Hunt waited until he and Bryce had entered the apartment, the door firmly shut behind them, before he said, โIโm aย princeย now?โ
Bryce slumped onto the couch. โWelcome to the club.โ โYour father really did this?โ
She nodded glumly. โMy mom is going to freak.โ
Hunt stalked to the couch. โWhat about you, Bryce? Your mom can deal with it. I can deal with this, believe it or not. But โฆ are you okay?โ
She only stroked Syrinxโs coat.
He scented salt and water, then, and sat on the new coffee table, lifting her chin between his thumb and forefinger to find tears running down her cheeks. Ones he had no doubt sheโd been holding back for hours.
Heโd turn the Autumn King into smoldering carrion for putting those tears, the fear and panic and sorrow, in her eyes.
โI spent my whole life avoiding this. And I just feel โฆโ She wiped angrily at her face. โI feel so fuckingย stupidย for having walked into his net.โ
โYou shouldnโt. He bent the rules to his will. Heโs a snake.โ
โHeโs a snake and now technically, legally, my king.โ She choked on a sob. โI will never have a normal life again. Iโll never be free of him, andโโ Hunt gathered her into his arms, moving to the couch and pulling her into his lap. โWeโll fight him on this. You want a normal life, a life with me
โweโll make it happen. Youโre not alone. Weโll fight him together.โ
She buried her face against his chest, tears splashing onto the black armor of his battle-suit. He stroked her silken hair, letting the smooth strands slide through his fingers.
โI could handle the Starborn shit. I could handle the magic,โ she said, voice muffled against his chest. โBut this โฆ I canโt fucking handle this.โ She lifted her head, dread and panic flooding her expression. โHeย ownsย me. Iโm chattel to him. If he wanted me to marry Cormac tonight, he could sign the marriage documents without even my presence. If I wanted a divorce, heโd be the one to grant it, not that he would. Iโm a commodityโeither I belong to him, or I belong to Cormac. He can do whatever he wants, and no amount of bravado from me can stop it.โ
Lightening skittered down his wings. โIโll fucking kill him.โ โAnd what will that do, beyond get you executed?โ
He leaned his brow against hers. โWeโll think of a way out of this.โ
โHypaxia said only the Asteri could override him. Considering our status with them, I doubt theyโll help.โ
Hunt blew out a long breath. Tightened his arms around his mate. Heโd slaughter anyone who tried to take her from him. King, prince, Fae, or Asteri. Heโd fuckingย killโ
โHunt.โ
He blinked.
โYour eyes went all โฆ rage-dazey.โ She sniffled.
โSorry.โ The last thing she needed right now was to have to handle his fury, too. He kissed her cheek, her temple, her neck.
She rested her brow on his shoulder, shuddering. Syrinx whimpered from where he had cuddled up on her other side.
For long minutes, Hunt and Bryce sat there. Hunt savored every place his body touched hers, the warmth and scent of her. Racked his mind for anything he might do, any path out of this.
Her fingers curled against the nape of his neck. He loosened his grip, pulling back to scan her face.
Starlight and fire sparked there. โTell me that look means you came up with some brilliant yet painless way out of this,โ he said.
She kissed him softly. โYouโre not going to like it.โ
Ruhn wasnโt at all shocked when he found himself standing before that mental couch.
After the night heโd had, nothing could shock him.
On the bridge, Day surveyed Ruhn without saying a word. Somehow, he could have sworn she sensed his turmoil.
But Ruhn said, โAnything for me?โ He hadnโt forgotten their last conversation. Sheโd told him he was a worthless, do-nothing loser whoโd never known sacrifice or pain.
โYouโre angry with me.โ
โI donโt care about you enough to be angry with you,โ he said coldly. โLiar.โ
The word was an arrow shot between them. The night around him rippled. His temper hadnโt improved when he discovered that Ariadne had straight up bailed. Fled the moment no one was looking and gone the gods knew where. He didnโt blame the dragon. He was just โฆ pissed he hadnโt anticipated it.
He asked Day, โWhat the fuck do you want me to say?โ
โI owe you an apology for last time. Iโd had a rough day. My temper got the better of me.โ
โYou spoke the truth. Why bother apologizing for it?โ
โItโs not the truth. I โฆโ She seemed to struggle for words. โDo you know when I last spoke honestly with someone? When I last spoke to someone as I do to you, as close to my real self as Iโve ever come?โ
โIโm guessing itโs been a while.โ
She crossed her arms, wrapping them around herself. โYes.โ โCan I ask you a question?โ
She angled her head. โWhat?โ
He rubbed his neck, his shoulder. โWhat do you think makes a good leader?โ The question was ridiculousโan essay for a second-grader. But after all that had gone down โฆ
She didnโt balk. โSomeone who listens. Who thinks before acting. Who tries to understand different viewpoints. Who does what is right, even if the path is long and hard. Who will give a voice to the voiceless.โ
His father was none of those things. Except for thinking before acting.
