Iย couldโve stayed in my house with Sloane forever and been happy, but
unfortunately, I had real-life responsibilities that required my attention.
On Friday, two days after my night with Sloane and one day after I almost made her late to work with a morning quickie (she still hadnโt forgiven me for that), I sat in a glass-and-chrome office atop one of DCโs most coveted addresses.
Icy green eyes regarded me with impersonal scrutiny. โXavier Castillo.โ Alex Volkovโs voice matched the man: cool, distanced, pitiless. โYouโre the last person I expected to ask for a meeting.โ
Name number two on Kaiโs list.
I shrugged. โThings change. People change.โ
As CEO of the Archer Group, the countryโs largest real estate development company, Alex owned half the real estate in Manhattanโ including my dream location for my club. The turn-of-the-century, honest- to-God bank vault was located in the basement of one of Alexโs skyscrapers, and if there were two things my target clientele liked, it was bank vaults and hidden gems.
Alex leaned back and tapped a finger on his desk. He was the only person who hadnโt told me he was sorry for my loss following my fatherโs death. I appreciated it; I was getting sick of the pity.
โYouโre aware of how much that location costs.โ It wasnโt a question.
Eight figures.
โYes. Itโs not a problem.โ I didnโt have access to my full inheritance yet, but thanks to my last name and Kaiโs introduction, I was in the process of securing financing from Davenport Capital, Dominic Davenportโs company.ย Name number three. Iโd sent Alex documented proof prior to our meeting.
โPermits and licenses?โ
โSilver & Klein is handling it. They donโt foresee any issues.โ The prestigious law firm was based in DC, but it represented corporate clients across the country.ย Jules Ambrose, Silver & Klein. Name number four.
Alex peppered me with more questions. I answered them gamely, but I knew his decision hinged on one factorโthe one Iย didnโtย have in my pocket for this meeting.
โYour pitch is impressive. Your paperwork is in order. But Iโll be honest,โ he said after I addressed his concerns about potential competitors on the market. โI donโt buy that youโve changed so much, so fast. Youโve never owned, started, or operated a business, and you have a well-deserved reputation for reckless partying.โ
โI donโt know aboutย recklessโฆโ
โIโm also aware your inheritance hinges on this club,โ he continued, ignoring me. โWhat happens if it doesnโt pass muster during its first evaluation?โ
It was a good question, one I tried not to think about too often. The prospect of failing so spectacularly in the public eye was like falling off that bridge in my nightmares: terrifying, out of my control, and damn near inevitable.
โI understand your concerns.โ I covered the sudden lurch in my stomach with a confident smile.ย Fake it till you make it.ย โBut what I did in my past doesnโt define who I am now. Yes, Iโve spent the better part of my twenties
engaging inโฆother activities besides entrepreneurship, but as the progress Iโve already made proves, Iโm serious about this.โ
Alex stared at me, unmoved.
Dammit. Talking to the man was like talking to an icebergโa low-key hostile one.
I searched for an argument that didnโt rehash what he already knew, and my eye caught on the single framed photo adorning his desk. In it, he stood next to a beautiful woman with long black hair and a sunny smile. Each held a baby in their arms; one was swaddled in pink, the other in blue.
Alex wasnโt smiling, exactly, but his face contained more warmth than Iโd thought him capable of. Heโd been married for a while, but I distinctly remembered a time when the cold, seemingly unfeeling CEOโs relationship with his now wife had made waves.
No one had thought he was capable of falling in loveโuntil he did.
โYou say you donโt buy that Iโve changed so much, so fast, but not all change is gradual,โ I said slowly, forming my words as I went. โSometimes, an unexpected event forces us to step up in ways we havenโt before, or we meet someone who changes our outlook. It happens every day. My fatherโs death was one of those triggers for me.โ Sort of. But I wasnโt about to discuss my inheritance or my motherโs letter with a near stranger. โIโm not proud of the time Iโve wasted, but Iโm trying to make up for it now.โ I met Alexโs gaze with a steady one of my own. โHave you ever done something you regretted? Something you were desperate to fix but relied on someone, somewhere taking a leap of faith on you for it to change?โ
He didnโt move, but a tiny glint of emotion flickered in his eyes.
