Bonnie shivered as she waited outside the tall Victorian house. The air was frosty this morning, and although it was almost eight oโclock the sun had never really come up. The sky was just one dense massed bank of gray and white clouds, creating an eerie twilight below.
She had begun to stamp her feet and rub her hands together when the Forbesesโ door opened. Bonnie moved back a little behind the shrubbery that was her hiding place and watched the family walk to their car. Mr. Forbes was carrying nothing but a camera. Mrs. Forbes had a purse and a folding seat. Daniel Forbes, Carolineโs younger brother, had another seat. And Caroline โฆ
Bonnie leaned forward, her breath hissing out in satisfaction. Caroline was dressed in jeans and a heavy sweater, and she was carrying some sort of white drawstring purse. Not big but big enough to hold a small diary.
Warmed by triumph, Bonnie waited behind the bush until the car drove away. Then she started for the corner of Thrush Street and Hawthorne Drive.
โThere she is, Aunt tudith. On the corner.โ
The car slowed to a halt, and Bonnie slid into the backseat with Elena.
โSheโs got a white drawstring purse,โ she murmured into Elenaโs ear as Aunt tudith pulled out again.
Tingling excitement swept over Elena, and she squeezed Bonnieโs hand. โGood,โ she breathed. โNow weโll see if she brings it into Mrs. Grimesbyโs. If not, you tell Meredith itโs in the car.โ
Bonnie nodded agreement and squeezed Elenaโs hand back.
They arrived at Mrs. Grimesbyโs just in time to see Caroline going inside with a white bag hanging from her arm. Bonnie and Elena exchanged a look. Now it was up to Elena to see where Caroline left it in the house.
โIโll get out here too, Miss Gilbert,โ said Bonnie as Elena jumped out of the car. She would wait outside with Meredith until Elena could tell them where the bag was. The important thing was not to let Caroline suspect anything unusual.
Mrs. Grimesby, who answered Elenaโs knock, was the Fellโs Church librarian. Her house looked almost like a library itself; there were bookcases everywhere and books stacked on the floor. She was also the keeper of Fellโs Churchโs historical artifacts, including clothing that had been preserved from the townโs earliest days.
tust now the house was ringing with young voices, and the bedrooms were full of students in various stages of undress. Mrs. Grimesby always supervised the costumes for the pageant. Elena was ready to ask to be put in the same room with Caroline, but it wasnโt necessary. Mrs. Grimesby was already ushering her in.
Caroline, stripped down to her fashionable underwear, gave Elena what was undoubtedly meant to be a nonchalant look, but Elena detected the vicious gloating beneath. She kept her own eyes on the bundle of clothing Mrs. Grimesby was picking up off the bed.
โHere you are, Elena. One of our most nicely preserved pieces
โand all authentic, too, even the ribbons. We believe this dress belonged to Honoria Fell.โ
โItโs beautiful,โ said Elena, as Mrs. Grimesby shook out the folds of thin white material. โWhatโs it made of?โ
โMoravian muslin and silk gauze. Since itโs quite cold today you can wear that velvet jacket over it.โ The librarian indicated a dusty rose garment lying over a chair back.
Elena cast a surreptitious glance at Caroline as she began to change. Yes, there was the bag, at Carolineโs feet. She debated making a grab for it, but Mrs. Grimesby was still in the room.
The muslin dress was very simple, its flowing material belted high under the bosom with a pale rose ribbon. The slightly puffed elbow-length sleeves were tied with ribbon of the same color. Fashions had been loose enough in the early nineteenth century to fit a twentieth-century girlโat least if she were slender. Elena smiled as Mrs. Grimesby led her to a mirror.
โDid it really belong to Honoria Fell?โ she asked, thinking of the marble image of that lady lying on her tomb in the ruined church.
โThatโs the story, anyway,โ said Mrs. Grimesby. โShe mentions a dress like it in her journal, so weโre pretty sure.โ
โShe kept a journal?โ Elena was startled.
โOh, yes. I have it in a case in the living room; Iโll show it to you on the way out. Now for the jacketโoh, whatโs that?โ
Something violet fluttered to the ground as Elena picked the jacket up.
She could feel her expression freeze. She caught up the note before Mrs. Grimesby could bend over, and glanced at it.
One line. She remembered writing it in her diary on September 4, the first day of school. Except that after she had written it she had crossed it out. These words were not crossed out; they were bold and clear.
Something awful is going to happen today.
