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Chapter no 20 – IMPATIENCE

Life and Death: Twilight Reimagined (The Twilight Saga)

WHENย Iย WOKE UP, Iย WAS CONFUSED. IT TOOK ME LONGER THAN IT SHOULDย have

to remember where I was.

The room was too bland to belong anywhere but a hotel. The bedside lamps were bolted to the tables, and the drapes were made from the same fabric as the bedspread.

I tried to remember how Iโ€™d gotten to this room, but nothing came at first.

I remembered the black car, the glass in the windows darker than that on a limousine. The engine was almost silent, though weโ€™d raced across the black freeways at more than twice the legal limit.

And I remembered Archie on the seat next to me, rather than up front with Jessamine. I remembered realizing suddenly that he was there as my bodyguard, that the front seat was apparently not close enough. It should have made the danger seem more real, but it all felt a million miles away. The danger I was in personally wasnโ€™t the danger I was worried about.

I made Archie keep up a strange stream-of-consciousness future watch all night long. There werenโ€™t any details so small they didnโ€™t interest me. Heโ€™d told me turn by turn how Edythe, Carine, and Eleanor would be moving through the forest, and though I didnโ€™t know any of the landmarks he referenced, Iโ€™d been riveted by every word. And then he would go back and describe the same sequence differently, as some decision remapped the future. This happened over and over again, and it was impossible to follow, but I didnโ€™t care. As long as the future never put Edythe and Joss in the

same place, Iโ€™d been able to keep breathing.

Sometimes he would switch to Earnest for me. Earnest and Royal were in my truck, heading east. Which meant the red-haired man was still on their trail.

Archieโ€™d had a more difficult time seeing Charlie. โ€œHumans are harder than vampires,โ€ he told me. And Iโ€™d remembered that Edythe had said something to me about that once. It had seemed like years ago, when it had been only days. I remembered being disoriented by the way I couldnโ€™t make sense of the time.

I remembered the sun coming up over a low peak somewhere in California. The light had stung my eyes, but Iโ€™d tried not to close them. When I did, the images that flashed behind my lids like still slides were too much. Iโ€™d rather my eyes burn than see them again. Charlieโ€™s broken expressionโ€ฆ Edytheโ€™s bared teethโ€ฆ Royalโ€™s furious glareโ€ฆ the red eyes of the tracker staring at meโ€ฆ the dead look in Edytheโ€™s eyes when sheโ€™d turned away from meโ€ฆ

I kept my eyes open, and the sun moved across the sky.

I remembered my head feeling heavy and light at the same time as we raced through a shallow mountain pass and the sun, behind us now, reflected off the tiled rooftops of my hometown. I hadnโ€™t had enough emotion left to be surprised that weโ€™d made a three-day journey in one. Iโ€™d stared blankly at the city laid out in front of us, realizing slowly that it was supposed to mean something to me. The scrubby creosote, the palm trees, the green golf course amoebas, the turquoise splotches of swimming pools

โ€”these were supposed to be familiar. I was supposed to feel like I was home.

The shadows of the streetlights had slanted across the freeway with lines that were sharper than I remembered. So little darkness. There was no place to hide in these shadows.

โ€œWhich way to the airport?โ€ Jessamine had askedโ€”the first time sheโ€™d spoken since weโ€™d gotten in the car.

โ€œStay on the I-ten,โ€ Iโ€™d answered automatically. โ€œWeโ€™ll pass right by it.โ€

It had taken me a few seconds more to process the implications of her question. My brain was foggy with exhaustion.

โ€œAre we flying somewhere?โ€ Iโ€™d asked Archie. I couldnโ€™t think of the plan. This didnโ€™t sound right, though.

โ€œNo, but itโ€™s better to be close, just in case.โ€

I remembered starting the loop around Sky Harbor Internationalโ€ฆ but not ending it. That must have been when my brain had finally crashed.

Though, now that Iโ€™d chased the memories down, I did have a vague impression of leaving the carโ€”the sun behind the horizon, my arm draped over Archieโ€™s shoulder, his arm dragging me along as I stumbled through the warm, dry shadows.

I had no memory of this room.

