The morgue was cold and quiet and empty, save for the female corpse lying on the chrome table, covered by a black cloth.
Bryce stood by the doorway as Cormac knelt beside the body, preserved by a medwitch until the ship could hand Sofie over to the Ophion rebels for claiming. The prince was silent.
Heโd been this way since Sendes had come to his room.
And though Bryceโs body still buzzed with all she and Hunt had done, seeing that slender female body on the table, the prince kneeling, head bowed โฆ Her eyes stung. Huntโs fingers found hers and squeezed.
โI knew,โ Cormac said roughly. His first words in minutes. โI think I always knew, but โฆโ
Ruhn stepped to his cousinโs side. Put a hand on his shoulder. โIโm sorry.โ
Cormac leaned his brow against the rim of the examination table. His voice shook. โShe was good, and brave, and kind. I never deserved her, not for one minute.โ
Bryceโs throat ached. She let go of Huntโs hand to approach Cormac, touching his other shoulder. Where would Sofieโs soul go? Did it linger near her body until they could give her a proper Sailing? If she went to one of the resting places, theyโd be dooming her to a terrible fate.
But Bryce didnโt say any of that. Not as Cormac slid his fingers beneath the black cloth and pulled out a blue-tinged, stiff hand. He clasped it in his own, kissing the dead fingers. His shoulders began to shake as his tears flowed.
โWe met during a recon report to Command,โ Cormac said, voice breaking. โAnd I knew it was foolish, and reckless, but I had to speak to her after the meeting was over. To learn everything I could about her.โ He kissed Sofieโs hand again, closing his eyes. โI should have gone back for her that night.โ
Tharion, whoโd been poring over the coronerโs files on Sofie at the desk by the far wall, said gently, โIโm sorry if I gave you false hope.โ
โIt kept her alive in my heart a little longer,โ Cormac said, swallowing back his tears. He pressed her stiff hand against his brow. โMy Sofie.โ
Ruhn squeezed his shoulder.
Tharion asked carefully, โDo you know what this means, Cormac?โ He rattled off a series of numbers and letters.
Cormac lifted his head. โNo.โ
Tharion held up a photo. โThey were carved on her upper biceps. The coroner thinks she did it while she drowned, with some sort of pin or knife she might have had hidden on her.โ
Cormac shot to his feet, and Bryce stepped into Huntโs awaiting arms as the Fae Prince folded back the sheet. Nothing on the right arm heโd held, but the leftโ
The assortment of numbers and letters had been carved roughly an inch below her shoulder, left unhealed. Cut deep.
โDid she know someone was racing to save her?โ Hunt asked. Cormac shook his head. โI have no idea.โ
โHow did the mer know to pick her up?โ
โShe could have signaled them with her light,โ Cormac mused. โOr maybe they saw Emileโs, like they did with Bryceโs. It lit up the whole sea taking down those Omegas. It must have signaled them somehow.โ
Bryce made a note to ask Commander Sendes. She said to Hunt, โDo those numbers and letters mean anything to you?โ
โNo.โ He stroked his thumb over Bryceโs hand, as if reassuring himself that she stood there, and wasnโt the one on that table.
Cormac covered Sofie with the sheet again. โEverything Sofie did, it was for a reason. You remind me of her in some ways.โ
Ruhn said, โIโll put Declan on the hunt as soon as weโre home.โ
โWhat about the Ophion rebels and Pippa?โ Bryce asked. โAnd the Hind?โ
Hunt said, โWeโre everyoneโs enemy now.โ
Cormac nodded. โWe can only meet the challenge. But knowing for sure that Sofie is gone โฆ I must redouble my efforts to find Emile.โ
โPippa seemed to know where he was lying low,โ Tharion said. โNo idea if thatโs the safe place that Danika mentioned, though.โ
Cormacโs eyes flashed. โIโm not letting him fall into your queenโs hands. Or Ophionโs control.โ
โYou ready to be a single dad?โ Bryce drawled. โYouโre just going to take the kid in and what โฆ bring him to Avallen? Thatโll be aย reallyย great place for him.โ
Cormac stiffened. โI hadnโt planned that far. Are you suggesting I leave that child alone in the world?โ
Bryce shrugged, studying her nails. Felt Hunt looking at her closely. โSo do we warn our families?โ Gods, if the Hind had already headed to her momโs houseโ
โThe Hind wonโt go after them,โ Cormac consoled her. Then amended, โNot yet. Sheโll want you in her clutches first, so she can breathe in your suffering while you know sheโs hunting them down.โ
โSo we go home and pretend nothing happened?โ Ruhn asked. โWhatโs to stop the Hind from arresting us when we get back?โ
โDo you think we could get away with convincing the Asteri that we were at the rebel base toย stopย Pippa and Ophion?โ Bryce asked.