Elena could barely restrain herself from rounding on Caroline and shaking the note in her face. But that would ruin everything. She forced herself to stay calm as she crumpled up the little slip of paper and threw it into a wastebasket.
โItโs just a piece of trash,โ she said, and turned back to Mrs. Grimesby, her shoulders stiff. Caroline said nothing, but Elena could feel those triumphant green eyes on her.
tust you wait, she thought. Wait until I get that diary back. Iโm going to burn it, and then you and I are going to have a talk.
To Mrs. Grimesby she said, โIโm ready.โ
โSo am I,โ said Caroline in a demure voice. Elena put on a look of cool indifference as she eyed the other girl. Carolineโs pale green gown with long green and white sashes was not nearly as pretty as hers.
โWonderful. You girls go ahead and wait for your rides. Oh, and Caroline, donโt forget your reticule.โ
โI wonโt,โ Caroline said, smiling, and she reached for the drawstring bag at her feet.
It was fortunate that from that position she couldnโt see Elenaโs face, for in that instant the cool indifference shattered completely. Elena stared, dumbfounded, as Caroline began to tie the bag at her waist.
Her astonishment didnโt escape Mrs. Grimesby. โThatโs a reticule, the ancestor of our modern handbag,โ the older woman explained kindly. โLadies used to keep their gloves and fans in them. Caroline came by and got it earlier this week so she could repair some loose bead-work โฆ very thoughtful of her.โ
โIโm sure it was,โ Elena managed in a strangled voice. She had to get out of here or something awful was going to happen right now. She was going to start screamingโor knock Caroline down
โor explode. โI need some fresh air,โ she said. She bolted from the room and from the house, bursting outside.
Bonnie and Meredith were waiting in Meredithโs car. Elenaโs heart thumped strangely as she walked to it and leaned in the window.
โSheโs outsmarted us,โ she said quietly. โThat bag is part of her costume, and sheโs going to wear it all day.โ
Bonnie and Meredith stared, first at her and then at each other. โBut โฆ then, what are we going to do?โ Bonnie asked.
โI donโt know.โ With sick dismay this realization finally came home to Elena. โI donโt know!โ
โWe can still watch her. Maybe sheโll take the bag off at lunch or somethingโฆ.โ But Meredithโs voice rang hollow. They all knew the truth, Elena thought, and the truth was that it was hopeless. Theyโd lost.
Bonnie glanced in the rearview mirror, then twisted in her seat. โItโs your ride.โ
Elena looked. Two white horses were drawing a smartly renovated buggy down the street. Crepe paper was threaded through the buggyโs wheels, ferns decorated its seats, and a large banner on the side proclaimed,ย The Spirit of Fellโs Church.
Elena had time for only one desperate message. โWatch her,โ she said. โAnd if thereโs ever a moment when sheโs alone โฆโ Then she had to go.
But all through that long, terrible morning, there was never a moment when Caroline was alone. She was surrounded by a crowd of spectators.
For Elena, the parade was pure torture. She sat in the buggy beside the mayor and his wife, trying to smile, trying to look normal. But the sick dread was like a crushing weight on her chest.
Somewhere in front of her, among the marching bands and drill teams and open convertibles, was Caroline. Elena had forgotten to find out which float she was on. The first schoolhouse float, perhaps; a lot of the younger children in costume would be on that.
It didnโt matter. Wherever Caroline was, she was in full view of half the town.
The luncheon that followed the parade was held in the high school cafeteria. Elena was trapped at a table with Mayor Dawley and his wife. Caroline was at a nearby table; Elena could see the shining back of her auburn head. And sitting beside her, often leaning possessively over her, was Tyler Smallwood.
Elena was in a perfect position to view the little drama that occurred about halfway through lunch. Her heart leaped into her throat when she saw Stefan, looking casual, stroll by Carolineโs table.
He spoke to Caroline. Elena watched, forgetting even to play with the untouched food on her plate. But what she saw next made her heart plummet. Caroline tossed her head and replied to him briefly, and then turned back to her meal. And Tyler
lumbered to his feet, his face reddening as he made an angry gesture. He didnโt sit down again until Stefan turned away.
Stefan looked toward Elena as he left, and for a moment their eyes met in wordless communion.
There was nothing he could do, then. Even if his Powers had returned, Tyler was going to keep him away from Caroline. The crushing weight squeezed Elenaโs lungs so that she could scarcely breathe.
After that she simply sat in a daze of misery and despair until someone nudged her and told her it was time to go backstage.