I looked at the digital clock on the nightstand. The red numbers claimed it was three oโ€™clock, but there was no way to tell if that meant a.m. or p.m. No light showed around the edges of the thick curtains, but the room was bright with the light from the lamps.

I rose stiffly and staggered to the window, pulling back the drapes.

It was dark outside. Three in the morning, then. The room looked out on a deserted section of the freeway and the new long-term parking garage for the airport. It made me feel betterโ€”by a very small amountโ€”to be able to pinpoint time and place.

I looked down. I was still wearing Earnestโ€™s shirt and too-short pants. I looked around the room and was glad when I saw my duffel bag on top of the low dresser.

A light tap on the door made me jump. โ€œCan I come in?โ€ Archie asked.

I took a deep breath. โ€œSure.โ€

He walked in and looked me over. โ€œYou look like you could sleep longer.โ€

I shook my head.

He darted silently to the window and pulled the curtains shut. โ€œWeโ€™ll need to stay inside,โ€ he told me.

โ€œOkay.โ€ My voice was hoarse; it cracked. โ€œThirsty?โ€ he asked.

I shrugged. โ€œIโ€™m okay. How about you?โ€

He smiled. โ€œNothing unmanageable. I ordered some food for youโ€”itโ€™s in the front room. Edythe reminded me that you have to eat a lot more frequently than we do.โ€

I was instantly more alert. โ€œShe called?โ€

โ€œNo.โ€ He watched my face fall. โ€œIt was before we left. She gave me lots

of instructions. Come eat something.โ€

He was out of the room before I could protest that I wasnโ€™t hungry. I followed slowly behind him.

There was a living room attached to the bedroom. A low buzz of voices was coming from the TV. Jessamine sat at the desk in the corner, her eyes on the TV, but no interest in her expression. Archie went to stand by her. He ran his hand over her honey-colored hair.

โ€œWhatโ€™s the latest?โ€ I asked.

โ€œEarnest and Royal are back in Forks. The redhead gave up chasing them.โ€

I opened my mouth, but Archie was faster.

โ€œTheyโ€™re watching your father. The redhead wonโ€™t get past them.โ€ โ€œWhat is he doing?โ€

โ€œWorking his way through town, looking for you as far as I can tellโ€”he spent some time at the school.โ€

My eyes bulged. โ€œDid he hurt anyone?โ€

Archie shook his head. โ€œThey seem pretty committed to the hunt they already started.โ€

โ€œEdythe?โ€

โ€œFrustrated, it looks like. They turned on the tracker, but she was already running. Sheโ€™s kept going north. Theyโ€™re chasing her.โ€

I stood there, not sure what to do.

Edythe was chasing Joss. Sure, she had Carine and Eleanor with her, but Edythe was the fastest.โ€ฆ

โ€œEat something, Beau. Edythe gets really difficult when she thinks her instructions arenโ€™t being followed to the letter.โ€

There was a tray on the coffee table with a couple of stainless steel covers over the plates on it. I couldnโ€™t think of anything to do besides follow Archieโ€™s order. I sat on the floor next to the table and pulled off the first plate cover. I didnโ€™t look at the food, I just grabbed something and started eating. I was probably hungry. We hadnโ€™t stopped for food during our drive.

They were quiet and motionless while I ate. I stared at the TV, but I couldnโ€™t make sense of what was happening. Was it a news show? Was it an infomercial? I wasnโ€™t sure. I ate until the plates were empty. I didnโ€™t taste any of it.

When there was nothing left to eat, I stared at the wall.

All I could see was Edythe in the forest, faster than a cheetahโ€”faster than a bullet. It was obvious she would catch up with the tracker first.

Laurenโ€™s words echoed in my head.ย You canโ€™t bring her down. Sheโ€™s absolutely lethal.

Suddenly Jessamine was standing over me, closer than usual.

โ€œBeau,โ€ she said in a soothing voice. โ€œYou have nothing to worry about.

You are completely safe here.โ€ โ€œI know.โ€

โ€œThen why are you frightened?โ€ She sounded confused. She might feel my emotions, but she couldnโ€™t see the reasons behind them.