โWe donโt know each other well,โ I said. โBut I promise, if you take this leap of faith on me, Iโll do the location justice. Because itโs not just your name and reputation riding on thisโitโs also mine.โ
The ensuing silence stretched taut beneath the quiet hum of the heater. It was impossible to read Alexโs face, and just when I thought I couldnโt take
it anymore, his chin dipped a fraction of an inch.
โBring on a business partner. If I deem them acceptable, the vault is yours.โ
My heart soared and crashed in the span of five seconds.
It was a bigger concession than Iโd expected from Alex, and it was exactly what I didnโt want to hear.
Vuk wanted the location confirmed before he signed on. Alex wanted Vuk or someone like Vuk attached before he confirmed. It was one hell of a catch-22.
The universe truly loves fucking with me.
โIโm way ahead of you.โ I smiled, projecting assuredness I absolutely did not have. โIโm in the process of bringing Vuk Markovic on as a silent partner.โ
โGood. Then producing a signed contract with him shouldnโt be a problem.โ Alex checked his watch. โI expect the contract before Thanksgiving, Mr. Castillo. Iโve already received multiple offers on the vault, but since Iโm intrigued by your proposal, Iโll give you a grace period. My offer expires on November 26 at midnight.โ
โNoted.โ I did a quick calculation of my odds between Vuk and Alex. I had an infinitesimally better chance of getting Vuk to bend than Alex, if only because he lived in New York and I could badger him more easily. โThanks for your time. I appreciate it.โ
Mental note: Go back to Vuk and figure out how the hell to get him on board. Not necessarily in that order.
I exited Alexโs office, my mind spinning with fragments of ideas and strategies. A flat wall-mounted screen played silently while I waited for the elevator. The big story of the day was the birth of Princess Camilla, Eldorraโs newest royal baby.
I envied her. Babies didnโt have to worry about bars and business. They just cried and slept and ate, and people still loved them.
Once I made it downstairs, I instructed the driver Iโd hired for the day to take me to Harper Security headquarters. Every nightclub needed security, and Christian Harper provided the best.
Name number five.
I hoped my meeting with him went better than the one with Alex.
Upside: my meeting with Christian did, in fact, go better than the one with Alex, probably because he got paid whether my club sank or swam. If he didnโt, heโd simply pull his services.
Downside: I had no clue how to get Vuk to sign a binding contract in eighteen days without a location.
Iย couldย try to secure another space. I had a list of backups in case the old bank vault fell through, but my gut told me they werenโt the right fit.
Peopleโs first impression of a nightclub was its location. I wasnโt going to water it down and go with any old spot.
After my meeting with Christian, I swung by Silver & Kleinโs offices to meet with Jules. She was their youngest senior associate, and she was handling all my legal paperwork, including licenses, permits, and contracts. She assured me sheโd have a silent partner contract drawn up and ready to sign by early next week.
Instead of staying the night in DC, I took the train back to New York and spent the weekend devising methods to convince Vuk, ranging from aboveboard to, uh, ethically questionable.
The charges for temporary kidnapping couldnโt be that bad, right? It wasnโt like I was going to keep or kill the guy. He might killย meย after, but once I made him a shit ton of money, perhaps heโd forget I hired someone to hold him hostage until he signed on the dotted line. Hypothetically.
The fact I was even considering that course of action, however jokingly, spoke to my desperation.
The weekendโs only bright spot winked into existence on Sunday. Iโd convinced Sloane to meet me in Queens for a surprise, and the concrete weighing on my chest eased when I saw her at our designated meeting spot.
Queens was out of the way for both of us, but that was necessary given the circumstances.
She stood near the building entrance, resplendent in a white dress, coat, and boots. Her hair was back up in a bun, but a smile played on her lips as I approached.
โThis better be good,โ she said. โIโm missing brunch with the girls.โ
I gave her a kiss hello, savoring her softness before I pulled back. โConsider this a Story Sunday.โ At her questioning brow, I clarified, โA Sunday where you do something so exciting, youโll have a story to tell at your next brunch.โ
Her laugh unlocked a rush of dopamine, like a song Iโd heard once and loved but never discovered the name of, only to stumble upon it again years later.