She listened almost indifferently to Mayor Dawleyโs speech of welcome. He spoke about the โtrying timeโ Fellโs Church had faced recently, and about the community spirit that had sustained them these past months. Then awards were given out, for scholarship, for athletics, for community service. Matt came up to receive Outstanding Male Athlete of the Year and Elena saw him look at her curiously.
Then came the pageant. The elementary school children giggled and tripped and forgot their lines as they portrayed scenes, from the founding of Fellโs Church through the Civil War. Elena watched them without taking any of it in. Ever since last night sheโd been slightly dizzy and shaky, and now she felt as if she were coming down with the flu. Her brain, usually so full of schemes and calculations, was empty. She couldnโt think anymore. She almost couldnโt care.
The pageant ended to popping flashbulbs and tumultuous applause. When the last little Confederate soldier was off the stage, Mayor Dawley called for silence.
โAnd now,โ he said, โfor the students who will perform the closing ceremonies. Please show your appreciation for the Spirit of Independence, the Spirit of Fidelity, and the Spirit of Fellโs Church!โ
The applause was even more thunderous. Elena stood beside tohn Clifford, the brainy senior whoโd been chosen to represent the Spirit of Independence. On the other side of tohn was Caroline. In a detached, nearly apathetic way Elena noticed that
Caroline looked magnificent: her head tilted back, her eyes blazing, her cheeks flushed with color.
tohn went first, adjusting his glasses and the microphone before he read from the heavy brown book on the lectern. O cially, the seniors were free to choose their own selections; in practice they almost always read from the works of M. C. Marsh, the only poet Fellโs Church had ever produced.
All during tohnโs reading, Caroline was upstaging him. She smiled at the audience; she shook out her hair; she weighed the reticule hanging from her waist. Her fingers stroked the drawstring bag lovingly, and Elena found herself staring at it, hypnotized, memorizing every bead.
tohn took a bow and resumed his place by Elena. Caroline threw her shoulders back and did a modelโs walk to the lectern.
This time the applause was mixed with whistles. But Caroline didnโt smile; she had assumed an air of tragic responsibility. With exquisite timing she waited until the cafetorium was perfectly quiet to speak.
โI was planning to read a poem by M. C. Marsh today,โ she said, then, into the attentive stillness, โbut Iโm not going to. Why read fromย thisโโshe held up the nineteenth-century volume of poetryโโwhen there is something much more โฆ relevant โฆ in a book I happened to find?โ
Happened to steal, you mean, thought Elena. Her eyes sought among the faces in the crowd, and she located Stefan. He was standing toward the back, with Bonnie and Meredith stationed on either side as if protecting him. Then Elena noticed something else. Tyler, with Dick and several other guys, was standing just a few yards behind. The guys were older than high school age, and they looked tough, and there were five of them.
Go,ย thought Elena, finding Stefanโs eyes again. She willed him to understand what she was saying. Go, Stefan; please leave before it happens. Goย now.
Very slightly, almost imperceptibly, Stefan shook his head.
Carolineโs fingers were dipping into the bag as if she just couldnโt wait. โWhat Iโm going to read is about Fellโs Church
today,ย not a hundred or two hundred years ago,โ she was saying, working herself up into a sort of exultant fever. โItโs importantย now,ย because itโs about somebody whoโs living in town with us. In fact heโs right here in this room.โ
Tyler must have written the speech for her, Elena decided. Last month, in the gym, heโd shown quite a gift for that kind of thing. Oh, Stefan, oh, Stefan, Iโm scaredโฆ. Her thoughts jumbled into incoherence as Caroline plunged her hand into the bag.
โI think youโll understand what I mean when you hear it,โ Caroline said, and with a quick motion she pulled a velvet- covered book from the reticule and held it up dramatically. โI think it will explain a lot of whatโs been going on in Fellโs Church recently.โ Breathing quickly and lightly, she looked from the spellbound audience to the book in her hand.
Elena had almost lost consciousness when Caroline jerked the diary out. Bright sparkles ran along the edges of her vision. The dizziness roared up, ready to overwhelm Elena, and then she noticed something.
It must be her eyes. The stage lights and flashbulbs must have dazzled them. She certainly felt ready to faint any minute; it was hardly surprising that she couldnโt see properly.
The book in Carolineโs hands lookedย green,ย not blue.
I must be going crazy โฆ or this is a dream โฆ or maybe itโs a trick of the lighting. But look at Carolineโs face!
