COLLEGE IS A lot more fun when youโre not buried in textbooks.
When I left my dorm this morning, anxiety was eating at my bones, but just entering the hockey house has eased it.
โYou wear glasses?โ I ask Dylan whoโs in the living room reading a book.
Dylan lowers his glasses. โWhy? Is it turning you on?โ
I give him a blank look. โHow could you possibly come to that conclusion?โ
โYou didnโt answer the question.โ โNeither did you.โ
He smiles. Damn it, he does look good in those glasses. โNah, just put them on because you were coming over. I heard you like romance books.โ His brows raise suggestively.
My face feels hot. โI am going to kill Aiden.โ
โFor what?โ Aiden descends the stairwell, wearing a white tank and black trousers, his hair damp from a shower.
โSomehow, Dylan here knows about my book collection.โ I narrow my eyes.
โItโs not like you hide it. You left one of your books on the couch. Heโs literally reading it right now.โ
What?ย When I see the blue illustrated book cover, I blanch.
Dylan rolls his eyes. โDonโt be a prude. You two are not as quiet as you think you are.โ Mortified, I turn to Aiden, who only shrugs. โBesides, itโs a good book. I got Kian to buy a copy. We might have to raid your library for more once we finish.โ
The words process slowly in my brain. โYou and Kian are buddy-reading a romance book?โ
โWhat? Men canโt read romance? Selfish of you to deprive us of this gold mine of information. Aiden, you gotta read one too, sheโs onto something.โ
โI have.โ
That shocks the hell out of me. โWhen?โ
โBabe, you fall asleep twenty minutes into every movie, and you made me promise not to watch them without you. I gotta do something to keep occupied.โ
โSo youโve been reading my books?โ
โYup. Iโm a big fan of the ones that have all the red tabs.โ My eyes widen when he smirks and drops a kiss on my lips. โLetโs go upstairs so I can show you what I learned.โ
Hypnotized, I follow Aiden. When I hop on his bed, I sit with my legs crossed to watch him get dressed. The view doesnโt get better than this, especially when his back muscles flex to show all those rolling hills and valleys that make me want to drag my nails down the smooth skin. Though when my eyes catch on something yellow beside me, my thoughts pivot.
A bouquet of sunflowers wrapped in paper and tied with a small bow sits on his bed. Something in my chest rattles, and my eyes sting. I stare at his back, my bottom lip quivers with a river of emotions. My breath is wobbly as I try to gain composure and not show my lunacy over getting flowers.
โSunflowers? You donโt think Iโm a Venus Fly Trap?โ I ask.
Aiden turns, smiling when he sees the flowers in my hand. My eyes must still be misty because he watches me with a look so soft Iโm afraid it might break me.
โThey were sold out.โ He grins when I glare. โYouโre my sunflower, Summer.โ
The light kiss he leaves on my nose sits heavy on my chest. โThese are a step up from your funeral flowers,โ I say, making him chuckle. โIโm surprised youโve never been in a relationship with all the cheesy things you say.โ
โOnly for you.โ His earnest look has me lifting my head for a kiss. He kisses me until Iโm flat on my back, still clutching the flowers. Theyโll have to pry them from my lifeless hands.
Our heated kiss leads to wandering hands and heavy breathing until itโs cut short by his ringing phone. Aiden kisses me a final time before twisting to grab it off the nightstand. From the immediate smile on his face, I can tell that itโs his grandma. I move to sit up as he leans against the headboard to talk to her, eyes still dark around the edges.
Itโs a short call, and when he hangs up, he asks, โHave you decided what youโre doing for break?โ
The question catches me off guard, but last week, Aiden asked if I wanted to come home to Providence with him. My original plans were to spend spring break in a hotel with room service and books. Iโm hesitant about Aidenโs sweet offer because meeting his family is a big deal. Especially if theyโre normal and not as dysfunctional as mine.
โI donโt know.โ I take a breath. โIโm nervous.โ
โSummer, they already love you,โ he says. โIf you feel uncomfortable, weโll leave. We can get a hotel, and Iโll take care of you all night.โ
My heart swells. โAs amazing as that sounds. Iโm not going to make you miss time with family.โ
โSo, is that a yes?โ he prompts.
