I COMPLETELY FROZE,ย stuck on Carsonโs bed. Carson stood just as still as I sat.
โCrap!โ Ginger cried.
Zaraโs eyes flitted from the door to the closet to the second-story window, calculating.
โCrap,โ Ginger repeated.
โShh,โ Callie said. โCarson, go down and take him to the garage for drinks.โ
Robotically, he followed her directions, and Callie turned to us. โNow, weโre leaving out the back while theyโre out there.โ
Zara raised an eyebrow. โOut back? Why canโt we just use the front door?โ
Callie pointed out Carsonโs front window where we had a clear view of Beckettโs Mercedes in the street. From the other window, we could see Callieโs room. Jeez, was this house conspiring against us?
My heart pounded with each second that passed, afraid of being caught. โWhat do we do once we get outside?โ
โFollow me. Thereโs a path to the gate between our yards, then weโll go in through the back door,โ Callie said.
Carsonโs and Beckettโs voices sounded so close. โIโm freaking out,โ I whispered.
Callie shoved my shoulder. โGo.โ At the sound of the garage door closing, I high-tailed it out of there, thundering down the stairs and past the kitchen onto the patio. I didnโt stop running until weโd crossed Callieโs sloping yard and were safely inside the ground level of their home.
My chest heaved from exertion, barely taking in the room weโd entered through.
The guys sitting in front of the TV, video game controllers in their hands, noticed though.
โWhatโre you doing?โ a guy who looked like an older, buffer version of Callie asked.
The five of us looked at each other; even Zaraโs dark cheeks were red. Between the embarrassment and exertion, weโd probably be flushed until homecoming.
โUm,โ I managed, then mentally kicked myself. Was that the only word I knew? โWe, umโโ There it was again.
โThese are my friends,โ Callie said, blushing just as hard.
Something told me it had to do with the hottie sitting by her brother.
Because…um…wow.
โAnd weโre going upstairs,โ she said, stiffly walking toward the stairs.
Ginger pushed off the sliding glass door and followed Callie. The rest of us walked behind them, all the way up the stairs until we got to Callieโs room. She opened up a mini fridge and started handing out drinks and sugar cookies. Thank God because my throat was parched. I guzzled down the orange soda until the ache went away.
Ginger was busy with her electronics, setting up two laptops and several speakers. From one screen, we could see a general view of Carsonโs room from one of his bookshelves, and on the other, we saw wobbling video of the stairs rising. It kind of made me dizzy, honestly.
I focused my attention on the cookie Callie had handed me. It was decorated like a hot dog. I held it up and said, โWhatโs the deal with the franks?โ
Callie shook her head at the cookie in her hand. โMy momโs gotten super into cookie decorating.โ She shuddered.
I laughed. โTheyโre not that bad.โ
Ginger hurriedly shushed us. โTheyโre talking!โ
The speakers crackled, and on the screen, I could see them back in Carsonโs room. The TV there came into view, then switched on. A football field crossed the screen.
Ginger groaned. โIs that all guys can talk about is football?โ
Carsonโs voice came through the speakers. โThink the Badgers are gonna win?โ
โNo way,โ Beckett said, coming into view of the camera. He sat on Carsonโs futon, leaning back with his drink in his hand. The video wasnโt HD by any means, but it was still clear enough to see the strength in his core, the slope of the muscles in his shoulders. The ease of his smile…
I might not be Beckettโs type, but there was no doubt that he was mine.
Just ask the speeding rate of my heart or the drool dripping down my chin.
Okay, that last one might have been an exaggeration, but man, look at him.
They were quiet a while as we listened to the garbled voices of the announcers discussing the game. Which was alright, for a few minutes, but a complete quarter into the game? This was starting to get boring.
Zara groaned. โWhen are they getting to the good stuff? Weโre not just going to pirate the football game, are we?โ
โPatience,โ Callie said. โTalking about feelings during a football game is like…knocking someoneโs books down, then not picking them up. All the good stuff will be during halftime.โ
I sighed and excused myself to go to the bathroom. Away from Callieโs room, I could only faintly hear the game. As I stepped into the bathroom down the hall, I took a deep breath and spread my arms wide, hoping some stretching would relieve this tension in my chest.
Everything hinged on what Beckett would say to Carson.ย Everything. My odds of getting him to fall for me. The chance of me going to my senior homecoming.
My heart.
This may have started out as a bet, but I was starting to get deeper feelings for Beckett than a simple crush. The superficial things I liked about him in the beginning were still there, but now I knew more lay beneath the surface than good looks and a generally decent personality. Iโd never spoken with anyone who looked so deeply at simple things like digital photos or paintings. Who would stand up to someone like Merrittโfor me. That meant something to me.
