MY PARANOIA ABOUT the break-in doesnโt ebb until weโve left Connecticut. Itโs been eating away at me, but Iโve managed to stuff it somewhere deep in my conscience for our week off school. The ninety- minute drive to Aidenโs grandparentsโ house in Providence, Rhode Island, is spent with me changing every song that Aiden suggests. But when I put on one I like, he sings it with me, and I canโt keep the smile off my face even when it starts to hurt my cheeks.
When we pull into the driveway of the beautiful brick house, an emptiness settles in my stomach. The last time I spent spring break with my family was when we watched my dad play, and we skated with him after the game, but now the memory forms a dark pit in my stomach.
When Aidenโs warm hand pulls my attention to him, that pit shrinks. โYou okay?โ
I nod, and although it doesnโt look like he believes me, he smiles tenderly, kissing my knuckles.
Edith and Eric Crawford glow like Christmas lights when they open their front door. Their love radiates off them like light from a flickering candle, and I feel some of it when Edith squeezes the life out of me.
Since Iโm the first girl Aidenโs brought home, they want to know everything about me. An hour after Iโve given my entire autobiography, we head upstairs to get settled.
โSummer, you can stay in the guest room, and Aiden, your old room is just the way you left it.โ
Aiden gives his grandma a weird look. โShe can stay in my room.โ
โYou canโt sleep on the couch, bean. Your coach will be upset if I send you to school with back pain.โ
He laughs, but sheโs not making a joke. โI meant we can stay in my room together,โ he explains.
She doesnโt say anything, bewildered. Uh-oh.
โThe guest room is perfect,โ I interrupt before Aiden can give her an answer.
โSummer,โ he starts.
โSeriously, Aiden. Why would you want to sleep on the couch?โ My warning look only makes his face screw in confusion.
Edithโs face relaxes into a bright smile. โGreat, you two get settled then, and Iโll start on dinner.โ
I smack his arm when sheโs out of earshot. โAre you crazy?โ
He clutches his arm with a wounded look. โFor wanting to sleep with my girlfriend? I donโt think so.โ
โIn your grandparentsโ house! Iโm trying to make a good impression here, Aiden.โ
He chuckles and takes my bag. I grab the handle, and we play a childish game of tug of war in the hallway until he lets go, and I stumble back.
โYouโre serious,โ he says. Aiden looks exhausted. He was probably looking forward to just falling asleep with me. โThis is ridiculous. Donโt be stubborn.โ
โItโs one weekend. Your balls wonโt shrivel up.โ
Aiden frowns, running a hand over his face. โSummer, my grandma doesnโt care.โ I still donโt budge, so he continues. โSheโs the same woman who filled my bag with condoms when I left for Dalton. And the one who told me if I got you pregnant, sheโd kick my ass, but if we got started early we could fill an ice rink. Trust me, sheโs messing with us.โ
I shift on my feet. โI still donโt think itโs a good idea. This is your childhood home. Iโm not tainting itโs sanctity.โ
โItโs not a church, babe.โ He takes a step closer. โCome on, Iโll even read your porn to you.โ
I clutch my bag tighter, a hot flush rising to my cheeks. โI donโt need you to narrate my porn. I have apps for that.โ
When his brows raise, I realize Iโve said too much. But Aiden didnโt fight me further because I put my things in the guest room.
Dinner with the Crawfords revolves around stories about Aidenโs childhood and his parents, Lorelei and Aaron. My cheeks start to hurt from smiling so much, and when I ask his grandparents to reveal his embarrassing stories, Aiden squeezes my thigh in retaliation.
If I could look inside my chest, Iโm sure it would glow tonight.
After dinner, I race up the steps before him and lock my door. But I regret it as soon as Iโm thrashing around, unable to sleep.
When my phone buzzes with a text, I know who it is.
Aiden
Aiden: I miss you.
Summer: You just want me to feel bad, so Iโll sleep with you.ย Aiden: Not true. I want you to feel bad so youโll come spoon me.ย Summer: Iโm screenshotting this and sending it to the guys.
Aiden: Go ahead. Tell them how much I love to beg on my knees for you, too.
Aiden: Iโll rub your back until you fall asleep.
Summer: Nice try.
Aiden: I can bring up some tea.
Summer: Not gonna work. Good night, little spoon.
WAKING UP EARLY the next morning is easy because I didnโt sleep. Downstairs, Edithโs in the kitchen, and when I try to help, she bats me away.
โIs Aiden still asleep?โ I ask as she fixes me a plate.
โYou didnโt sleep in his room?โ When she sees the look on my face, she bursts into laughter. She places a hand on my shoulder to catch her breath. โIโm sorry, honey. I was just trying to mess with Aiden. Iโm not that old- fashioned.โ
โOh,โ I chirp, feeling stupid.
