The whole thing happens so quickly it takes me a second to register exactly what went down.
Delalieu is dead.
Delalieu is dead and Anderson is alive.
Anderson is back from the dead.
I mean, right now heโs flat on the ground, buried under the weight of every single piece of furniture in this room. Castle stares, intently, from across the space, and when I hear Anderson wheezing, I realize Castle isnโt trying to kill him; heโs only using the furniture to contain him.
I inch closer to the crowd forming around Andersonโs gasping figure. And then I notice, with a start, that Adam is pressed up against the wall like a statue, his face frozen in horror.
My heart breaks for him.
Iโm so glad Adam dragged James off to bed hours ago. So glad that kid doesnโt have to see any of this right now.
Castle finally makes his way across the room. Heโs standing a few feet away from Andersonโs prone figure when he asks the question weโre all thinking:
โHow are you still alive?โ
Anderson attempts a smile. It comes out crooked. Crazy. โYou know whatโs always been so great about you, Castle?โ He says Castleโs name like itโs funny, like heโs saying it out loud for the first time. He takes a tight, uneven breath. โYouโre so predictable. You like to collect strays. You love a good sob story.โ
Anderson cries out with a sudden, rough exhalation, and I realize Castle probably turned up the pressure. When Anderson catches his breath, he says, โYouโre an idiot. Youโre an idiot for trusting so easily.โ
Another harsh, painful gasp.
โWho do you think called me here?โ he says, struggling to speak now. โWho do you think has been keeping me apprisedโโanother strained breath
โโof every single thing youโve been discussing?โ I freeze.
A horrible, sick feeling gathers in my chest.
We all turn, as a group, to face Nazeera. Sheโs standing apart from everyone else, the personification of calm, collected intensity. She has no expression on her face. She looks at me like I might be a wall.
For a split second I feel so dizzy I think I might actually pass out. Wishful thinking.
Thatโs itโthatโs the thing that does it. A room full of extremely powerful people and yet, itโs this moment, this brief, barely there moment of shock that ruins us all. I feel the needle in my neck before I even register whatโs happening, and I have only a few seconds to scan the roomโglimpsing the horror on my friendsโ facesโbefore I fall.