But did it to him?
โRor!โ Callie yelled. โTheyโre talking!โ
I hurriedly washed my hands and ran back to the room, getting inside just in time to hear Carson ask Beckett if he was taking anyone to homecoming.
โThatโs still a month and a half away,โ Beckett said.
My heart immediately fell that my name hadnโt spilled off his lips. Part of me was tempted to run away and let the girls break it to me easy, but I needed to hear thisโneeded to have all the information.
โAny ideas?โ Carson asked, popping a tab on a new can of soda. โMaybe,โ Beckett said. โYou?โ
Carson hesitated. โMaybe.โ โNot Callie?โ Beckett asked. Zara whistled.
Callie blushed.
Carson started coughing. โWhat? Why would you say that?โ He was still coughing, so he took another drink.
Beckettโs smile was undeniable. โNo reason. Sheโs pretty.โ
Was it the wide camera angle or did I see Carsonโs back stiffen? โYou think sheโs pretty?โ Carson asked.
โYeah, for you?โ
โWhat does that mean?โ
Beckett threw a pillow at him. โIt means I donโt want to make you jealous!โ
Carson flung the pillow back. โSo you do think sheโs pretty? Or at least her type.โ
โHer type?โ Beckett laughed.
โCurvaceous,โ Carson said awkwardly. โYou know, something to hold on to and all that.โ
I would have been laughing if I werenโt so nervous for Beckettโs answer. Carson was trying so hard to say the right thing with all of us girls listening. Beckett didnโt have that privilege.
โI donโt know,โ he said. โAfter being with Merritt, Iโm ready for something different. Something real.โ
โSo…real boobs?โ
โEw,โ Ginger said. โIs this locker room talk?โ Zara shushed her.
โYouโre lucky I donโt have another pillow.โ Beckett chuckled. Zara frowned. โGuess weโll never know if theyโre real.โ
The boys were joking, but I still sat on the edge of my seat, counting down the seconds until Beckettโs next words.
Carson leaned back, relaxing again. โSo what would it take for a girl to steal the heart of Emerson Academyโs โdream boatโ?โ He made his voice all
breathy, and Beckett laughed again.
โAsking for yourself?โ He chuckled. โExplains why you havenโt asked Callie out yet.โ
Carson must have rolled his eyes, because Beckett continued, โI donโt want a girl who pretends to know about football so she can talk to me. I want her to have interests outside of how hot Ryde Alexanderโs ass looks in his jeans or the next sale they can grab at Emerson Shoppes. I want her to be funny and sweet but not boring. And as far asย curvesย go, Iโโ
The audio cut out, and black lines sizzled across the image before going completely black.
โCrap!โ Ginger cried.
โWhat happened?โ I asked. I needed to hear what he said about curves. Did he want them? But just in the way skinny people talked about curves? As in C cups instead of A cups? Or did heย reallyย mean he wanted curvesโ something to hold on to when he kissed a girl…or more?
Ginger frantically tapped at the screen but gave up after a few seconds. โThe battery in the main connection died.โ She groaned, putting her forehead on the desk and tangling her fingers in her curly hair. โGreat.โ
Callie got out her phone. โIโll text Carson and let him know weโre off the air.โ She sighed. โSorry, guys.โ
Jordan shrugged. โItโs not your fault they watched two hours of a game before saying anything.โ
โYeah,โ Zara agreed. โBut I think we got what we needed.โ
โWhat?โ I cried. โWe never even heard what he said about curves!โ
She shook her head as if she knew something that was right in front of me. โOf course he wants curves. Every guy wants curves. They just might not know it yet.โ
I rolled my eyes. โHave you communicated that to the rest of the male population?โ
Zara rolled her eyes right back. โDid you just hear Beckett? He described you word for word! Youโve got a real shot at this.โ
My heart flew, soared, peaked. โYou really think so?โ I looked at the others for confirmation.
They each gave it.
My lips formed a smile. I couldnโt stop it anymore.
โYouโve got to ask him out,โ Zara said, pointing at my phone in my hand. โMake the next move. Text him.โ
โBut what do I say?โ I asked.
Callie shrugged. โLetโs hang out?โ
โNo,โ Jordan said, โthatโs too open-ended.โ
โDonโt look at me,โ Ginger said. โMy parents would never even let me look at a guy.โ
Zara said, โWhat does your gut tell you?โ
My fingers hovered over my phone before carefully typing each letter.
Rory: I think I owe you a beach party. Meet me at Seaton Pier after your shift at the bakery?
Within a minute, my phone went off.
Beckett: See you then, Cupcake.