto a narrower road and the horses had to slow. Woods crowded in on both sides, slender white-barked trees, their leaves just beginning to turn, the green giving way to sudden exclamations of
yellow and orange.
Marius tapped the window. โThis is Las Mulas. Itโs an old hunting ground.โ
โWill they make her hunt?โ asked Valentina. โOr โฆ or battle beasts?โ
Luzia wanted to tell her she was being absurd, but she had no idea what might be waiting for her or what form the whims of a king might take. What he required, she would find a way to provide. She must. Whatever Santรกngel might feel or Don Vรญctor might devise, that much hadnโt changed.
โLook!โ cried Valentina.
A bright expanse of water had come into view, reflecting the cloudless blue of the autumn sky. It was so flat and calm, Luzia felt as if she might reach out and peel it away from the earth. Some kind of boathouse lay at
one end and a herd of sheep grazed in the meadow beyond. The remnants of an old pier lay on the banks, its rotted boards slumping into the high reeds.
โPerhaps the king intends to stage a sea battle?โ Valentina suggested. Luzia doubted it. He hadnโt had much luck with those.
As they emerged from the coach, Luzia saw that a grand dais had been erected. The wood was highly polished, the canopy made of red and yellow silk, the chairs upon it cushioned with velvet. It looked sturdier than half the houses in Madrid and twice as imposing.
Long benches had been set just a short distance away and groups of lavishly attired guests had gathered near the shore. She recognized some of them from La Casilla, including Quiteria Escรกrcega in another of her fanciful quilted jacketsโthough the young man who usually trailed after her was nowhere in sight. There were new faces too. She wondered if they were friends of the king or Antonio Pรฉrez.
Pรฉrez himself stood surrounded by servants and courtiers. He met her eyes and gave her the briefest nod, a small smile on his lips. He looked confident and at his ease, but she suspected heโd look the same in a room full of crocodiles.
โLuzia.โ Santรกngel emerged from the woods, leading the same black horse heโd ridden the night of the doomed marionette show. His fair hair was ruffled, and the horse bristled and snorted, its hooves stamping the ground.
She glanced at Marius and Valentina, but they were already chatting with the other guests, their attention diverted.
He set his hand on the horseโs flank to steady it. โWhen I realized your coach had left, I rode ahead.โ
โWhere were you?โ
โSleeping off a dose of poison. Itโs Vรญctorโs way of making sure I donโt involve myself in his private business.โ
Luzia didnโt know if she should believe him. โHe would deny me your strength in the final trial?โ
โHe would deny me a chance to see you and trust my influence to do the work of victory. Luziaโโ
โHe came to see me last night.โ
Santรกngel went very still. He wore black velvet as she did, but even he had made some concession to the importance of the third trial: a rope of silver braid spanned his chest, pinned to his shoulder by a heavy brooch, the tower of De Paredes rendered in silver. โFor what purpose?โ
โTo warn me not to fail.โ โLuziaโโ
But Don Vรญctor was striding toward them, ignoring Mariusโs and Valentinaโs greetings.
โEnough loversโ talk,โ he said. โThe scullion is wanted by the lakeshore.โ Santรกngel gave a sharp nod. โIโll escort her.โ
โYouโll stay with me. She can manage by herself.โ โThen you should have used a larger dose.โ
โIs all โฆโ Valentina began. โIs all as it should be?โ
โMay I beg an introduction?โ The lady playwright had stepped away from the swarm of guests, her panache of striped feathers set at a jaunty angle. She looked like a character in one of her own plays.
Don Vรญctor gave a distracted wave. โThe scullion doesnโt stand on ceremony, seรฑorita.โ
โI have so longed to meet the little nun.โ The words were for Luzia, but her gaze was fastened on Valentina.
โIt is an honor,โ Luzia said with a curtsy, her head too full of Don Vรญctorโs threats, Donadeiโs warnings, Valentinaโs fears. โYour work is the talk of our small home.โ
โHave you been to one of my plays?โ โI have never been to the theater.โ
โA scandal!โ declared Quiteria. โAnd you, Doรฑa Valentina?โ
โMy wife and I have attended the Corral del Prรญncipe,โ said Marius.
Quiteria eyed him as if he were a fish she suspected had spoiled. โHave you? How traditional. If youโre ever in need of real entertainment you must come to one of my salons.โ
She smiled at Valentina, bobbed her head, and was gone.
โWhat an unusual woman,โ Valentina said. She had the bright-eyed look sheโd worn the morning they received their invitation to La Casilla.