That male had schemes that had been in play for decades. Centuries. โWhy do you ask?โ
Ruhn shrugged. โAll this rebel stuff has me thinking about it. Who weโd replace the Asteri with. Who weโdย wantย to replace them with.โ
She studied him, her gaze a brand on his skin. โWhat doย youย think makes a good leader?โ
He didnโt know. Only that he wasnโt entirely sure he fit the bill of what sheโd described, either. Where would that leave his people? โIโm trying to figure that out.โ If he became king one day, what sort of ruler would he be? Heโd try to do right, but โฆ
Silence fell, companionable and comfortable.
But then Day blew out a breath, blue flame rippling from her mouth. โIโm not used to this sort of thing.โ
He lowered himself onto his couch. โWhat sort of thing?โ โFriendship.โ
โYou consider me a friend?โ
โIn a world full of enemies, youโre my only friend.โ
โWell, maybe I should give you friendship lessons, because you fucking blow at it.โ
She laughed, and the sound wasnโt entirely joyous. โAll right. I deserved that.โ
He gave her a half smile, even if she couldnโt see it. โLesson one: donโt shit on your friends when you have a bad day.โ
โRight.โ
โLesson two: Your true friends wonโt mind when you do, so long as you own up to it and apologize. Usually in the form of buying them a beer.โ
Another laugh, softer this time. โIโll buy you a beer, then.โ โYeah? When you come to visit me?โ
โYeah,โ she said, the word echoing. โWhen I come visit you.โ
He rose and crossed to her couch, peering down at her. โWhich will be when, Day?โ
She tipped her head back, as if staring up at him. โOn the Autumnal Equinox.โ
Ruhn stilled. โYou โฆ What?โ
She brought her burning hand to her headโher ear. Like she was tucking a strand of hair behind it. She stood, walking around the couch. Putting it between them as she said, โI must attend the ball for the Archangels. I could โฆ meet you somewhere.โ
โIโm going to that ball,โ he said, unsure why his voice went hoarse. For her to be invited there, she had to be important, precisely as theyโd
suspected. โThe equinox fete is always a masked ball. We can meet there.โ She backed up a step as he rounded the couch. โIn front of so many?โ
โWhy not? Weโll both be in masks. And weโre both invited to the party, so why would it be suspicious for two people to talk there?โ
He could have sworn he heard her heart pounding. She asked, โHow will I know you?โ
โThe partyโs in the conservatory on the rooftop garden of the Comitium. Thereโs a fountain on the western side of itโright off the stairs from the conservatory. Meet me there at midnight.โ
โBut how can I be sure not to mistake someone else for you?โ
โIf I think itโs you, Iโll say โDay?โ And if you answer โNight,โ weโll know.โ
โWe shouldnโt.โ
Ruhn took a step toward her, his breathing uneven. โIs it so bad if I know who you are?โ
โIt jeopardizes everything. For all I know, you could be baiting me for the Asteriโโ
โLook at me and tell me you think thatโs true.โ
She did. Ruhn came close enough that the heat of her flame warmed his body.
And, deciding to Hel with it, he reached for her hand. The flame warmed his night-skin, but did not burn. The hand beneath the fire was slender. Delicate.
Her fingers contracted against his own, but he held firm. โIโll be waiting for you.โ
โAnd if Iโm not what you expect?โ
โWhat do you think Iโm expecting?โ
Again, her fingers twitched, like sheโd yank away. โI donโt know.โ
He tugged on her arm, pulling her a little closer. When was the last time heโd had to work for a femaleโs attention like this? Fuck, heย wasย working for it, wasnโt he? He wanted to see her face. Know who was bold and brave enough to risk her life again and again to defy the Asteri.
Ruhn stared down at the veil of flame between him and Day. โI want to smell your scent. See you. Even for a moment.โ
โThat ball will be swarming with our enemies.โ
โThen we wonโt stay long. But โฆ just meet me, all right?โ
She was silent, as if she were trying to pierce the blanket of stars he wore. โWhy?โ
His voice dropped. โYou know why.โ
She hesitated. Then she said softly, โYes.โ
Her flames seemed to reach for his stars and shadows. โMidnight.โ She faded into embers on the wind. โMidnight,โ she promised.