The bookshop is busier today.
A kid plays hide-and-seek with his imaginary friend while his father turns through a military history. A college student crouches, scanning the different editions of Blake, and the boy she met yesterday stands behind the counter.
She studies him, the habit like thumbing through a book.
His black hair tumbles forward into his eyes, unruly, untamable. He pushes it back, but in seconds it has fallen forward again, making him look younger than he is.
He has the kind of face, she thinks, that canโt keep secrets well.
There is a short queue, so Addie hangs back betweenย POETRYย andย MEMOIR. She raps her nails along a shelf, and a few moments later an orange head pokes itself out from the dark above the spines. She pets Book absently, and waits for the queue to thin from three, to two, to one.
The boyโHenryโnotices her, lingering nearby, and something crosses his face, too fast for even her to read, before his attention flicks back to the woman at the counter.
โYes, Ms. Kline,โ heโs saying. โNo, thatโs fine. And if itโs not what he wants, just bring it back.โ
The woman toddles off, clutching her store bag, and Addie steps up. โHi there,โ she says brightly.
โHello,โ Henry says, an edge of caution in his voice. โCan I help you?โ โI hope so,โ she says, all practiced charm. She setsย The Odysseyย on the
counter between them. โMy friend bought me this book, but I already have it. I was hoping I could exchange it for something else.โ
He studies her. A dark brow lifts behind his glasses. โAre you serious?โ โI know,โ she says with a laugh, โhard to believe I already own this one
in Greek butโโ
He rocks back on his heels. โYouย areย serious.โ
Addie falters, thrown off by the edge in his voice. โI just thought it was worth askingโฆโ
โThis isnโt a library,โ he chides. โYou canโt just trade one book for another.โ
Addie straightens. โObviously,โ she says, a little indignant. โBut like I said,ย Iย didnโt buy it. My friend did, and I just heard you tell Ms. Kline that
โโ
His face hardens, the flat regard of a door slammed shut. โWord of advice. Next time you try to return a book, donโt return it to the same person you stole it from the first time.โ
A rock drops inside her chest. โWhat?โ
He shakes his head. โYou were just in here yesterday.โ โI wasnโtโโ
โI remember you.โ
Three words, large enough to tip the world.
I remember you.
Addie lurches as if struck, about to fall. She tries to right herself. โNo you donโt,โ she says firmly.
His green eyes narrow. โYes. I do. You came in here yesterday, green sweater, black jeans. You stole this used copy ofย The Odyssey,ย which I gaveย backย to you, because who steals a used copy ofย The Odysseyย in Greek anyways, and then you have the nerve to come back in here and try to trade it out for something else? When you didnโt even buy the first oneโฆโ
Addie closes her eyes, vision swimming. She doesnโt understand.
She canโtโ
โNow look,โ he says, โI think you better go.โ
She opens her eyes, and sees him pointing to the door. Her feet wonโt move. They refuse to carry her away from those three words.
I remember you. Three hundred years.
Three hundred years, and no one has said those words, no one has ever,ย everย remembered. She wants to grab him by the sleeve, wants to pull him forward, wants to know why, how, what is so special about a boy in a bookstoreโbut the man with the military history is waiting to pay, the kid clinging to his leg, and the boy with the glasses is glaring at her, and this is all wrong. She grips the counter, feels like she might faint. His eyes soften, just a fraction.
โPlease,โ he says under his breath. โJust go.โ She tries.
She canโt.
Addie gets as far as the open door, the four short steps from the shop to the street, before something in her gives.
She slumps onto the lip at the top of the stairs, puts her head in her hands, feels like she might cry, or laugh, but instead, she stares back through the beveled glass insert of the shop door. She watches the boy every time he comes into the frame. She cannot tear her eyes away.
I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I remember you. I rememberโ
โWhat are you doing?โ
She blinks, and sees him standing in the open doorway, arms crossed.
The sun has shifted lower in the sky, the light going thin.
โWaiting for you,โ she says, cringing as soon as she says it. โI wanted to apologize,โ she continues. โFor the whole book thing.โ
โItโs fine,โ he says curtly.
โNo, itโs not,โ she says, rising to her feet. โLet me buy you a coffee.โ โYou donโt have to do that.โ
โI insist. As an apology.โ โIโm working.โ
โPlease.โ
And it must be something in the way she says it, the sheer mix of hope and need, the obvious fact it means more than a book, more than a sorry, that makes the boy look her in the eyes, makes her realize that he hadnโt really, not until now. Thereโs something strange, searching in his gaze, but whatever he sees when he looks at her, it changes his mind.
โOne coffee,โ he says. โAnd youโre still banned from the shop.โ Addie feels the air rush back into her lungs. โDeal.โ