Hunt shrugged. โI blasted the shit out of that base, so the evidence is in our favor. Especially if Pippa is now hunting us.โ
โThe Hind wonโt buy that,โ Cormac challenged.
But Bryce said, smiling faintly, โMaster of spinning bullshit, remember?โ
He didnโt smile back. Just looked at Sofie, dead and gone before him. So Bryce touched the princeโs hand. โWeโll make them all pay.โ
The star on her chest glowed in promise.
Theย Depth Chargerย glided between the darkest canyons of the seafloor. In the glass-domed command center, Tharion hung back by the arching doorway into the bustling hall beyond and marveled at the array of tech and magic, the uniformed mer operating all of it.
Sendes lingered at his side, approval on her face as she monitored the team keeping the ship operational.
โHow long have you guys had these ships?โ Tharion asked, his first words in the minutes since Sendes had invited him down here, where only high-ranking mer officials were allowed. He supposed that being the River Queenโs Captain of Intelligence granted him access, but โฆ heโd had no idea any of this existed. His title was a joke.
โAround two decades,โ Sendes said, straightening the lapel of her uniform. โThey took twice that to conceptualize and build, though.โ
โThey must have cost a fortune.โ
โThe ocean deeps are full of priceless resources. Our queen exploited them cleverly to fund this project.โ
โWhy?โ
She faced him fully. She had a wonderfully curvy body, heโd noticed. With the sort of ass heโd like to sink his teeth into. But โฆ the River Queenโs cold face rippled through his mind, and Tharion turned to the windows behind the commander.
Beyond the wall of glass, a bioluminescent cloudโsome sort of jellyfishโbobbed by. Suitably unsexy.
Sendes asked, โWhy does your queen involve herself with the rebels?โ โSheโs not involving herself with them. I think she merely wants
something thatย theyย want.โ Or used to want, if Pippa was to be believedโ though after theyโd blown the suit to pieces, maybe Ophion would be back on the hunt for the kid. โI donโt think her motivations for wanting it are necessarily to help people, though.โ He winced as he said it. Too bold, too recklessโ
Sendes huffed a laugh. โYour opinion is safe here, donโt worry. The Ocean Queen is aware that her sister in the Blue River is โฆ moody.โ
Tharion blew out a breath. โYeah.โ He took in the control room again. โSo all this โฆ the ships, the rescuing of rebels โฆ Is it because the Ocean Queen wants to overthrow the Asteri?โ
โIโm not close enough to her to know whether thatโs her true motive, but these ships have indeed aided the rebels. So Iโd say yes.โ
โAnd she intends to make herself ruler?โ Tharion asked carefully. Sendes blinked. โWhy would she ever do that?โ
โWhy not? Thatโs what the River Queen would do.โ
Sendes stilled, completely earnest as she said, โThe Ocean Queen would not set herself up as a replacement for the Asteri. She remembers a time before the Asteri. When leaders were fairly elected. That is what she wishes to achieve once more.โ
The dark ocean passed beyond the glass. Tharion couldnโt suppress his bitter laugh. โAnd you believe her?โ
Sendes gave him a pitying look. โIโm sorry that the River Queen has abused your trust so much that you donโt.โ
โIโm sorry that youโre naรฏve enough to believe everything your queen says,โ he countered.
Sendes gave him that pitying look again, and Tharion tensed. He changed the subject, though. โWhat are the odds that either you guys or Cormac will release Sofieโs body to me?โ
Her brows lifted. โWhy do you want it?โ
โMy queen wants it. I donโt get to ask questions.โ
Sendes frowned. โWhat use could she have with a thunderbirdโs corpse?โ
He doubted Cormac would appreciate Sofie being referred to as a
corpse, but he said, โAgain, no idea.โ
Sendes fell silent. โDoes โฆ does your queen have any necromancers in her employ?โ
Tharion started. โWhat? No.โ The only one he knew was hundreds of miles away, and she sure as shit wasnโt going to help out the River Queen. โWhy?โ
โItโs the only reason I can think of to go to such lengths to retrieve a thunderbirdโs body. To reanimate it.โ
Cold horror sluiced through him. โA weapon without a conscience or soul.โ
Sendes nodded gravely. โBut what does she need it for?โ
He opened his mouth, but shut it. Speculating on his queenโs motives in front of a stranger, even a friendly one, would be foolish. So he shrugged. โGuess weโll find out.โ
Sendes saw right through him, though. โWe have no claim on the body, but Prince Cormac, as her lover and a member of Ophion, does. Youโll have to take it up with him.โ
Tharion knew precisely how that would end. With a giant, burningย NO. So, short of becoming a body snatcherโnot high on his list of life goalsโ he wasnโt delivering the goods. โTime to begin the spin cycle,โ Tharion murmured, more to himself than to Sendes. Heโd have to either lie about ever finding Sofieโs body or lie about why he couldnโt steal it. Fuck.
