After cutting short their lesson in favor of a stroll, Celaena and Nehemia walked through the spacious halls of the castle, guards trailing behind them. Whatever Nehemia thought of the flock of guards that followed Celaena everywhere, she didnโt say anything. Despite the fact that Yulemas was a month awayโand the final duel five days after thatโevery evening, for an hour before dinner, Celaena and the princess divided their time equally between Eyllwe and the common tongue. Celaena had Nehemia read from her library books, and then forced her to copy letter after letter until they looked flawless.
Since theyโd begun their lessons, the princess had greatly improved her fluency in the common tongue, though the girls still spoke Eyllwe. Perhaps it was for ease and comfort, perhaps it was to see the raised eyebrows and gaping mouths when others overheard them, perhaps it was to keep their conversations privateโwhichever reason, the assassin found the language preferable. At least Endovier had taught herย something.
โYouโre quiet today,โ Nehemia said. โIs something the matter?โ
Celaena smiled weakly. Somethingย wasย the matter. Sheโd slept so poorly the previous night that sheโd wished for dawn to arrive early. Another Champion was dead. Not to mention, there was still the matter of Elenaโs commands. โI was up late reading, is all.โ
They entered a part of the castle that Celaena had never seen before. โI sense much worry in you,โ Nehemia said suddenly, โand I hear much that you do not say. You never voice any of your troubles, though your eyes betray them.โ Was she so transparent? โWeโre friends,โ Nehemia said softly. โWhen you need me, Iโll be there.โ
Celaenaโs throat tightened, and she put a hand on Nehemiaโs shoulder. โNo one has called me friend in a long time,โ the assassin said. โIโโ An inky black crept into the corner of her memory, and she struggled against it. โThere are parts of me that I . . .โ She heard it then, the sound that haunted her dreams. Hooves pounding, thunderous hooves. Celaena shook her head and the sound stopped. โThank you, Nehemia,โ she said with sincerity. โYouโre a true friend.โ
Her heart was raw and trembling, and the darkness faded.
Nehemia suddenly groaned. โThe queen asked me to watch some acting troupe perform one of her favorite plays tonight. Will you go with me? I could use a translator.โ
Celaena frowned. โIโm afraid thatโโ
โYou cannot go.โ Nehemiaโs voice was tinted with annoyance, and Celaena
gave her friend an apologetic look.
โThere are certain things thatโโ Celaena began, but the princess shook her head.
โWe all have our secretsโthough Iโm curious why youโre so closely watched by that captain and locked in your rooms at night. If I were a fool, Iโd say theyโre afraid of you.โ
The assassin smiled. โMen will always be silly about such things.โ She thought about what the princess had said, and worry slipped into her stomach. โSo are you actually on good terms with the Queen of Adarlan? You didnโt really . . . make an effort to start off that way.โ
The princess nodded, lifting her chin. โYou know that the situation between our countries isnโt pleasant right now. While I might have been a little distant with Georgina at first, I realized that it might be in Eyllweโs best interest if I make more of an effort. So, Iโve been speaking with her for some weeks now, hoping to make her aware of how we might improve our relations. I think inviting me tonight is a sign that I might be making some progress.โ And, Celaena realized, through Georgina, Nehemia would also get the King of Adarlanโs ear.
Celaena bit her lip, but then quickly smiled. โIโm sure your parents are pleased.โ They turned down a hall and the sound of barking dogs filled the air. โWhereย areย we?โ
โThe kennels.โ Nehemia beamed. โThe prince showed me the pups yesterday
โthough I think he was just looking for an excuse to get out of his motherโs court for a while.โ
It was bad enough they were walking together without Chaol, but to enter the kennels . . . โAre we allowed to be here?โ
Nehemia straightened. โI am Princess of Eyllwe,โ she said. โI can go wherever I please.โ
Celaena followed the princess through a large wooden door. Wrinkling her nose at the sudden smell, the assassin walked past cages and stalls filled with dogs of many different breeds.
Some were so large that they came up to her hip, while others had legs the length of her hand with bodies as long as her arm. The breeds were all fascinating and beautiful, but the sleek hounds aroused awe within her breast. Their arched undersides and slender, long legs were full of grace and speed; they did not yap as the other dogs did, but sat perfectly still and watched her with dark, wise eyes.
โAre these all hunting dogs?โ Celaena asked, but Nehemia had disappeared. She could hear her voice, and the voice of another, and then saw a hand
extended from within a stall to beckon Celaena inside. The assassin hurried to the pen and looked down over the gate.
Dorian Havilliard smiled at her as Nehemia took a seat. โWhy, hello, Lady Lillian,โ he purred, and set aside a brown-and-gold puppy. โI didnโt expect to seeย youย here. Though with Nehemiaโs passion for hunting, I canโt say Iโm surprised she finally dragged you along.โ
Celaena stared at the four dogs. โThese are the mutts?โ
Dorian picked one up and stroked its head. โPity, isnโt it? I still canโt resist their charm.โ
Carefully, watching Nehemia laugh as two dogs leapt upon her and buried her beneath tongues and wagging tails, the assassin opened the pen door and slipped inside.