โThatโs not a thing,โ she said, following me inside. โBut since weโre here, can you tell me what all the cloak-and-dagger stuff is about? Why are we in Queens on a Sunday morning?โ
โYouโll see.โ I took her down the hallway toward our reserved room. Iโd checked in earlier, and Iย mayย have bribed the staff into letting us enter through the back entrance. โHowโs Pen?โ
Sloane sobered at the mention of her sister. โAccording to Rhea, sheโs recovering quickly from her crash, which is good. And her injuries will heal in time. Butโฆโ She sighed. โIโm still worried, especially since Pen tries to brush these things off. Sheโs afraid itโll make us coddle her more, which she hates.โ
โAnd you canโt visit her again?โ
โSheโs been discharged from the hospital, and I canโt visit her at her house without alerting my father and Caroline.โ Storm clouds rolled in, turning Sloaneโs eyes blue gray. โPart of me is waiting for them to ship her off to a distant cousin in Europe. Theyโd do that just to spite me and make it harder for me to see her.โ
I would say it was hard to imagine a parent doing that to their child, but as someone whoโd practically been raised in boarding schools, I knew better.
I stopped in front of our room.
โBut they wonโt do that until theyโre back from DCโ Iโd picked up some useful intel during my Friday meetings in the city: George and Caroline were both currently in DC for a big fundraiser.
Surprise rippled across Sloaneโs face. โHow did you know that?โ
โI had to confirm their whereabouts before I did this.โ I opened the door.
Sloane stepped inside, but she only made it two steps before her jaw dropped. โPen?โ
The brightest, most precious grin lit Penโs face. โSurprise!โ
She sat on the couch with Rhea, a bowl of complimentary snacks on her lap. Her nanny kept glancing at the open door like she expected George Kensington to storm through it at any second, but at least she was here. That was what mattered.
โWhat are you doing here?โ Several long strides took Sloane to her sister. She hugged the tiny blond, her expression stunned. โHow did youโฆ?โ
โIt took some coordinating, but I had a friend pick up Rhea and Pen and drive them here.โ Theย friendย had actually been Harper Security personnel who could extract them from their penthouse without alerting the doorman, concierge, or anyone who might snitch on them to the Kensingtons.
We had a backup in case George and Caroline found out about Rhea and Pen leavingโspecifically, movie ticketsโbut the plan was going smoothly, thank God.
โBefore you worry, I also checked with Penโs doctor,โ I said, closing the door and taking a spot on the second couch. โHe said it was okay for her to come, provided we keep physical exertion to a minimum.โ
Sloane glanced at Pen, who affirmed my words with a solemn nod. โWhat he said.โ
Apparently, her crash on Wednesday had been relatively mild. Itโd seemed worse than it was due to her accident, and sheโd recovered enough to make today feasible.
โRhea?โ Sloane turned her attention to the nanny. โAre youโฆ?โ
โIโm okay.โ The other woman gave her a weak smile. โMr. and Mrs.
Kensington bought your excuse about Annie. Thank you for doing that.โ
โYou donโt have to thank me. You wouldnโt have been in that situation if it werenโt for me, and I should be the one thanking you.โ Sloaneโs voice caught. โFor everything youโve done for me and Pen over the years.โ
Rhea had been nervous about my plan given how close sheโd come to being found out. However, she possessed an unwavering sense of loyalty to Pen and Sloane, more than she did to her employers, and sheโd eventually agreed.
The look she gave Sloane now was that of familyโsoft, touched, and full of love.
Then the moment passed, and everyone broke eye contact before the fun outing turned into an emotional spiral.
โSo where are we, exactly?โ Sloane cleared her throat and took in the room, which was sparse save for the two couches, two tables, a media console, and a giant screen with a bunch of monitors and equipment hooked up to it. A smattering of artwork decorated the walls with primary colors.
โWeโre at the best sports simulation center in Queens.โ I opened one of the console drawers and took out four controllers. I held on to one and passed the others around. โYou said Pen likes soccer, so weโre playing soccer.โ
โI donโt like soccer. Iย loveย soccer,โ Pen corrected. She was already flipping through the different games, searching for the perfect one.
โMy apologies.โ I suppressed a smile. Her sassiness reminded me of a certain other blond. โWhoโs your favorite player?โ
โAsher Donovan,โ she answered without hesitation.