โYou could be more, you know,โ Sendes said, seeming to read the dread on his face. โAt a place like this. We donโt need to lie and scheme here.โ
โIโm content where I am,โ Tharion said quickly. His queen would never let him leave anyway.
But Sendes inclined her head knowinglyโsadly. โYou ever need anything, Captain Ketos, weโre here for you.โ
The kindness stunned him enough that he had no reply.
Sendes was called over by one of the deck officers, and Tharion observed the mer at the controls. Serious, but โฆ smiling. No tension, no walking on eggshells.
He glanced at the clock. He should go back to the sleeping quarters Sendes had arranged for them. Check in with the others.
Yet once he did, heโd sleep. And when he woke, heโd return to Lunathion.
To the Blue Court.
It was getting harder to ignore the part of him that didnโt want to go home at all.
Ruhn slept miles beneath the surface, a fitful sort of slumber from which he rose frequently to ensure his companions were all piled into the small room with him on the cots and bunk beds. Cormac had opted to remain in the morgue with Sofie, wanting to mourn in private, to say all the prayers to Cthona and Luna that his lover was owed.
Tharion dozed on the bottom bunk across from Ruhnโs, sprawled across the top of the sheets. Heโd wandered off after dinner to explore the ship, and returned hours later, quiet. He hadnโt said anything about what heโd seen other thanย Itโs mer-only.
So Ruhn had sat with the lovebirds, Bryce nestled between Huntโs legs as they ate dinner on the floor of the room, the sea drifting by their window.
Theyโd reach the mouth of the Istros at dawn, and Tharionโs people would be waiting there to transport them upriver to Lunathion.
What would happen then โฆ Ruhn could only pray itโd work out in their favor. That Bryce could play their cards well enough to avoid their doom.
Night?
Dayโs voice floated into his mind, faint andโworried.
He let his mind relax, let himself find that bridge, the two couches. She already sat on hers, burning away. โHey.โ
โAre you all right?โ
โWorried about me, huh?โ
She didnโt laugh. โI heard about an attack on the rebel base on Ydra. That people were killed, and the shipment of ammo and the suit destroyed. I
โฆ thought you might have been among the ones lost.โ He surveyed her.
โWhere are you now?โ she asked.
He let her change the subject. โSomewhere safe.โ He couldnโt say more. โI watched Pippa Spetsos and the Ophion rebels kill innocent Vanir in cold blood today. You want to tell me what the fuck thatโs about?โ
She stiffened. โWhy did she kill them?โ โDoes it matter?โ
She considered. โNo. Not if the victims were innocent. Pippa did it herself?โ
โA group of soldiers under her command did.โ
Her flame guttered to hottest blue. โSheโs a fanatic. Dedicated to the rebel cause, yesโbut to her own cause most of all.โ
โShe was a friend of Agent Cypress, apparently.โ
โShe was no friend to Sofie. Or anyone.โ Her voice had gone cold. Like she was angry enough that she forgot to use Sofieโs code name.
โSofieโs dead, by the way.โ
Day started. โYouโre sure of this?โ โYes. She drowned.โ
โShe โฆโ Dayโs legs curled beneath her. โShe was a brave agent. Far better and braver than Ophion deserved.โ Genuine sorrow laced Dayโs words.
โYou liked her.โ
โShe went into the Kavalla death camp to save her brother. Did everything the Ophion commanders asked her just so she could get scraps of information about him. If Pippa serves only herself, then Sofie was her opposite: all the work she did was for others. But yes. I did like her. I admired her courage. Her loyalty. She was a kindred spirit in many ways.โ
Ruhn slumped against the back of his couch. โSo, whatโyou hate Pippa and Ophion, too? If everyone hates her and the group, why the fuck do you bother working with them?โ
โDo you see anyone else leading the cause? Has anyone else stepped up to the line?โ
No. No one else would dare.
Day said, โTheyโre the only ones in recent memory to have ever mustered such a force. Only Shahar and General Hunt Athalar ever did anything close, and they were decimated in one battle.โ
And Athalar had suffered for centuries afterward.
Day went on, โTo be free of the Asteri, there are things that we all must do that will leave a mark on our souls. Itโs the cost, so that our children and their children wonโt ever need to pay it. So theyโll know a world of freedom and plenty.โ
The words of a dreamer. A glimpse beneath that hard-ass facade.
