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Chapter no 31 – Nina

King of Scars

โ€ŒTHEIR TIMING HAD TO BE PRECISE. The Wellmother and her Springmaidens would see to their charges on the factory ward and return sometime in the hours after midnight. Nina did not want to risk crossing paths with them, but she also needed to make sure they would have time to retrieve the girls, set the explosives, and get through the checkpoint on the road leading into town. If the guards at the checkpoint got a sign that something was wrong at the factory, they might well decide to investigate the vehicles passing through. And if that happened, there would be nowhere to hide.โ€Œ

Two hours before dawn, Hanne bound her breasts and pulled a pinafore over one of her stolen military uniforms. She kept a shawl wrapped around her head.

She and Nina slipped out through the kitchens and went to meet Leoni and Adrik at the abandoned tanning shed where they were waiting with the enclosed wagon theyโ€™d secured. They helped Adrik into his uniform and stuffed his loose sleeve with cotton batting, pinning the end into his pocket to disguise his missing hand. Hanne tucked her pinafore away and took the driverโ€™s seat with Adrik beside her, while Nina and Leoni, both attired as Springmaidens, climbed into the back.

They were silent as they rode through the dark. Nina had laced her sleeves with bone shards, and she reached out to them now with her power, craving the peace they provided. She understood the risks she had asked the people around her to take, the danger she was putting them all in.

When they rolled to a stop, Nina knew theyโ€™d reached the check-point at the base of the hill. She peered through the slats and saw Hanne flash the order theyโ€™d forged to the men at the guardhouseโ€”it bore Brumโ€™s

stolen seal. Nina held her breath, waiting. A moment later, she heard a snap of the reins and they were moving once more.

The road leading to the eastern entrance was straight but rocky, and Nina felt her heart pounding with the hoofbeats of their horses as they made slow progress up the hill. There was no turning back now. She had lied not only to Hanne but to Adrik and Leoni as well about what she intended to accomplish today. The idea had come to her during her long dinner with Jarl Brum. It might be madness. It might fail spectacularly, but Nina had started to wonder if theyโ€™d been trying to fix Fjerda with the wrong tool.

Finally the horses slowed and Nina heard the voices of the guards. The wagon halted again. They had arrived at the eastern entrance to the fort. The whispers in her mind rose, guiding her on. Nina, they chorused. She shivered. The dead knew her name.

Justice, they demanded. She thought of the graves that surrounded this place, all the women and girls and children who had been lost here.

You will be the last, she promised.

Matthias had once begged her to save some mercy for his country, and she had vowed she would. But the girls in that ward were Fjerdans. Their children were Fjerdans. They were citizens of Gรคfvalle and Gjela and Kejerut. The people of this country needed to be reminded of that.

The guards were looking over the order, taking their time. โ€œTell them to get moving,โ€ whispered Adrik.

โ€œSedjet!โ€ Hanne barked. Hurry up. Sheโ€™d lowered the timbre of her voice and for a moment she sounded chillingly like her father.

โ€œWhatโ€™s the rush?โ€ asked one of the guards. โ€œWhy do you need to move the prisoners now?โ€

โ€œNot everyone knows about the work Commander Brum has authorized here,โ€ said Hanne, following the script Nina had laid out for her. โ€œWe got word the local governors are coming to the factory to investigate complaints about poisons in the river. We donโ€™t need more trouble.โ€

โ€œBureaucrats,โ€ grumbled the guard. โ€œProbably just looking for another bribe.โ€

Another bribe? Did that mean local officials had been paid to look the other way about the fouling of the riverโ€”or about the girls in the abandoned wing?

A moment later the gate creaked open.

โ€œLeave it that way,โ€ said Hanne. โ€œTime is short.โ€

โ€œWait a minute,โ€ said the guard. He threw open the back doors of the wagon and peered at Leoni and Nina in their pinafores. โ€œWhat are these two doing here?โ€

โ€œFor Djelโ€™s sake, do you think Iโ€™m going to take care of a bunch of crying women and shitting infants?โ€ said Hanne. โ€œMaybe youโ€™d like to come along and wipe their asses?โ€

Saints, she really was a natural.

The guard looked utterly horrified. โ€œNo thank you.โ€

He slammed the doors shut, and in the next second, they were rolling through the gate into what had once been the eastern loading dock for the factory.

โ€œLetโ€™s go,โ€ Adrik said, herding them to the big double doors. โ€œThat all took longer than it was supposed to.โ€

Leoni dripped acid onto the locks to the ward and they fell with a hiss and a clang.