Typical. Girls of every age loved him, even if they werenโt into soccer the way Pen was, but Iโd give credit where credit was dueโthe dude was talented.
It was just annoying as fuck that someone who looked like a Greek god could also playย thatย well and, based on the few interactions Iโd had with him, beย thatย nice. It was even more annoying that he was Sloaneโs client.
Whatever. As long as he wasnโt her favorite, I didnโt care. Much.
After I playfully riled Pen up a bit by informing her that Vincent DuBois was, in fact, more talented than Asher, we settled on a Euro Cup simulation. Sloane and Rhea dropped out halfway through, leaving me and Pen to battle it out for victory.
I didnโt consider myself a kid person. I liked them fine, but I couldnโt relate to people more than half my age.
However, Pen was awesome. She was more mature than half the grown- ups I knew, and she was a kick-ass player. She scored three goals on me in the first half, when I wasnโt even letting her win on purpose.
For a kid who looked so sweet, she was also pretty damn scary, as I soon found out the hard way.
When Sloane excused herself to use the restroom, Pen paused the game, turned to me, and asked with absolutely no preamble, โSo. Whatโs going on
with you and my sister?โ
I almost choked on my Coke while Rhea tried and failed to hide a smirk.
โWeโre hanging out,โ I said vaguely. I wasnโt sure how much detail I should share with a nine-year-old about my love life, but I had a feeling I should err on the side of caution.
โNo,ย weโreย hanging out.โ Pen gestured between us. โYou and Sloane are doing more.โ
Jesus Christ.
I glanced at the door, willing Sloane to walk through it and put me out of my misery.
No such luck.
โWeโre dating,โ I clarified. I hoped like hell Pen wasnโt going to ask me whatย doing moreย entailed. I wasnโt going to touchย thatย conversation with a fifty-foot pole.
โFor how long?โ
โOfficially? A little over a week, butโโ โAre you seeing other people?โ โNo.โ
โAre you in love with her?โ
โIโฆโ A bead of sweat trickled down my back. I couldnโt believe I was getting interrogated by someone who came up to my hip. โI care about her a lot.โ
I care about her more than Iโve ever cared about anyone.ย But I didnโt know if it was love. Iโd never been in love, so I didnโt know what it felt like, but I should recognize it when it showed up, right?
A surge of anticipation leaked into my bloodstream, tempered by uncertainty.
โThat wasnโt my question.โ Pen pierced me with deceptively innocent- looking blue eyes. Behind her, Rheaโs shoulders shook with mirth. She wasnโt even bothering to hide her laughter anymore. โSloane has never even
mentionedย her ex-boyfriends, much less let me hang out with them, so she must really like you.โ A jab to my chest killed the jolt of electricity her words elicited.
She must really like you.
โDonโt hurt her,โ Pen warned, her little face fierce. โIf you do, Iโll sic Mary on you.โ
โI would never hurt her,โ I said, and I meant it. The thought alone made my heart clench. After a short pause, I added, โWhoโs Mary?โ
โShow him, Rhea.โ
Rhea, still laughing, pulled up something on her phone and handed it to
me.
A Victorian doll stared up at me from the screen with unblinking blue
eyes. She had black hair, a frilly white dress, and a smile made of pure evil.
It was the creepiest fucking toy Iโd ever seen.
โMy mother got her at an antiques shop,โ Pen said. โShe belonged to an English aristocratโs daughter who was murdered by an unknown killer. Legend has it the girlโs spirit lives on in her favorite doll.โ
โAbout ten years ago, someone tried to steal her from her old owner because sheโs so valuable, but they died of mysterious stab wounds in their sleep,โ Rhea added.
I couldnโt tell if she was joking.
Also, what the fuck? Who bought their daughter aย possessed killer doll? Then again, I wouldnโt put it past Caroline Kensington. โAh.โ I shoved the phone back into Rheaโs hand before Murderous Mary climbed out of the screen and stabbedย me. โNo need to call in Mary. Iโm not a doll person, and like I saidโฆโ
My tone gentled, turning serious. โI wouldย neverย hurt Sloane. She meansโฆโย The world. โToo much to me.โ
Penโs frown remained for another beat before it melted into something more vulnerable. โGood,โ she said, her voice small. โBecause sheโs been
hurt enough already.โ
I hadnโt planned on getting punched in the gut by a nine-year-old today, but Penโs aim was even better than her virtual soccer skills.