โ€œYou heard what Lauren said. Joss is lethal. What if something goes wrong, and they get separated? If anything happens, if Carine or Eleanorโ€” or Edytheโ€”โ€ My voice broke. โ€œIf that crazy redhead hurts Earnestโ€”how do I live with myself when itโ€™s my fault? None of you should be risking your lives forโ€”โ€

โ€œStop, Beau, stop,โ€ she interrupted, her words pouring out so quickly they were hard to understand. โ€œYouโ€™re worrying about all the wrong things, Beau. Trust me on thisโ€”none ofย usย are in jeopardy. You are under enough strain as it is; donโ€™t add to it with imaginary worries. Listen to me!โ€ she orderedโ€”Iโ€™d looked away. โ€œOur family is strong. Our only fear is losing you.โ€

โ€œBut why should youโ€”โ€

Archie was there then, his arm around Jessamineโ€™s waist. โ€œItโ€™s been almost a century that Edytheโ€™s been alone. Now sheโ€™s found you. You canโ€™t see the changes that we see, we who have been with her for so long. Do you think any of us want to look into her eyes for the next hundred years if she loses you?โ€

My guilt started to ease. But even though the calm that spread over me felt totally natural, like it came from inside, I knew better.

โ€œYou know Iโ€™d do this anyway,โ€ Archie added. โ€œEven if Edythe hadnโ€™t ask me to.โ€

โ€œWhy?โ€

He grinned. โ€œItโ€™s hard to explain without sounding slightly schizo- phrenic.โ€ฆ Time doesnโ€™t mean the same thing to me that it does to youโ€”or Jess, or anyone else.โ€ Jessamine grinned and tweaked his ear. โ€œSo this

wonโ€™t make sense to you. But for me, itโ€™s like weโ€™ve already been friends for a long time, Beau. The first second you became a part of Edytheโ€™s life, for me it was like weโ€™d already spent hundreds of hours together. Weโ€™ve laughed at Edytheโ€™s overreactions together, weโ€™ve annoyed Royal right out of the house together, weโ€™ve stayed up all night talking with Carine together.โ€ฆโ€

I stared and he shrugged. โ€œItโ€™s how I experience the world.โ€ โ€œWeโ€™re friends?โ€ I asked, my voice full of wonder.

โ€œBest friends,โ€ he told me. โ€œSomeday. It was nice of my favorite sister, donโ€™t you think, to fall in love with my best friend? I guess I owe her one.โ€

โ€œHuh,โ€ was all I could think to say. Archie laughed.

Jessamine rolled her eyes. โ€œThanks so much, Archie. I just got him calm.โ€

โ€œNo, Iโ€™m good,โ€ I promised. Archie could be lying to make me feel better, but either way it worked. It wasnโ€™t so bad if Archie wanted to help me, too. If he wasnโ€™t just doing it for Edythe.

โ€œSo what do we do now?โ€ I asked. โ€œWe wait for something to change.โ€ It was a very long day.

We stayed in the room. Archie called down to the front desk and asked them to suspend our housekeeping service. The curtains stayed shut, the TV on, though no one watched it. At regular intervals, food was delivered for me.

It was funny how I was suddenly comfortable with Archie. It was like his vision of our friendship, spoken out loud, had made it real. He sat in the chair next to the sofa where I sprawled, and answered all the questions Iโ€™d been too nervous to ask before. Sometimes heโ€™d answer them before I asked them. It was a little weird, but I figured that was how everyone else felt around Edythe all the time.

โ€œYes,โ€ he said, when I thought about asking him that. โ€œItโ€™s exactly the same. She tries hard not to be obnoxious about it.โ€

He told me about waking up.

โ€œI only remembered one thing, but Iโ€™m not even sure itย wasย a memory. I thought I remembered someone saying my nameโ€”calling me Archie. But maybe I was remembering something that hadnโ€™t happened yetโ€”seeing that

someday someoneย wouldย call me Archie.โ€ He smiled at my expression. โ€œI know, itโ€™s a circular dilemma, isnโ€™t it?โ€

โ€œThe hair?โ€ He ran a hand over his scalp, unselfconscious. The stubble was just long enough to see that his hair would have been dark brown, nearly black, like his eyebrows. โ€œIt was a rather extreme look for 1920. A little too early for me to have been a skinhead, thank heavens. My best guess is disease or bad behavior.โ€

โ€œBad behavior?โ€ I asked.