Gently, Nina pushed the doors open. They moved into the darkness, down the hall, toward the dim glow of a lantern. She could smell bodies, the tang of sour milk, soiled diapers, the old industrial smells of grease and coal.

The ward was full of the muzzy sounds of sleep, soft snores, the moan of a woman turning in her bed. A girl in a thin shift lay awake near the lantern, eyes hollow, skinny arms cradling her belly like a giant pearl.

When she saw Nina and Leoni her face broke into a happy, hopeful smile. โ€œYouโ€™re here early!โ€ she cried. โ€œDo you have my dose?โ€

โ€œWhereโ€™s my dose?โ€ said another, rising from her blankets.

โ€œSaints,โ€ muttered Adrik as lanterns were lit along the row of beds and the horror of the ward came into view.

Adrik looked sick. Leoniโ€™s eyes were full of tears.

Hanne had clapped a hand over her mouth. She was shaking her head. โ€œHanne?โ€ Nina murmured.

โ€œNo.โ€ She shook her head harder. โ€œNo. He didnโ€™t do this. He couldnโ€™t have. He must not have known.โ€

A baby began to cry. The reality of the girlsโ€™ need, of their clumsy bodies, their hopeful expressions felt overwhelming. Why had Nina believed they could get away with any of this? But she had chosen this courseโ€”for all of them.

โ€œSylvi,โ€ Hanne said on a sob.

Sylvi Winther, Nina remembered, one of the people Hanne had nursed in secret.

The hollow-eyed girl looked up, but there was no recognition in her eyes. Hanne went to her side, but the girl shrank back, confused.

โ€œItโ€™s me,โ€ said Hanne. โ€œI โ€ฆโ€ And then she remembered her uniform, her altered face. โ€œI โ€ฆ Iโ€™m sorry.โ€

โ€œCome on,โ€ Nina said. โ€œWe need to move.โ€ From her pocket, she drew the sedative Leoni had mixed. It was milky white, boiled from the stalks of jurda plants instead of the leaves.

โ€œThat doesnโ€™t look like my dose,โ€ said the girl by the lantern, frowning.

โ€œItโ€™s something new,โ€ said Nina soothingly. โ€œWeโ€™re taking all of you to a new base.โ€

โ€œAll of us?โ€ one of the girls asked. โ€œThe babies too?โ€ โ€œYes.โ€

โ€œDoes the new base have windows?โ€ asked Sylvi.

โ€œYes,โ€ said Hanne, her voice raw. โ€œAnd fresh food and sea breezes. It will be a hard journey, but weโ€™ll make it as comfortable as possible.โ€ At least that much was true.

One by one they offered the girls their doses and began to lead them to the cart.

Adrik consulted his watch. โ€œGet going.โ€

He raised his arm, and Ninaโ€™s ears popped as he dropped the pressure in the factory to create an acoustic blanket and mask their movements.

Nina knew the layout of the factory floor best, so she would take Leoni to set the explosives while Adrik and Hanne finished loading the prisoners and their infants. She helped Leoni stack the makeshift bombs in a basket beneath a pile of soiled linen and they crept deeper into the heart of the fort. It was blessedly silent, the day not yet beginning, and thanks to Adrik, their footsteps made no sound to break the quiet.

Nina dashed ahead to the main body of the factory and into the western wing, as close as she dared to the barracks and the kitchens. She didnโ€™t want to risk running into any patrols. She set the small explosives along the wall as she headed back, all of them connected by a long fuse.

Nina had just planted the last of her bombs when she heard a cry. Leoni. She raced back to the main hall on silent feet. As she entered, she heard voices and shrank up against a dusty vat, peering around it.

Leoni stood with her back to Nina, arms raised. Jarl Brum had a pistol

trained on her. Nina clung to the vat, staying as still as possible.

โ€œWho sent you?โ€ he demanded. โ€œYou will give me answers or I will bleed them out of you.โ€

โ€œYou disgust me,โ€ Leoni said in Zemeni.

Their voices had a strange, muffled quality. Did Brum hear it? Did he know Grisha power was at work? Slowly, Nina crept down the row of machinery. If she could get behind Brum, she could disarm him.

โ€œI donโ€™t speak your ugly tongue,โ€ he said. โ€œAnd I know you understand more than you pretend to.โ€

Leoni smiled, the expression startling in its beauty. โ€œAnd you understand less than you will ever know.โ€

โ€œI knew you werenโ€™t just traders. Where is your compatriot? And what about the guide, Mila Jandersdat? Does she know youโ€™re spies?โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re so very bald,โ€ Leoni said, still in Zemeni. โ€œThat wonโ€™t be the worst thing Mila Jandersdat does to you.โ€

โ€œWas she a part of this?โ€ Brum growled in frustration.