Caroline, mouth working, was staring at the velvet book. She seemed to have forgotten the audience altogether. She turned the diary over and over in her hands, looking at all sides of it. Her movements became frantic. She thrust a hand into the reticule as if she somehow hoped to find something else in it. Then she cast a wild glance around the stage as if what she was looking for might have fallen to the ground.
The audience was murmuring, getting impatient. Mayor Dawley and the high school principal were exchanging tight- lipped frowns.
Having found nothing on the floor, Caroline was staring at the small book again. But now she was gazing at it as if it were a
scorpion. With a sudden gesture, she wrenched it open and looked inside, as if her last hope was that only the cover had changed and the words inside might be Elenaโs.
Then she slowly looked up from the book at the packed cafetorium.
Silence had descended again, and the moment drew out, while every eye remained fixed on the girl in the pale green gown. Then, with an inarticulate sound, Caroline whirled and clattered off the stage. She struck at Elena as she went by, her face a mask of rage and hatred.
Gently, with a feeling of floating, Elena stooped to pick up what Caroline had tried to hit her with.
Carolineโs diary.
There was activity behind Elena as people ran after Caroline, and in front of her as the audience exploded into comment, argument, discussion. Elena found Stefan. He looked as if jubilation was sneaking up on him. But he also looked as bewildered as Elena felt. Bonnie and Meredith were the same. As Stefanโs gaze crossed hers, Elena felt a rush of gratitude and joy, but her predominant emotion was awe.
It was a miracle. Beyond all hope, they had been rescued.
Theyโd been saved.
And then her eyes picked out another dark head among the crowd.
Damon was leaning โฆ no, lounging โฆ against the north wall. His lips were curved into a half smile, and his eyes met Elenaโs boldly.
Mayor Dawley was beside her, urging her forward, quieting the crowd, trying to restore order. It was no use. Elena read her selection in a dreamy voice to a babbling group of people who werenโt paying attention in the slightest. She wasnโt paying attention, either; she had no idea what words she was saying. Every so often she looked at Damon.
There was applause, scattered and distracted, when she finished, and the mayor announced the rest of the events for that afternoon. And then it was all over, and Elena was free to go.
She floated offstage without any conscious idea ofย whereย she was going, but her legs carried her to the north wall. Damonโs dark head moved out the side door and she followed it.
The air in the courtyard seemed deliciously cool after the crowded room, and the clouds above were silvery and swirling. Damon was waiting for her.
Her steps slowed but did not stop. She moved until she was only a foot or so away from him, her eyes searching his face.
There was a long moment of silence and then she spoke. โWhy?โ
โI thought youโd be more interested inย how.โ He patted his jacket significantly. โI got invited in for coffee this morning after scraping up an acquaintance last week.โ
โButย why?โ
He shrugged, and for just an instant something like consternation flickered across his finely drawn features. It seemed to Elena that he himself didnโt know whyโor didnโt want to admit it.
โFor my own purposes,โ he said.
โI donโt think so.โ Something was building between them, something that frightened Elena with its power. โI donโt think thatโs the reason at all.โ
There was a dangerous glimmer in those dark eyes. โDonโt push me, Elena.โ
She moved closer, so that she was almost touching him, and looked at him. โI think,โ she said, โthat maybe you need to be pushed.โ
His face was only inches away from hers, and Elena never knew what might have happened if at that moment a voice hadnโt broken in on them.
โYouย didย manage to make it after all! Iโm so glad!โ
It was Aunt tudith. Elena felt as if she were being whisked from one world to another. She blinked dizzily, stepping back, letting out a breath she hadnโt realized she was holding.
โAnd so you got to hear Elena read,โ Aunt tudith continued happily. โYou did a beautiful job, Elena, but I donโt know what was going on with Caroline. The girls in this town are all acting bewitched lately.โ
โNerves,โ suggested Damon, his face carefully solemn. Elena felt an urge to giggle and then a wave of irritation. It was all very well to be grateful to Damon for saving them, but if not for Damon there wouldnโt have been a problem in the first place. Damon had committed the crimes Caroline wanted to pin on Stefan.
โAnd whereย isย Stefan?โ she said, voicing her next thought aloud. She could see Bonnie and Meredith in the courtyard alone.
Aunt tudithโs face showed her disapproval. โI havenโt seen him,โ she said briefly. Then she smiled fondly. โBut I have an idea; why donโt you come to dinner with us, Damon? Then afterwards perhaps you and Elena couldโโ
โStop it!โ said Elena to Damon. He looked politely inquiring. โWhat?โ said Aunt tudith.
โStop it!โ Elena said to Damon again. โYou know what. tust stop it right now!โ