He shrugged. โ€œI might have been in prison.โ€

โ€œYou couldnโ€™t have been much older than me,โ€ I protested.

He steepled his fingers thoughtfully. โ€œI like to believe that if Iย wasย a criminal, I was both a mastermind and a prodigy.โ€

Jessamineโ€”back at the desk and mostly silentโ€”laughed with me.

โ€œIt wasnโ€™t confusing the way it probablyย shouldย have been,โ€ Archie said when I asked him what his first visions were like. โ€œIt seemed normalโ€”I knew what I was seeing hadnโ€™t happened. I think maybe Iโ€™d seen things before I was changed. Or maybe I just adapt quickly.โ€ He smiled, already knowing the question I had waiting. โ€œIt was Jess. She was the first thing I saw.โ€ And then, โ€œNo, I didnโ€™t actually meet her in person until much later.โ€

Something about his tone made me wonder. โ€œHow long?โ€ โ€œTwenty-eight years.โ€

โ€œTwenty-eightโ€ฆ? You had to wait twenty-eightย years? But couldnโ€™t youโ€ฆ?โ€

He nodded. โ€œI could have found her earlier. I knew where she was. But she wasnโ€™t ready for me yet. If Iโ€™d come too early, she would have killed me.โ€

I gasped and stared at her. She raised an eyebrow at me, and I looked back at Archie. He laughed.

โ€œBut Edythe said you were the only one who could hold your own against herโ€”?โ€

Jessamine hissedโ€”not like she was mad, like she was annoyed. I glanced at her again and she was rolling her eyes.

โ€œWeโ€™ll never know,โ€ Archie said. โ€œIf Jess was really trying to kill Edythe, rather than just playingโ€ฆ? Well, Jess has a lot of experience. Seeing the future isnโ€™t the only reason why I can keep up with Edytheโ€”itโ€™s also because it was Jess who taught me how to fight. Laurenโ€™s coven all had

their eyes on Eleanorโ€”sheโ€™s pretty spectacular, I grant you. But if it had come to a fight, Eleanor wouldnโ€™t have been their problem. If theyโ€™d taken a closer look at my darlingโ€โ€”he blew her a kissโ€”โ€œthey would have forgotten all about the strong girl.โ€

I remembered the first time Iโ€™d seen Jessamine, in the cafeteria with her family. Beautiful, like the others, but with that edge. Even before Iโ€™d put it into words inside my own head, Iโ€™d sensed there was something about her that matched up with what Archie was telling me now.

I looked at Archie.

โ€œYou can ask her,โ€ he said. โ€œBut itโ€™s not going to happen.โ€

โ€œHe wants to know my story?โ€ Jessamine guessed. She laughed onceโ€”it was a dark sound. โ€œYouโ€™re not ready for that, Beau. Believe me.โ€

And though I was still curious, I did believe her.

โ€œYou said humans were harderโ€ฆ but you seem to see me pretty well,โ€ I noted.

โ€œIโ€™m paying attention, and youโ€™re right here,โ€ Archie said. โ€œAlso, the two-second head starts are simpler than the weather. Itโ€™s the long term that wonโ€™t hold still. Even an hour complicates things.โ€

Archie kept me updated on what was happening with the othersโ€”which was mostly nothing. Joss was good at running away. There were tricks, Archie told me. Scents couldnโ€™t be tracked through water, for example. Joss seemed to know the tricks. A half dozen times the trail took them back toward Forks, only to race off in the other direction again. Twice Archie called Carine to give her instructions. Once it was something about the direction in which Joss had jumped off a cliff, the other time it was where they would find her scent on the other side of a river. From the way he described it, he wasnโ€™t seeing the hunter, he was seeing Edythe and Carine. I guessed he would see his family the most clearly. I wanted to ask for the phone, but I knew there wasnโ€™t time for me to hear Edytheโ€™s voice. They were hunting.

I also knew I was supposed to be rooting for Edythe and the others to succeed, but I could only feel relieved as the distance between her and Joss got larger, despite Archieโ€™s help. If it meant I would be stuck here in this hotel room forever, I wouldnโ€™t complain. Whatever kept her safe.