โ€œHow many girls?โ€ Leoni said, switching to clumsy Fjerdan. โ€œHow many did you hurt?โ€

โ€œThose arenโ€™t women,โ€ Brum sneered. โ€œTheyโ€™re Grisha, and Iโ€™ll be happy to give you your first dose myself. The might of Fjerda is about to descend on you.โ€

He reached for a lever in the wall, and Nina knew an alarm was going to sound.

โ€œWait!โ€ she shouted, unsure of what she intendedโ€”and at that moment Jarl Brum crumpled to the ground.

Hanne stood behind him holding a wrench and breathing heavily. โ€œHe knew,โ€ she said brokenly. โ€œHe knew.โ€ Then she fell to her knees beside him and cradled his bleeding head. โ€œPapa,โ€ she said, tears sliding down her cheeks. โ€œHow could you?โ€

โ€œCome on,โ€ said Nina. โ€œWe have to get the girls and get out of here.โ€ Hanne ran a sleeve over her eyes. โ€œWe canโ€™t leave him to die.โ€

โ€œYou saw what heโ€™s responsible for.โ€

โ€œWhat the government is responsible for,โ€ said Hanne. โ€œMy father is a soldier. You said it yourself, this country made him this way.โ€

Nina didnโ€™t know if she wanted to laugh or scream. Jarl Brum was the commander of the drรผskelle, the mind behind the torture of countless Grisha. He was not just a soldier. Save some mercy for my people.

โ€œWe need to go,โ€ said Leoni. โ€œIf we donโ€™t light the first fuse soon, the

bombs wonโ€™t go off in time. Assuming they go off at all.โ€

โ€œHeโ€™s my father,โ€ said Hanne, her eyes full of that fierce determination Nina loved so much. โ€œI wonโ€™t leave him.โ€

Nina threw up her hands in exasperation. โ€œFine, help me lift him.โ€

They hauled Brumโ€™s body down the hall and through the ward. The man was enormous and Nina was tempted to drop him just for the satisfaction of it.

โ€œSo Commander Brum did not leave town?โ€ asked Adrik, letting his arm fall to his side. Ninaโ€™s ears crackled and sound bled back into the ward.

โ€œI guess he wanted to say goodbye,โ€ she muttered as they dragged him into the back of the wagon. The girls looked at him with vague interest. The sedative had definitely set in.

โ€œWhat about your sister?โ€ said Hanne.

โ€œSheโ€™s not here,โ€ Nina said. โ€œShe must have been moved.โ€ โ€œHow can you be sure?โ€

โ€œWe need to go,โ€ insisted Nina. She hopped down and ran back to the ward to set the fuses.

She lit the last of them and was about to join the others at the loading dock when a voice shouted, โ€œStop!โ€

Nina turned. The Wellmother was racing down the ward, flanked by soldiers armed with rifles. Of course Brum hadnโ€™t been alone.

โ€œYou!โ€ said the Wellmother, her face red with rage. โ€œHow dare you wear the attire of a Springmaiden? Where are the prisoners? Where is Commander Brum?โ€

โ€œGone,โ€ Nina lied. โ€œBeyond your reach.โ€

โ€œSeize her!โ€ said the Wellmother, but Nina was already raising her hands.

โ€œI wouldnโ€™t,โ€ Nina said, and the soldiers hesitated, confused.

Around her, she felt the cold tide of the river, eddying in deep poolsโ€” the graves of the unnamed and abandoned, buried without ceremony, women and girls brought here in secret, who had suffered and died and been left to the dark with no one to mourn them.

Come to me, Nina commanded.

โ€œSheโ€™s just one girl,โ€ snapped the Wellmother. โ€œWhat kind of cowards are you?โ€

โ€œNot just one girl,โ€ said Nina. The whispering rose in her. Fjerdan women. Fjerdan girls, crying for justice, screaming in the silence of the

earth. She opened her mouth and let them speak.

โ€œI am Petra Toft.โ€ The words came from Ninaโ€™s lips, but she did not recognize her own voice. โ€œYou cut me open and took the child from my womb. You let me bleed to death as I pleaded for help.โ€

โ€œI am Siv Engman. I told you I had miscarried, that I could not carry a child to term, but you made me conceive again and again. I held each stillborn in my arms. I gave each one of them a name.โ€

โ€œI am Ellinor Berglund. I was your student, placed in your care. I trusted you. I called you Wellmother. I begged for your mercy when you discovered my powers. I died begging for another dose.โ€

โ€œWhat is this?โ€ said the Wellmother, her hands clasped against her heart. She was shaking, her eyes wide as moons.