โInsolent,โ said Marius. โWicked, really. Rumor has it she has another conquest in her sights. Some new soul to corrupt. Camila Pimentel had to be sent to Sevilla and married off to a wool merchant to avoid disgrace.โ
โIf she is so very awful, why has the tribunal not taken her for trial?โ Valentina asked.
โWho knows? Her father is great friends with Fray Diego. Maybe he has a cache of relics heโs promised to the king.โ
Luzia didnโt care about Mariusโs gossip or the playwright. She needed to think of how the lake might be used in the trial. She needed to speak to Santรกngel.
The thunder of approaching hoofbeats sounded through the woods and
the crowd turned, shifting and arranging their order, jockeying for position, readying themselves for the arrival of the king.
Soldiers poured into the clearing, uniformed servants carrying banners that bore the royal standard. It was grand, but not nearly as grand as Luzia had expected, and a moment later she understood why. She had heard the king had grown frail and sickly, but the man who exited the coach was heavyset and moved like a determined bull plodding across a field.
โA priest?โ she asked. Had they sent more holy men to test her and the Prince of Olives?
โMateo Vรกzquez de Leca,โ Don Vรญctor said, his voice bemused. โThe kingโs secretary. The man who replaced Antonio Pรฉrez.โ
Luzia risked a glance at Pรฉrez. There was no change in his demeanor, but a new tension had come into the crowd that surrounded him.
โBut โฆโ Valentina protested, peering down the road into the woods, her hope still alive. โThen the kingโโ
โThe king is not coming,โ said Don Vรญctor. His calm baffled her. This was a man who didnโt like to be thwarted, but he sounded as though heโd merely lost a game of cards. โOur king has sent Pรฉrezโs rival in his stead. The man who banished the Princess of รboli and who would see Don Antonio banished too, or hung as a traitor.โ
A stir went through the gathered guests as Vรกzquez de Leca mounted the stage. With a soft huff, he dropped into the enormous chair that had been placed for the king, bracketed by courtiers and advisors. He slumped to the side and gestured to Pรฉrez as if he were the host here and Pรฉrez little more than a servant slow to fetch the wine.
โWill the trial go on?โ Luzia asked.
โNothing has changed for you,โ Don Vรญctor bit out. โBest Donadei. Do it in grand fashion. You will compete and you will perform so spectacularly that Vรกzquez has no choice but to place you before the king, so brilliantly that he will be itching to present an ugly scab of a scullion and demand she be made this countryโs holy champion. That is how good you must be. Your life, your auntโs life, your loverโs future all hang in the balance. So do your best or I will be forced to do my worst.โ
Valentina gasped and even Marius looked surprised. โAre you done being frightening?โ asked Santรกngel.
โI donโt know,โ Don Vรญctor growled. โAre you sufficiently frightened, little nun?โ
Luzia nodded.
โThen go.โ He turned to Santรกngel. โAnd if she fails me, drown her in the lake.โ
Don Vรญctor had dropped every pretense of civility, and that worried Luzia
โnot because the truth of him was any kind of surprise, but because something had changed. Was it the insult from the king? The end of the torneo? Or some new threat she couldnโt see coming?
Santรกngel herded her away from the others. โTell me what he said to you last night.โ
She resisted the urge to curl into the shelter of his black cloak. She couldnโt afford to be weak now. โHe warned me away from you. He isnโt the first.โ
โHas the Prince of Olives renewed his campaign against me?โ โYes. As has Valentina. She says our children will have tails.โ โI canโt father children.โ
โYou canโt?โ
โLuzia, donโt be foolish. If I could have given you a child, I never would have spent the night in your bed.โ
She didnโt know what to say. Should she be glad? Grateful?
โWhy do you look as if Iโve insulted you?โ he asked. โThatโs not a risk I would take with your reputation.โ
Luzia had let herself get distracted. She didnโt know how much time she had before the trial began, and she didnโt want to think more on children or lost futures that were never meant to be.
โDid Don Vรญctor want Donadei as his champion?โ she asked.
Santรกngel glanced at her, his expression unreadable. โVรญctor had thoughts of building a menagerie, a collection of people like us. The torneo only added urgency to his intentions.โ
โHow many of them ended up in the Inquisitionโs cells?โ โToo many.โ
โBecause of you?โ
Now he stopped and turned to her. โWhat is it you think Iโve done?โ โI donโt know exactly. I only know I donโt want it to happen to me.โ โSome were frauds. Some had real power but no sense. Their own
heretical talk drew the Inquisitionโs attention. Vรญctor understood your
potential for greatness well before I did. He believed you could win the torneo and offer him a path to a title.โ
Luzia could see Donadei and Doรฑa Beatriz waiting by the ruins of the old pier, but she wasnโt ready to think on alliances.