There was one question that I wanted to ask more than the others, but I hesitated. I think if Jessamine hadnโ€™t been there, I might have done it

sooner. I didnโ€™t feel the same ease in her presence that I did now with Archie. Which was probably only because she wasnโ€™tย tryingย to make me feel that way.

When I was eatingโ€”dinner? Maybe, I couldnโ€™t remember which meal I was onโ€”I was thinking about different ways to ask. And then I caught a look on Archieโ€™s face and I knew that he already knew what I was trying to ask, and unlike my dozens of other questions, he was choosing not to answer this one.

My eyes narrowed.

โ€œWas this on Edytheโ€™s lists of instructions?โ€ I asked sourly.

I thought I heard a very faint sigh from Jessamineโ€™s corner. It was probably annoying listening to half a conversation. But she should be used to that. Iโ€™d bet Edythe and Archie never had to speak out loud at all when they talked to each other.

โ€œIt was implied,โ€ Archie answered.

I thought about their fight in the Jeep. Was this what it was about?

โ€œI donโ€™t suppose our future friendship is enough to shift your loyalties?โ€ He frowned. โ€œEdythe is my sister.โ€

โ€œEven if you disagree with her on this?โ€ We stared at each other for a minute.

โ€œThatโ€™s what you saw,โ€ I realized. I felt my eyes get bigger. โ€œAnd then she got so upset. You already saw it, didnโ€™t you?โ€

โ€œIt was only one future among many. I also saw you die,โ€ he reminded me.

โ€œBut you saw it. Itโ€™s a possibility.โ€ He shrugged.

โ€œDonโ€™t you think I deserve to know, then? Even if thereโ€™s only the slightest chance?โ€

He stared at me, deliberating.

โ€œYou do,โ€ he finally said. โ€œYou have the right to know.โ€ I waited.

โ€œYou donโ€™t know fury like Edythe when sheโ€™s thwarted,โ€ he warned me. โ€œItโ€™s none of her business. This is between you and me. As your friend,

Iโ€™m begging you.โ€

He paused, then made his choice. โ€œI can tell you the mechanics of it, but I donโ€™t remember it myself, and Iโ€™ve never done it or seen it done, so keep

in mind that I can only tell you the theory.โ€ โ€œHow does someone become a vampire?โ€

โ€œOh, isย thatย all?โ€ Jessamine muttered behind me. Iโ€™d forgotten she was listening.

I waited.

โ€œAs predators,โ€ Archie began, โ€œwe have a glut of weapons in our physical arsenalโ€”much, much more than we need for hunting easy prey like humans. Strength, speed, acute senses, not to mention those of us like Edythe, Jessamine, and me who have extra senses as well. And then, like a carnivorous flower, we are physically attractive to our prey.โ€

I was seeing it all in my head againโ€”how Edythe had illustrated the same concept for me in the meadow.

He smiled wideโ€”his teeth glistened. โ€œWe have one more, fairly superfluous weapon. Weโ€™re also venomous. The venom doesnโ€™t killโ€”itโ€™s merely incapacitating. It works slowly, spreading through the bloodstream, so that, once bitten, our prey is in too much physical pain to escape us. Mostly superfluous, as I said. If weโ€™re that close, our prey doesnโ€™t escape. Of course, unless we want it to.โ€

โ€œCarine,โ€ I said quietly. The holes in the story Edythe had told me were filling themselves in. โ€œSoโ€ฆ if the venom is left to spreadโ€ฆ?โ€

โ€œIt takes a few days for the transformation to be complete, depending on how much venom is in the bloodstream, how close the venom enters to the heartโ€”Carineโ€™s creator bit her on the hand on purpose to make it worse. As long as the heart keeps beating, the poison spreads, healing, changing the body as it moves through it. Eventually the heart stops, and the conversion is finished. But all that time, every minute of it, a victim would be wishing for deathโ€”screaming for it.โ€

I shuddered.