A burn spread from my gut to my chest, for Sloaneย andย Pen. Both of them deserved better than what they got from the people who supposedly loved them.
โWhat did I miss?โ Sloaneโs voice punctured our bubble. Iโd been so caught up in my thoughts, I hadnโt heard her return.
โNothing,โ Pen and I chorused.
โWe were just taking a break,โ I added.
โBecause I was kicking his aโhis butt.โ Pen giggled when I sent a mock glare her way. โItโs okay. Youโre the Vincent to my Asher. Iโm just better than you.โ
โOkay, thatโs it.โ I rolled my sleeves up. โNo more going easy on you.
Now itโsย reallyย on.โ
We traded insults and banter as the second half ticked down. I was too into the game to pay attention to much else, but once or twice, I caught Sloane staring at us with a strange expression. She averted her gaze every time I turned in her direction, but not before I picked up on the suspicious brightness in her eyes.
The four of us stayed at the simulation center for another half hour before Penโs energy visibly flagged. She didnโt want to leave, but I could tell the dayโs activities had taken their toll on her. I promised weโd come back in the future, and by the time the Harper Security guy picked her and Rhea up, Pen could barely keep her eyes open.
She did, however, muster enough energy to hug both me and Sloane goodbye. I never thought Iโd get so attached to someone Iโd just met, but a ferocious wave of protectiveness swept over me as I returned her hug.
Thank God she had Rhea and Sloane because the rest of Penโs family could go straight to hell for ignoring her.
Sloane murmured something to Pen, who nodded, her chin wobbling, before she followed Rhea into the car.
โThank you,โ Sloane said as we watched their car disappear down the street. โThat wasโฆYou didnโt have to do that.โ
โI wanted to.โ My mouth flicked up in a smile. โThough I mightโve changed my mind had I known how badly sheโd kick my ass.โ
Pen had won the game, seven to three.
Sloaneโs small laugh lightened the heaviness following Penโs departure. โAlso, before you heap too much praise on me, I have a confession to
make,โ I said, earning a questioning arch of her brow. โIโฆโย I donโt want this day to end. I donโt want you to leave. I donโt think thereโllย everย be a day when I want you to leave.ย โI made us dinner reservations at a restaurant nearby. Theyโre not until seven, so I guess weโll have to spend the rest of the day in this area.โ
โWe do, do we?โ
โIโm afraid so. Weโll have to entertain ourselves before I ply you with so many carbs, youโll dream of pizza and noodles.โ
Amusement glinted in her eyes. โI can live with that. Iโve had worse dreams.โ
โGood.โ I laced my fingers through hers and led her toward the main street. โSeb told me about this great ice cream place we have to try.โ
โSeb?โ
โSebastian Laurent. Heโs like a walking food guide.โ
He was name number six on Kaiโs list, but I already knew him, so itโd been an easy ask to have his team design and execute the Vaultโs menu.
โRight.โ Sloaneโs palm was warm against mine. The breeze carried her scent into my lungs, and I instinctively squeezed her hand in response.
Sometimes, things got awkward after sex, but not for us. If it hadnโt been for Wednesday night, I mightโve not taken the leap and organized
todayโs outing with Pen. Something between us had shifted that night, and I wasnโt talking about the sex.
Are you in love with her?
Penโs question echoed in my head. It lingered for a beat before it dissolved into the memory of Sloane sleeping in my arms. Sheโd curled into me, her body pressing against mine, her face free of any waking worries. Iโd forced myself to stay awake just a bit longer so I could listen to her breathing.
I didnโt know why, but it brought me the most overwhelming sense of peace and something else I couldnโt quite put my finger on.
A loud rustle yanked me back to the present. It was the type only a large animal could make, but when I searched the overgrown bushes surrounding the simulation center, I didnโt see anything.
Huh. Weird.
I shook my head, blinking away phantom sounds and the ghosts of Wednesday night. What would a large animal be doing in the middle of Queens anyway?
Whatever it was, I mustโve imagined it.