Nehemia pointed to the corner. โIs that dog sick?โ she asked. There was a fifth pup, a bit larger than the others, and its coat was a silky, silvery gold that shimmered in the shadows. It opened its dark eyes, as if it knew it was being spoken about, and watched them. It was a beautiful animal, and had Celaena not known better, she would have thought it purebred.
โItโs not sick,โ Dorian said. โIt just has a foul disposition. It wonโt come near anyoneโhuman or canine.โ
โWith good reason,โ Celaena said, stepping over the legs of the Crown Prince and nearing the fifth pup. โWhy should it touch someone like you?โ
โIf it wonโt respond to humans, then it will have to be killed,โ Dorian said offhandedly, and a spark went through Celaena.
โKill it?ย Killย it? For what reason? What did it do to you?โ
โIt wonโt make a suitable pet, which is what all of these dogs will become.โ โSo youโd kill it because of its temperament? It canโt help being that way!โ
She looked around. โWhereโs its mother? Perhaps it needs her.โ
โIts mother only sees them to nurse and for a few hours of socialization. I usually raise these dogs for racing and huntingโnot for cuddling.โ
โItโs cruel to keep it from its mother!โ The assassin reached into the shadow and scooped the puppy into her arms. She held it against her chest. โI wonโt let you harm it.โ
โIf its spirit is strange,โ Nehemia offered, โit would be a burden.โ โA burden to whom?โ
โItโs nothing to be upset about,โ Dorian said. โPlenty of dogs are painlessly laid to rest each day. I donโt see whyย youย would object to that.โ
โWell, donโt kill this one!โ she said. โLet me keep itโif only so you donโt kill it.โ
Dorian observed her. โIf it upsets you so much, I wonโt have it killed. Iโll
arrange for a home, and Iโll even ask for your approval before I make a final decision.โ
โYouโd do that?โ
โWhatโs the dogโs life to me? If it pleases you, then it shall happen.โ
Her face burned as he rose to his feet, standing close. โYouโyou promise?โ He put a hand on his heart. โI swear on my crown that the pup shall live.โ She was suddenly aware of how near to touching they were. โThank you.โ
Nehemia watched them from the floor, her brows raised, until one of her personal guards appeared at the gate. โItโs time to go, Princess,โ he said in Eyllwe. โYou must dress for your evening with the queen.โ The princess stood, pushing past the bouncing puppies.
โDo you want to walk with me?โ Nehemia said in the common tongue to Celaena.
Celaena nodded and opened the gate for them. Shutting the gate, she looked back at the Crown Prince. โWell? Arenโt you coming with us?โ
He slumped down into the pen, and the puppies immediately leapt on him. โPerhaps Iโll see you later tonight.โ
โIf youโre lucky,โ Celaena purred, and walked away. She smiled to herself as they strode through the castle.
Eventually Nehemia turned to her. โDo you like him?โ Celaena made a face. โOf course not. Why would I?โ
โYou converse easily. It seems as if you have . . . a connection.โ
โA connection?โ Celaena choked on the word. โI just enjoy teasing him.โ
โItโs not a crime if you consider him handsome. Iโll admit I judged him wrong; I thought him to be a pompous, selfish idiot, but heโs not so bad.โ
โHeโs a Havilliard.โ
โMy mother was the daughter of a chief who sought to overthrow my grandfather.โ
โWeโre both silly. Itโs nothing.โ
โHe seems to take great interest in you.โ
Celaenaโs head whipped around, her eyes full of long-forgotten fury that made her belly ache and twist.ย โI would sooner cut out my own heart than love a Havilliard,โ she snarled.
They completed their walk in silence, and when they parted ways, Celaena quickly wished Nehemia a pleasant evening before striding to her part of the castle.
The few guards that followed her remained a respectful distance awayโa distance that grew greater each day. Based on Chaolโs orders? Night had recently fallen, and the sky remained a deep blue, staining the snow piled upon
the panes of the windows. She could easily walk right out of the castle, stock up on supplies in Rifthold, and be on a ship to the south by morning.
Celaena stopped at a window, leaning in close to the panes. The guards stopped, too, and said nothing as they waited. The coldness from outside seeped in, kissing her face. Would they expect her to go south? Perhaps going north would be the unexpected choice; no one went north in winter unless they had a death wish.
Something shifted in the reflection of the window, and she whirled as she beheld the man standing behind her.
But Cain didnโt smile at her, not in that mocking way. Instead, he panted, his mouth opening and closing like a fish wrenched from water. His dark eyes were wide, and he had a hand around his enormous throat. Hopefully, he was choking to death.
โIs something wrong?โ she asked sweetly, leaning against the wall. He glanced from side to side, at the guards, at the window, before his eyes snapped to hers. His grip on his throat tightened, as if to silence the words that fought to come out, and the ebony ring on his finger gleamed dully. Even though it should have been impossible, he seemed to have packed on an additional ten pounds of muscle in the past few days. In fact, every time she saw him, Cain seemed bigger and bigger.
Her brows knotted, and she uncrossed her arms. โCain,โ she said, but he took off down the hall like a jackrabbit, faster than he should have any ability to run. He peered a few times over his shoulderโnot at her, or the confused and murmuring guards, but at something beyond.
Celaena waited until the sounds of his fleeing footsteps faded, then hurried back to her own rooms. She sent messages to Nox and Pelor, not explaining why, but just telling them to stay in their chambers that night and not open the door for anyone.