โ€œItโ€™s not pleasant, no.โ€

โ€œEdythe said it was very hard to doโ€ฆ but that sounds simple enough.โ€ โ€œWeโ€™re also like sharks in a way. Once we taste blood, or even smell it

for that matter, it becomes very hard to keep from feeding. Impossible, even. So you see, to actually bite someone, to taste the blood, it would begin the frenzy. Itโ€™s difficult on both sidesโ€”the bloodlust on the one hand, the awful pain on the other.โ€

โ€œIt sounds like something you would remember,โ€ I said.

โ€œFor everyone else, the pain of transformation is the sharpest memory they have of their human life. I donโ€™t know why Iโ€™m different.โ€

Archie stared past me, motionless. I wondered what it would be like, not to know who you were. To look in the mirror and not recognize the person looking back.

It was hard for me to believe that Archie could have been a criminal, though; there was something intrinsicallyย goodย about his face. Royal was the showy one, the one the girls at school stared at, but there was something better than perfection about Archieโ€™s face. It was totally pure.

โ€œThere are positives to being different,โ€ Archie said suddenly. โ€œI donโ€™t remember anyone I left behind. I got to skip that pain, too.โ€ He looked at me, and his eyes narrowed a little bit. โ€œCarine, Edythe, and Earnest all lost everyone who mattered to them before they left being human behind. So there was grief, but not regret. It was different for the others. The phys-ical pain is a quick thing, comparatively, Beau. There are slower ways to suffer.

โ€ฆโ€

โ€œRoyal had parents who loved him and depended on himโ€”two little sisters he adored. He could never see them again after he was changed. And then he outlived them all. That kind of pain is very, very slow.โ€

I wondered if he was trying to make me feel bad for Royalโ€”to cut the guy some slack even if he hated me. Wellโ€ฆ it was working.

He shook his head, like he knew I wasnโ€™t getting it.

โ€œThatโ€™s part of the process, Beau. I havenโ€™t experienced it. I canโ€™t tell you what it feels like. But itโ€™s a part of the process.โ€

And then I understood what he was telling me.

He was perfectly still again. I put my arm behind my head and stared up at the ceiling.

Ifโ€ฆ if ever, someday, Edythe wanted me that wayโ€ฆ what would that mean for Mom? What would that mean for Charlie?

There were so many things to think about. Things I didnโ€™t even know I didnโ€™t know to think about.

But some things seemed obvious. For whatever reason, Edythe didnโ€™t want me thinking about any of this. Why? It hurt my stomach when I tried to come up with an answer to that question.

Then Archie sprang to his feet.

I looked up at him, startled by the sudden movement, then alarmed again

when I saw his face.

It was totally blankโ€”empty, his mouth half open.

Then Jessamine was there, gently pushing him back into the chair. โ€œWhat do you see?โ€ she asked in a low, soothing voice. โ€œSomethingโ€™s changed,โ€ Archie said, even more quietly.

I leaned closer. โ€œWhat is it?โ€

โ€œA room. Itโ€™s longโ€”there are mirrors everywhere. The floor is wood. The tracker is in the room, and sheโ€™s waiting. Thereโ€™s a gold stripe across the mirrors.โ€

โ€œWhere is the room?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know. Something is missingโ€”another decision hasnโ€™t been made yet.โ€

โ€œHow much time?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s soon. Sheโ€™ll be in the mirror room today, or maybe tomorrow. It all depends. Sheโ€™s waiting for something.โ€ His face went blank again. โ€œAnd sheโ€™s in the dark now.โ€

Jessamineโ€™s voice was calm, methodical. โ€œWhat is she doing?โ€

โ€œSheโ€™s watching TVโ€ฆ no, sheโ€™s running a VCR, in the dark, in another place.โ€

โ€œCan you see where she is?โ€ โ€œNo, the space is too dark.โ€

โ€œAnd the mirror room, what else is there?โ€

โ€œJust the mirrors, and the gold. Itโ€™s a band, around the room. And thereโ€™s a black table with a big stereo, and a TV. Sheโ€™s touching the VCR there, but she doesnโ€™t watch the way she does in the dark room. This is the room where she waits.โ€ His eyes drifted, then focused on Jessamineโ€™s face.

โ€œThereโ€™s nothing else?โ€

He shook his head. They looked at each other, motionless. โ€œWhat does it mean?โ€ I asked.