โYes, Aiden. Any place that made you who you are has to be the closest thing to heaven on earth.โ
He grows quiet for a long second. โShit, youโre making me blush, Preston.โ He chuckles. โYouโre getting spanked for that.โ
โItโs a compliment! I can be romantic too.โ
His pitying look is irritating. โBabe, you are not the romantic one in this relationship.โ
I shrug. โI guess I canโt have too many talents.โ
โI can.โ He rolls me onto my back but taps his phone to text his grandma that Iโll be coming with him. Slowly, the reason Iโve been so anxious all day flutters back into my mind when heโs not distracting me. Aiden seems to notice my nervous fidgeting because he lifts my chin, forcing me to look up at him. His eyes do all the asking, and my words spill out automatically.
โMy dad invited us to dinner.โ
The silence that follows the statement has me on edge. โLukas Preston wants us to come over for dinner?โ
โYou donโt have to say his full name every time.โ
He throws me a sheepish smile. โSorry. Habit. Are you okay with this?โ โNo, but I figured if youโre there, heโll just talk to you about hockey all
night.โ
โBabe, I donโt want to intrude on your time if you need to talk to your dad.โ
I fiddle with my flowers. โYouโre telling me you donโt want to meet a hall of famer?โ
โThatโs not what this is about. Iโm meeting my girlfriendโs dad. How you feel is the most important to me.โ
There goes that heartburn-y feeling again. โItโs fine. I only agreed because of my mom.โ
He nods, though he doesnโt voice his opinion on my nonchalance. โWhen is it?โ
โNext week.โ
Two rapid blinks tell me heโs freaking out, but he masks it quickly with an impressively calm smile. The action makes my heart melt a little. โOkay. Iโll pick you up after practice. Is it at their house in Boston?โ
โSomething like that.โ He stares at me for a better explanation, but Iโd rather not discuss my parentsโ extravagance. โLetโs go. Itโs our first official date, and I want to soak up every minute.โ
โAre you sure itโs not because you want to hurry back so I can show you what I learned from your books?โ
โDefinitely not.โ I smile. But I file away that information to thoroughly explore later.
โNOW THAT I think about it, itโs cold, and Ferris wheels arenโt my fondest memory.โ
The surprise location for our date that my very ridiculous boyfriend had in mind is the Hartford Spring Fair. The event takes place the week before break, and itโs usually filled with locals and college students. As I stare at the stupid rotating wheel, my insides go for a slow churn.
I successfully dragged Aiden to every game and even onto the tea cup ride for toddlers he barely squeezed into. The attendant gave us some serious side eye when I shoved Aidenโs legs inside, but luckily we got away with it. We went to every food stand I saw, in hopes that a warm sugary funnel cake would make him forget about the ride, but none of it worked.
โThink of it as exposure therapy.โ
โGreat idea. Except youโre not my therapist, so itโs just torture.โ I try rooting myself in place when Aiden pulls me forward. My strength is no match for him, and he easily drags me to the steps.
โI can sweeten the deal,โ he whispers, wrapping his arms around me from behind. There isnโt much he can do about the outdoor temperature, but man do his arms make a huge difference.
โHow?โ His firm hold sends goosebumps traveling down my arms. โThis isnโt exactly what I pictured when you mentioned a date, Aiden.โ
โYouโre not having fun?โ His expression swims with worry. Itโs kind of endearing, and it makes my heart hurt.
โOf course, Iโm having fun. Iโm with you, arenโt I? I feel like weโre finally a real couple.โ The worry on his face melts away. โBut this is pushing it.โ I point to the evil ride.
โI told you Iโd save you a Ferris wheel ride. I always follow through on my word, Preston.โ He presses an index finger between my furrowed brows to relax the tension in my face. โWeโre creating a new memory. I promise by the time we touch the ground again we wonโt remember any of that.โ
Seeing Crystal all over him tainted the memory for me, but he saw Connor kiss me. Weโre both in the same boat about Ferris wheels.
I let him take my hand and seat us in one of the cars. The cold metal stings my thighs, and I shiver as the ride attendant gives a thumbs up and pushes the lever. The car swings, and Aidenโs hand intertwines with mine.