โYou never finished the story,โ she said. โTell me now. Tell me the real ending for the cursed prince.โ
Santรกngel watched her with his strange eyes. โFor him to be free, a new bargain must be struck.โ
โIs that why you flattered me and fucked me? So that I would love you?
So that I would take your place in Vรญctorโs service?โ
His laugh was low and bitter. โI never intended any of this. I didnโt want to want you.โ
โYou would bargain me away to him.โ โThat would be the price.โ
โThen tell me you havenโt considered it.โ It was a plea, pathetic really.
Lie to me, let me believe in you a little longer.
But Santรกngel had promised her truth and he would not relent now. โI have. Every day and every night.โ
No anguish. No disgust at his own selfishness. And yet, even in her grief, there was some satisfaction too. There had never been shame between them. There never would be.
โI should have told you all of it,โ he said. โI should have spoken sooner. I didnโt understand the trap fate had made until it was too late.โ
โVรญctor has made a fool of you, Santรกngel. He would never settle for such a trade. Iโm no immortal. I canโt serve his children or his childrenโs
children.โ
โWhat is death to a woman who can heal any wound?โ he asked gently. โA woman who can cure any sicknessโeven time?โ
Luzia felt the breath go out of her, a door slamming shut. The morning was cool; the sun bright. She saw herself, a woman in black beside an autumn wood, framed with her lover by the mirror of the lake. The stage,
the guests in their velvet and feathers, Vรกzquez brooding beneath a canopy of silk.
Last night, Vรญctor had been taunting her. Heโd said her gift could heal any bruise or mark.ย A wonderful convenience.
Now she recognized the pity on Santรกngelโs face. She had seen it in the courtyard on the day sheโd made the vines grow, when sheโd first felt his
influence on her, when she had first begun to grasp what her power might become. What would it mean to live forever? How was she to know when she had barely lived at all?
โI wonโt do it,โ she said at last. โI wonโt make his bargain. Not for you or for anyone.โ
โI would not ask you to. But Vรญctor has a gift for impossible choices. He will connive and maneuver until he is your only protection, until he has your very life in his hands.โ
Was this why he had sent Hualit away? To close off every avenue of escape? โI can still refuse him.โ
โYou wonโt. We are too alike. For all the miseries of this world, you donโt want to leave it. To survive youโll make the bargain I once made. Youโll
give up what you value least.โ
But what was that? The magic that had come so effortlessly, with none of the misery of Latin or arithmetic? The freedom she had never known?
โAnd you?โ she demanded. โYou must give up what you value most to break the curse. How can that work when itโs freedom you prize most
highly?โ
โIt was, Luzia. For a very long time. But curses are cruel.โ
She felt as if sheโd thrown herself off a cliff. For a moment she had the illusion of flight. His words were wings and she was carried by their meaning, by the elation of being wanted in return.ย Sheย was what he treasured.ย Sheย was what he valued most.
But there were no wings. There was no flight. She was only falling. He had planned to trade her to Vรญctor de Paredes for his freedom, just as Tello had once betrayed him. Could she not even have the promise of love? Why could this belong to the women in ballads, to poets and playwrights, but never to her?
โWhat if I killed him?โ Luzia muttered. โWhat if I ended all of this talk of curses and bargains with a knife to Vรญctorโs heart?โ
โEven if you had the will for such bloody work, it would be no use. I have seen countless enemies seek to strike down De Paredes. They never succeed. Theyโd be better served by harming me. But if they canโt see a target, they canโt take proper aim.โ
โThen I should kill you?โ
โIt would be an end to things. If you could manage it. Luzia โฆ there is another way.โ
โTell me.โ
โLose. Fail and fail spectacularly, shamefully. Disgrace yourself so thoroughly that Vรญctor will want nothing to do with you.โ
โThatโs your answer? You would see me humiliated?โ โI would see you free.โ
Trumpets sounded from the lakeshore and Luzia saw the Prince of Olives press a kiss to Doรฑa Beatrizโs hand. Pรฉrezโs red-bearded courtier was waving frantically for her to take her place by the water.
On the raised platform, Vรกzquez pushed reluctantly to his feet to address them.
โGo,โ said Santรกngel. โWin or lose. Do what you must.โ
โYou donโt yet know what I may do,โ Luzia said, and strode toward shore.