Neither of them answered for a moment, then Jessamine looked at me. โ€œIt means the trackerโ€™s plans have changed. Sheโ€™s made a decision that

will lead her to the mirror room, and the dark room.โ€ โ€œBut we donโ€™t know where those rooms are?โ€ โ€œNo.โ€

โ€œBut we do know that she wonโ€™t be in the mountains north of

Washington, being hunted. Sheโ€™ll elude them.โ€ Archieโ€™s voice was bleak.

He picked up the phone just as it vibrated.

โ€œCarine,โ€ he said. And then he glanced at me. โ€œYes.โ€ He listened for another long moment, then said, โ€œI just saw her.โ€ He described the vision like he had for Jessamine. โ€œWhatever made her take that planeโ€ฆ it was leading her to those rooms.โ€ He paused. โ€œYes.โ€

He held out the phone to me. โ€œBeau?โ€ I yanked it out of his hand. โ€œHello?โ€ โ€œBeau,โ€ Edythe breathed.

โ€œOh, Edythe,โ€ I said. โ€œWhere are you?โ€

โ€œOutside of Vancouver. Iโ€™m sorry, Beauโ€”we lost her. She seems suspicious of usโ€”she stays just far enough away that I canโ€™t hear her. Sheโ€™s gone nowโ€”looks like she stole a small plane. We think sheโ€™s heading back to Forks to start over.โ€

I could hear Archie filling Jessamine in behind me. โ€œI know. Archie saw that she got away.โ€

โ€œYou donโ€™t have to worry, though. Youโ€™ve left no trail for her to follow. You just have to stay with Archie and wait till we find her again. Archie will get a bead on her soon enough.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll be fine. Is Earnest with Charlie?โ€

โ€œYesโ€”the maleโ€™s been in town. He went to the house, but while Charlie was at work. He hasnโ€™t gone near your father. Donโ€™t worryโ€”Charlieโ€™s safe with Earnest and Royal watching.โ€

Somehow, Royalโ€™s presence didnโ€™t comfort me much. โ€œWhat do you think Victor is doing?โ€

โ€œTrying to pick up the trail. Heโ€™s been all through the area during the night. Royal traced him up to the airport in Port Angeles, all the roads around town, the schoolโ€ฆ heโ€™s digging, Beau, but thereโ€™s nothing to find.โ€

โ€œAnd youโ€™re sure Charlieโ€™s safe?โ€

โ€œYes. Earnest wonโ€™t let him out of his sight. Iโ€™ll be there soon. If the tracker gets anywhere near Forks, Iโ€™ll have her.โ€

I swallowed. โ€œBe careful. Stay with Carine and Eleanor.โ€ โ€œI know what Iโ€™m doing.โ€

โ€œI miss you,โ€ I said.

โ€œI know, believe me, I know. Itโ€™s like youโ€™ve taken half of my self away with you.โ€

โ€œCome and get it, then.โ€

โ€œAs soon as I possibly can. Iย willย make this right first.โ€ Her voice got hard.

โ€œI love you.โ€

โ€œCould you believe that, despite everything Iโ€™ve put you through, I love you, too?โ€

โ€œYes, I can.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll come for you soon.โ€ โ€œIโ€™ll wait for you.โ€

The phone went dead, and a sudden wave of depression crashed over me. Jessamine looked up sharply, and the feeling dissipated.

Jessamine went back to watching Archie. He was on the couch, leaning over the table with the free hotel pen in his hand. I walked over to see what he was doing.

He was sketching on a piece of hotel stationery. I leaned on the back of the couch, looking over his shoulder.

He drew a room: long, rectangular, with a thinner, square section at the back. He drew lines to show how the wooden planks that made up the floor stretched lengthwise across the room. Down the walls were more lines denoting the breaks in the mirrors. I hadnโ€™t been picturing them like thatโ€” covering the whole wall that way. And then, wrapping around the walls, waist high, a long band. The band Archie said was gold.

โ€œItโ€™s a ballet studio,โ€ I said, suddenly recognizing the familiar shapes. They both looked up at me, surprised.

โ€œDo you know this room?โ€ Jessamineโ€™s voice sounded calm, but there was an undercurrent to it. Archie leaned closer to the paper, his hand flying across the page now. An emergency exit took shape against the back wall just where I knew it would be; the stereo and TV filled in the right corner foreground.