So Ruhn said, the first time heโd said it aloud, โIโm not going to have children.โ
โWhy?โ
โI canโt.โ
She angled her head. โYouโre infertile?โ
He shrugged. โMaybe. I donโt know. The Oracle told me when I was a kid that I was to be the last of my bloodline. So either I die before I can sire a child, or โฆ Iโm shooting blanks.โ
โDoes it bother you?โ
โIโd prefer not to be dead before my time, so if her words just mean that Iโm not going to be a father โฆ I donโt know. It doesnโt change a lick of who I am, but I still try not to think about it. No one in my life knows, either. And considering the father I have โฆ maybe itโs good that I wonโt be one. I wouldnโt know the first thing about how to be a decent dad.โ
โThat doesnโt seem true.โ
He snorted. โWell, anyway, that was my stupid way of saying that while I might not be having kids, I โฆ I get what youโre saying. I have people in my life who will, and for their kids, their families โฆ Iโll do whatever I have to.โ
But she was having none of his deflecting. โYou are kind, and caring. And seem to love those around you. I canโt think of anything else needed to be a father.โ
โHow about growing the Hel up and not partying so much?โ She laughed. โAll right. Maybe that.โ
He smiled slightly. Faint, distant stars glowed in the darkness around them.
She said, โYou seem unsettled.โ
โI saw a bunch of fucked-up shit today. I was having a hard time sleeping before you knocked.โ
โKnocked?โ
โWhatever you want to call it. Summoned me.โ
โShall I tell you a story to help you sleep?โ Her voice was wry. โYeah.โ Heโd call her bluff.
But she only said, โAll right.โ He blinked. โReally?โ
โWhy not?โ She motioned for him to lie down. So Ruhn did, closing his eyes.
Then, to his shock, she came and sat beside him. Brushed a burning hand through his hair. Warm and gentleโtentative.
She began, โOnce upon a time, before Luna hunted the heavens and Solas warmed Cthonaโs body, before Ogenas blanketed Midgard with water and Urd twined our fates together, there lived a young witch in a cottage deep in the woods. She was beautiful, and kind, and beloved by her mother. Her mother had done her best to raise her, with her only companions being the denizens of the forest itself: birds and beasts and the babbling brooks
โฆโ
Her voice, lovely and fair and steady, flowed through him like music.
Her hand brushed through his hair again and he reined in his purr.
โShe grew older, strong and proud. But a wandering prince passed by her clearing one day when her mother was gone, beheld her beauty, and wanted her desperately to be his bride.โ
โI thought this was supposed to be a comforting story,โ Ruhn muttered. She laughed softly, tugging on a strand of his hair. โListen.โ
Ruhn figured to Hel with it and shifted, laying his head on her lap. The fire did not burn him, and the thigh beneath was firm with muscle, yet supple. And that scent โฆ
Day went on, โShe had no interest in princes, or in ruling a kingdom, or in any of the jewels he offered. What she wanted was a true heart to love her, to run wild with her through the forest. But the prince would not be denied. He chased her through the wood, his hounds following.โ
Ruhnโs body relaxed, limb by limb. He breathed in her scent, her voice, her warmth.
โAs she ran, she pleaded with the forest she loved so dearly to help her. So it did. First, it transformed her into a deer, so she might be as swift as the wind. But his hounds outraced her, closing in swiftly. Then the forest turned her into a fish, and she fled down one of the mountain streams. But he built a weir at its base to trap her. So she became a bird, a hawk, and soared for the skies. But the prince was a skilled archer, and he fired one of his iron-tipped arrows.โ
Ruhn drifted, quiet and calm. When was the last time anyone had told him a story to lull him to sleep?
โIt struck her breast, and where her blood fell, olive trees sprouted. As her body hit the earth, the forest transformed her one last time โฆโ
Ruhn woke, still on the mind-bridge. Day lay on the couch across from him, asleep as well, her body still veiled with flame.
He stood, crossing the distance to her.
A princess of fire, sleeping, waiting for a knight to awaken her. He knew that story. It tugged at the back of his mind. A sleeping warrior-princess surrounded by a ring of fire, damned to lie there until a warrior brave enough to face the flames could cross them.
Day turned over, and through the flame, he glimpsed a hint of long hair draped over the arm of the couchโ
He backed away a step. But somehow she heard, and shot upright. Flame erupted around her as Ruhn retreated to his own couch. โWhat were you doing?โ
Ruhn shook his head. โI โฆ I wanted to know how the story ended. I fell asleep as the witch was pierced with an arrow.โ
Day jumped up from her couch, walking around itโputting it between them. Like heโd crossed some major line.
But she said, โThe forest turned the witch into a monster before she hit the earth. A beast of claws and fangs and bloodlust. She ripped the prince and hounds who pursued her into shreds.โ
โAnd thatโs it?โ Ruhn demanded.
โThatโs it,โ Day said, and walked into the darkness, leaving only embers drifting behind.