โSee, this isnโt so bad,โ Aiden says. โIโll have you warmed up in seconds.โ His warm hand skims my leg, going beneath my skirt to let his knuckles graze the thin fabric between my legs.
โThere are people all around us, Crawford.โ My words are too breathy to hold any weight.
โI can make you finish before we even hit the ground.โ
He talks a big game, but I would be stupid to think he couldnโt do it. As he watches the answer float around my head, he removes his letterman jacket and drapes it over my legs. The stolen warmth of his body kisses my cold skin, and I hum in pleasure. Aiden takes the moment to press his fingers against me, the fabric of my panties wet from just the touch.
โI can already feel you heating up, Summer. Let me between these pretty thighs, baby.โ
Youโd think he was getting a blow job with how desperate he sounds. He kisses me slowly and thoroughly. Pulling away to catch my breath, I look around to see if anyoneโs watching, but none of the other riders are visible in their small pods.
I wrap my arm around Aidenโs bicep, snuggling closer as he nuzzles my neck. The sun sinks into the Hartford Skyline and I whisper, โYouโre missing the view.โ
He focuses on my face, and his smile makes my stomach dip. โNo, Iโm not.โ
He kisses my nose and sends my heart into a frenzy. I part my thighs and Aidenโs smirk grows as his finger hooks my panties to pull them aside. We rise higher into the atmosphere and before I can prepare myself, he slides two thick fingers into me. A strangled moan flutters past my lips.
He threads his other hand through my hair and pulls my mouth against his. โCome on. Let me hear those pretty moans. Tell me how good I feel.โ
Stubbornly, I keep my jaw locked. Heโs too good at this, and I wonโt give him the satisfaction of proving me wrong about this ride. He moves his fingers slowly, going so deep I can feel his knuckles. The atmosphere feels much warmer up here. Iโm so far gone my surroundings wilt away. I could be launched into the clouds for all I care. Every nerve ending in my body focuses on the hand between my legs.
My body jolts when our seat swings, sending my heart racing. The fading carnival music gives way to the wet sounds of Aidenโs fingers pumping in and out of me. Soft lips dust kisses on my blazing hot skin. Whether it’s a cool spring or a scorcher in the middle of August, I have no idea.
โIโm going toโฆโ My words flutter away with the wind when his hand cups my breasts over my sweater.
He continues to pepper innocent kisses on my jaw as if heโs not making me delirious. โWeโre not even halfway, baby. I have all the time in the world to make you come all over my hand.โ
My orgasm floats right at the surface, and Iโm desperate to reach it. Like a fish out of water, I need to go under his spell again. โCrawford, do it or Iโll do it myself.โ
โSay please.โ
There are times when I donโt mind begging. Usually on my knees with Aidenโs hand wrapped around my neck. But right now, I feel stubborn. The orgasm that will likely rock my fucking world can wait.
โYouย say please,โ I counter. His brows raise as a low chuckle spills past his lips. โI might take pity on you and let you make me come.โ
My reverse psychology tactic doesnโt work as I hoped because he scissors his fingers in retaliation, then curls them, causing my nails to scratch the metal bench to keep from giving him the satisfaction. I swear I could tear through it at this moment. โYouโre not going to win this one, Summer.โ
โTry me.โ
He dips his head, and his lips find the sensitive spot between my neck and ear.
โThatโs cheating!โ I gasp. โItโs winning,โ he whispers.
The sensory overload all but fries my brain to a pea. He continues palming me through my sweater and flicks a thumb over a sensitive nipple. His tongue swirls a pressure point on my neck that Iโm sure only a ninja would know existed, and the throaty groan that vibrates against me is so deep I think it may be a loose current in my body.
Aiden sucks and bites until Iโm panting so hard Iโm sure the other riders can hear me. I donโt care if they witness my wound-up expression as long as I can find my release.
The wheel moves again, and I manage to open my eyes to see that weโve reached the top. Aiden whispers, โMake a mess on my hand, Summer. Let me taste you off my fingers.โ
I shatter with his dirty words pressed roughly against my ear. Then he slides his fingers out of me and sucks each one clean.
โDid I change your mind?โ he asks.
Have I mentioned how much I love Ferris wheels?