Aโย re you ready?โ I ask Amelia as we both round the truck and stand shoulder to shoulder, facing the
town. She is wearing tight checkered capris today with a white tank top tucked in (which I was lucky enough to watch her slip into earlier this morning). Her long braid hangs over the front of her shoulder, and the fabric of her shirt fits her smooth curves like a second skin. I have to tuck my hands into my pockets to keep from sliding them all over her out here in broad daylight.
โShould I be worried or something?โ The tone of her voice, paired with the skeptical look in her eyes, tells me she thinks this town is innocent and harmless.ย So naive.
I tilt her chin up to look away from the town and at me instead. She has faint charcoal-colored shadows under her eyes that make me smile, because I helped put them there. But I canโt think about last night again. I already have too much residual desire Iโm trying to stuff back down. This morning after a shower (together, nudge nudge wink wink) we both drank our coffees on the porch while reading our separate books until it was time to come in to work. Of course she tried to get me to read to her aloud from mine, but I refused because itโs too much fun watching Amelia
pout. Also Iโve wavered on all my other resolutions concerning her, and I want to keep at least one of them.
โNever underestimate this townโs power to sense gossip.โ
Her eyes widen. โWhat does that mean?โ
โIt means, they are all going to be waiting for us. Theyโll feel that there is something new between us.โ
She stares at me with nothing but sheer amusement now. Sheโs sure Iโm blowing this out of proportion. โI think you need to get out of this town more.โ She taps the side brim of the baseball hat Iโm wearing. โItโs getting to your head.โ
I catch her finger with mine and lower it to my side, before shifting so I can lace my fingers with hers. I donโt think it should feel as incredible as it does. Iโveย neverย felt this with anyone before. Iโve never wanted to hold a womanโs hand just for the hell of it. I didnโt realize I was an affectionate kind of guy until I met Amelia and now all I want to do is hold her and snuggle her and kiss her and touch her. I almost donโt recognize myself.
โMaybe youโre right.โ This ridiculous town seems like a comfortable excuse to blame for a lot of things. โNow wipe that sunshine smile off your face and look a little less approachable,โ I say as we start walking toward the hardware store.
โLike this?โ Her smile drops into a clownโs frown. Itโs so over the top she looks terrifying.
โPerfect.โ
As we approach the hardware shop, Phil and Todd are outside just as expected. One is sweeping, and the other is writing on the chalk signย HAMMERSย 50%ย OFF!
โLooks pretty harmless to me,โ Amelia says with a sassy lilt to her voice. I smirk and we continue walking.
Phil looks up from his task of sweeping and his eyes shift down to Ameliaโs and my intertwined hands. He practically sparkles with excitement. โWell, good morning, you two. Fine day weโre having, isnโt it?โ
โJust dandy,โ I say sarcastically, picking up our pace.
โEasy,โ Amelia warns me in a whisper. โI didnโt wear the right shoes to run a marathon today.โ Iโll pick her up and carry her over my shoulder if I have to. She sees me contemplating it as my gaze sweeps over her head to toe and she adds, โDonโt even think about it.โ
Phil is trying to form a barrier with his body so we canโt get by. โAh yes. Dandy is the word for it. The sunโฆitโsโฆโ The closer we get, the more frantic Philโs conversation becomes. And then, just before we pass him, the man takes his broom and holds it out like a gate. โWhoa, hold your horses there, youngins. Letโs talk a little. Shoot the breeze! Whatโs new?โ
Amelia fills her naive lungs full of gossip-producing air that will make my life a living hell, so I speak before she can. โThinking of adding a new pie to the menu.โ
Itโs clear by the look on Philโs face that this is not the information he was after, but heโs not disinterested. He lifts a bushy brow. โOh? Whatโs it gonna be?โ
โItโll have a honey base. Iโll call it Mind Your Own Damn Beeswax.โ Amelia stifles a laugh in her throat after my stoic delivery. Philโs face drops into something reprimanding. I lift the broomstick handle like itโs a carriage door and gesture for Amelia to walk under before me.
โButโฆbutโฆโ Behind us Phil is sputtering, trying to stall us. โWait! Have you seen the big sale weโre having? Tell him, Todd!โ
Poor Todd. His voice shakes a little. โRight! Thereโs a sale. A big one. On hammers!โ
Amelia looks up at me, her round puppy eyes telling me sheโs wavering. โI have to go and buy a hammer. Iย have to,ย Noah. Just listen to them.โ
I tighten my hold on her hand. โStay strong. This is the least of it.โ
She sets her chin forward and keeps walking, but sheโs not happy about it. Right before we make it to the next store, I take a sharp turn and steer us across the street.
โWhat are we doing now?โ she asks, slightly out of breath. The urge to carry her surfaces again.
โAvoiding Harriet.โ โWhy?โ
โBecause sheโs scary, thatโs why, and sheโll go on and on about your pond.โ
โMy pโNever mind. I donโt want to know.โ
โFor the best,โ I say as we pass under another shop awning. The door behind us opens, the cheery bell chiming. โShit,โ I mumble. โWalk faster.โ
โNOAH!โ Oh man. Thatโs Gemma.
Ameliaโs head tilts in preparation for looking behind her, but I step closer to her, meshing our shoulders together so she canโt. โDonโt look back. Sheโll trap you with her eyes.โ
Gemma raises her voice. โNOAH WALKER I KNOW YOU HEAR ME!โ
โWho is that?โ Amelia whispers. โGemma.โ
Amelia expels a breath. โThereโs so many busybodies in this town itโs getting difficult to keep them all straight.โ
โShe owns the quilting shop. Sheโs in cahoots with Harriet, though, so you canโt trust her.โ
โNoah, you canโt just ignore her. Thatโs rude.โ
โIโll send her a free pie later. Sheโll get over it.โ
Amelia tucks her arm in mine as we cross the street again to get to the shop. โSuch a surly grump.โ She says it sweetly with a little nuzzle of her face against my outer arm.
I pull out the shop key and unlock the door, going about my morning business as usual. I flick on the lights. Pull the barstools off the table. Head into the back to turn on the ovens. And then when I realize Amelia isnโt with me anymore, I look to the front of the shop and find her standing in the middle of the room, looking completely shaken. Her eyes are a little dazed and I can feel the emotions swarming around her.
โAmelia?โ I ask cautiously.
โI donโt want to go back,โ she says, her eyes snapping to me. โIโm going to live here now. No more celebrity life for me. Cancel the tour. Iโm done with music.โ