โ€œIt looks like a place where my mom used to teach dance lessonsโ€”she didnโ€™t stick with it for very long. It was shaped just the same.โ€ I touched the page where the square section jutted out, narrowing the back part of the room. โ€œThatโ€™s where the bathrooms wereโ€”the doors were through the other dance floor. But the stereo was hereโ€โ€”I pointed to the left cornerโ€”โ€œit was older, and there wasnโ€™t a TV. There was a window in the waiting roomโ€” you could see the room from this perspective if you looked through it.โ€

Archie and Jessamine were staring at me.

โ€œAre you sure itโ€™s the same room?โ€ Jessamine asked with the same unnatural calm.

โ€œNo, not at all. I mean, most dance studios would look the sameโ€”the mirrors, the bar.โ€ I leaned over the couch and traced my finger along the ballet bar set against the mirrors. โ€œItโ€™s just the shape that looked familiar.โ€

โ€œWould you have any reason to go there now?โ€ Archie asked.

โ€œNo. I havenโ€™t been back since my mom quitโ€”itโ€™s probably been ten years.โ€

โ€œSo thereโ€™s no way it could be connected with you?โ€ Archie asked intently.

I shook my head. โ€œI donโ€™t even think the same person owns it. Iโ€™m sure itโ€™s just another dance studio, somewhere else.โ€

โ€œWhere was the studio your mother went to?โ€ Jessamine asked, her voice much more casual than Archieโ€™s.

โ€œJust around the corner from our house. Itโ€™s why she took the jobโ€”so I could meet her there when I walked home from school.โ€ฆโ€ My voice trailed off as I watched the look they exchanged.

โ€œHere in Phoenix, then?โ€ she asked, still casual. โ€œYes,โ€ I whispered. โ€œFifty-eighth and Cactus.โ€ We all stared in silence at the drawing.

โ€œArchie, is that phone safe?โ€ I asked.

โ€œThe number just traces back to Washington,โ€ he told me. โ€œThen I can use it to call my mom.โ€

โ€œSheโ€™s in Florida, right? She should be safe there.โ€

โ€œShe isโ€”but sheโ€™s coming home soon, and she canโ€™t come back to that house whileโ€ฆโ€ A tremor ran through my voice. I was thinking about Victor searching Charlieโ€™s house, the school in Forks where my records were.

โ€œWhatโ€™s her number?โ€ Archie asked. He had the phone in his hand. โ€œThey donโ€™t have a permanent number except at the house. Sheโ€™s

supposed to check her messages regularly.โ€ โ€œJess?โ€ Archie asked.

She thought about it. โ€œI donโ€™t think it could hurtโ€”donโ€™t say where you are, obviously.โ€

I nodded, reaching for the phone. I dialed the familiar number, then waited through four rings until my motherโ€™s breezy voice came on, telling

me to leave a message.

โ€œMom,โ€ I said after the beep, โ€œitโ€™s me. Listen, I need you to do something. Itโ€™s important. As soon as you get this message, call me at this number.โ€ Archie pointed to the number already written on the bottom of his picture. I read it carefully, twice. โ€œPlease donโ€™t go anywhere until you talk to me. Donโ€™t worry, Iโ€™m okay, but I have to talk to you right away, no matter how late you get this call, all right? I love you, Mom. Bye.โ€ I closed my eyes and prayed that no unforeseen change of plans would bring her home before she got my message.

Then we were back to waiting.

I thought about calling Charlie, but I wasnโ€™t sure what I could say. I watched the news, concentrating now, watching for stories about Florida, or about spring trainingโ€”strikes or hurricanes or terrorist attacksโ€”anything that might send them home early.

It seemed like immortality granted endless patience, too. Neither Jessamine nor Archie seemed to feel the need to do anything at all. For a while, Archie sketched the vague outline of the dark room from his vision, as much as he could see in the light from the TV. But when he was done, he simply sat, looking at the blank walls. Jessamine, too, seemed to have no urge to pace, or to peek through the curtains, or to punch holes in the wall, the way I did.

I fell asleep on the couch, waiting for the phone to ring.

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