Woman after woman, girl after girl, they spoke their names, and Nina called them on. Come to me. Up through the earth, clawing through the soil, they came, a mass of rotting limbs and broken bones. And some of them crawled.

The doors to the ward slammed open, and the dead poured through. They moved with impossible speed, silent horrors, snatching the rifles from the Fjerdan soldiers even as they tried to open fire. Some were nearly whole. Others were nothing but bones and rags.

The Wellmother backed away, her face a mask of terror. She stumbled on her pinafore and fell to the stone floor. An infant pulled itself toward her on all fours. Its chubby limbs were still intact despite its blue lips and vacant eyes.

The dead had made quick work of the guards, who lay bleeding in silent heaps. Now they advanced on the Wellmother. Nina turned to go.

โ€œDonโ€™t leave me,โ€ the Wellmother begged as the baby seized hold of her skirts.

โ€œI told you I would pray for you,โ€ said Nina as she closed the door and issued her final command to her soldiers: Give her the mercy she deserves.

Nina turned her back on the Wellmotherโ€™s screams.

 

โ€œGo!โ€ commanded Nina as she clambered into the back of the wagon. The time for subtlety had passed. They burst through the eastern entrance and onto the road. When Nina turned to look, she expected to see the guards raising their rifles to fire at them. Instead, she saw two bloodied bodies in the snow and a trail of pawprints leading into the trees.

Trassel. Her mind said she was a fool to think so, but her heart knew better. Now she understood why heโ€™d never taken the food sheโ€™d left out. Matthiasโ€™ wolf liked to hunt his prey. From somewhere up the mountain, she heard a long, mournful howl, and then a chorus of replies echoing over the valley. The gray wolves he had saved? Maybe Trassel would have to stay alone no longer. Maybe heโ€™d finally said his goodbyes too.

Leoni was staring at Nina as they sped away from the factory. She had a baby clutched in her arms.

โ€œRemind me to never make you mad, Zenik,โ€ she said over the rattling of the cart wheels.

Nina shrugged. โ€œJust donโ€™t do it by a graveyard.โ€ โ€œWhatโ€™s happening?โ€ asked one of the girls drowsily.

โ€œNothing,โ€ said Nina. โ€œClose your eyes. Rest. Youโ€™ll get another dose soon.โ€

A moment later, the air filled with the clamor of bells. Someone at the factory had sounded the alarm. There was no way they were going to make it through the checkpoint, but they couldnโ€™t stop now.

They careened down the hill. Brum lay beneath a blanket, his body rolling this way and that as the cart jounced over a ditch.

Nina leaned forward and pulled on Hanneโ€™s jacket to get her attention. โ€œSlow down!โ€ she shouted. โ€œWe canโ€™t look like weโ€™re running.โ€ Hanne pulled back on the reins and glanced over her shoulder at Nina.

โ€œWhat are you?โ€ She didnโ€™t sound scared, just angry.

โ€œNothing good,โ€ said Nina, and sank back to her seat in the wagon.

Explanations and apologies would have to wait.

The wagon slowed and she peered through the slats. They were coming up on the checkpoint. She had known the timing had to be right, and nowโ€”

โ€œHalt!โ€

The wagon rolled to a stop. Through the slats, Nina saw a group of Fjerdan soldiers, rifles at the ready. Behind them, a little farther down the hill, a long line of men and boys were headed to the fishery to work. They carried their lunch pails and chatted in easy conversation, barely sparing a glance for the guards or the wagon.

โ€œWe are operating under orders from Commander Brum,โ€ said Hanne gruffly. โ€œLet us through!โ€

โ€œYou will stand down or you will be shot.โ€ โ€œWeโ€™re transportingโ€”โ€

โ€œCommander Brum came through here nearly an hour ago. He said no one was to pass without his direct say-so.โ€ He turned to another guard and said, โ€œSend someone up to the factory to find out whatโ€™s going on.โ€

Then he disappeared from view. A moment later, the doors to the cart swung open.

โ€œDjel in all his glory,โ€ the soldier said as the early-morning light fell on the women packed into the wagon. โ€œSeize the drivers! And get these prisoners back up the mountain.โ€

The baby in Leoniโ€™s arms began to wail.

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