Sheโs still chuckling when she heads to the stove. โAidenโs out with Eric to check on the diner. Theyโre probably on the frozen pond now, though.โ
I drink my orange juice. โDoes Eric play too? Aidenโs never mentioned it.โ
โNot at all. But Aidenโs parents used to take him, so Ericโs learned enough to hold his own.โ
Tenderness colors my heart. โYou know, Aiden would love for you guys to come to a game.โ
The suggestion drags a sad look to her face, and I donโt know if Iโve said something wrong. โWe want to come, but itโs hard with the diner and Ericโs
knee. The long drive is almost impossible.โ
Knowing how much it meant to Aiden that I went to his games, I could only imagine how thrilled heโd be to see his grandparents there. Heโd never put them out by asking them to make the trip, but that didnโt mean I wouldnโt try. โIf I could arrange something for you guys to come to the Frozen Four in Boston, do you think you could work around the diner schedule?โ
Itโs a long shot. Iโd have to ask my dad for help, and the qualifying games havenโt been played yet. But I have faith in the team.
โThat would be great, but we donโt want to put you out.โ
โTrust me, youโd be doing me a favor.โ If thereโs anything I can do to make Aidenโs eyes shine brighter, itโs a win for me.
A chilly kiss on my cheek makes me jump. Aidenโs flushed from the cold, and his hair is messy from playing on the ice. Eric breathes hard, pulling out a chair.
โNeed an inhaler, old man?โ
Eric laughs. โLetโs not forget I almost outskated you.โ โI was taking it easy on you.โ
Edith brings Eric an ice pack for his knee. Despite his winces of pain, Eric looks like heโd do it again just for Aiden.
โWere you taking it easy on me when I outskated you?โ I ask.
Aidenโs gaze cuts to mine in a narrow-eyed look. One that sends a chill of heat down my spine. He looks really good in the dark green sweater his grandma knit him. Not seeing him last night or this morning pulls at a sensitive part of me. In retaliation, Aiden places his cold hands on my neck forcing a squeal from me.
Edith bats his hands away. โYou beat him, Summer? Weโve got to hear about this.โ
His grandparents tease, and Aiden rolls his eyes. When they pull out the photo album, he groans and excuses himself to take a shower while I gush over his baby pictures. Apparently, Aiden was blond like his dad until he was about four years old, and his hair turned the brown it is today.
Sunnyโs Angels
Kian Ishida: Is that Cap in a Little Bo-Peep costume? Iโm posting this to my story.
Dylan Donovan: No fucken way. I love you for sending these.
Eli Westbrook: Iโve been waiting for these pics to see the light.
Summer Preston: Eli why didnโt you tell me you two took the same girl to prom?
Eli Westbrook: I asked her first, actually. Then she asked him and suggested a throuple.
Dylan Donovan: Itโs only right that you take Summer from him now.
Eli Westbrook: Youโre obligated to marry me, Sunny.
Summer Preston: I would have to decline, though may I suggest aโฆ throuple?
Eli Westbrook: Youโre evil.
Dylan Donovan: Third timeโs the charm, buddy.
After eating just about everything Edith gives me, I head upstairs with a food coma. Curiosity pulls me into Aidenโs room of deep blue and hockey posters. Thereโs a wall of achievements, too, but most of his awards are in the trophy case downstairs.
โSnooping?โ Aiden closes the door behind him. โJust trying to get a read on you.โ
He falls onto his bed. โCome over here and you can read me like one of your books, baby.โ
โSo confident, yet I just saw a picture of you dressed as Little Bo-Peep.โ
His laugh is low and addictive. โI was blond, and my mom thought she was having a girl.โ
I chuckle, then turn to his awards again. โYou’re really good, huh? The awards barely fit.โ
โAre you just realizing that?โ His easy confidence makes me gravitate toward him. โYou know what else Iโm really good at?โ He pulls my arm, and I fall into his lap. โKissing you.โ
His mouth glides down my neck, and my breath hitches. โThis was just your way to get me in your bed, wasnโt it?โ
Aidenโs dark chuckle only ignites my skin. He pulls me to straddle his lap, and as his lips skim mine, his phone vibrates.
โWe should go,โ he says suddenly, shifting me off his lap. I donโt get to ask questions because heโs already descending the stairs with our bags. Aiden hands me my jacket, and I slip it on with questioning eyes.
โWeโll visit soon,โ he says, giving his grandparents a hug.
Iโm engulfed in hugs, and Edith hands me a tin of cookies. โThereโs more where that came from if you visit again.โ
โBribing her with cookies? Thatโs genius, Edith,โ says Eric.
They wave as we pull out of the driveway, and Aiden intertwines his hand with mine. โThey like you.โ
โI like them,โ I say as he merges onto the freeway. โWhere are we going?
I thought we were staying for another day.โ
โIโll have nonstop games when weโre back from break, and I want us to spend time together. Iโve got plans for you, Preston.โ
โSexy plans? Or are you leaving me in the woods because I locked the bedroom door last night?โ
โIโll have you over my knee for that.โ My cheeks flush with heat when he gives me a look that weakens my knees. โShit, youโre into that, arenโt you?โ
โYouโll have to find out.โ
He forces his eyes back to the road. โI intend to.โ