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From: Camila Dunne
To: Julia Dunne Rodriguez, Susana Dunne, Maria Dunne
Date: November 5, 2012 11:41ย P.M. Subject: Your Dad
Hi Girls,
I need your help.
After Iโm gone, give your dad some time. And then please tell him to call Daisy Jones. Her number is in my date book in the second drawer of my nightstand.
Tell your father I said at the very least, the two of them owe me a song.
Love, Mom
Trouble starts when I come around Everythingโs painted red when Iโm in town Light me up and watch me burn it down
If youโre anointing a devil, Iโll take my crown
Foot on the gas, add fuel to the fire Iโm already high and going higher Charging faster, ready to ignite Headed for disaster, chasing the night
You turn wrong when you turn right White light at first sight
Oh, youโre chasing the night
But itโs a nightmare chasing you
Lifeโs coming to me in flashes Wearing my bruises like badges
Donโt know when I learned to play with matches Must want it all to end in ashes
Foot on the gas, add fuel to the fire Iโm already high and going higher Charging faster, ready to ignite Headed for disaster, chasing the night
You turn wrong when you turn right White light at first sight
Oh, youโre chasing the night
But itโs a nightmare chasing you
Foot on the gas, add fuel to the fire Iโm already high and going higher Foot on the gas, add fuel to the fire
Look me in the eye and flick the lighter Oh, youโre chasing the night
But itโs a nightmare, honey, chasing you
THIS COULD GET UGLY
The ugly you got in you Well, I got it, too
You act like you ainโt got a clue But you do
Oh, we could be lovely If this could get ugly
Write a list of things youโll regret Iโd be on top smoking a cigarette Oh, we could be lovely
If this could get ugly
The things you run from, baby, I run to
And I know it scares you through and through No one knows you like I do
Try to tell me that ainโt true Oh, we could be lovely
If this could get ugly
Cโmon now, honey
Let yourself think about it Can you really live without it?
Oh, we could be lovely If this could get ugly
IMPOSSIBLE WOMAN
Impossible woman Let her hold you
Let her ease your soul
Sand through fingers
Wild horse, but sheโs just a colt
Dancing barefoot in the snow Cold canโt touch her, high or low
Sheโs blues dressed up like rock โnโ roll Untouchable, sheโll never fold
Sheโll have you running In the wrong direction Have you coming
For the wrong obsessions Oh, sheโs gunning
For your redemption Have you headed Back to confession
Sand through fingers
Wild horse, but sheโs just a colt
Dancing barefoot in the snow Cold canโt touch her, high or low
Sheโs blues dressed up like rock โnโ roll Untouchable, sheโll never fold
Walk away from the impossible Youโll never touch her
Never ease your soul
Youโre one more impossible man Running from her
Clutching what you stole
TURN IT OFF
Baby, I keep trying to turn away
I keep trying to see you a different way Baby, I keep trying
Oh, I keep trying
I gotta give up and turn this around
Thereโs no way up when youโre this far down And, baby, I keep trying
Oh, I keep trying
I keep trying to turn this off
But, baby, you keep turning me on
I keep trying to change how I feel
Keep trying to tell myself that this isnโt real Baby, I keep trying
Oh, I keep trying
Canโt take off when thereโs no runway ahead And I canโt get caught up in this all over again Baby, I keep trying
Oh, I keep trying
I keep trying to turn it off
But, baby, you keep turning me on
Iโm on my knees, my arms wide Iโm finding ways to stay alive Lord knows Iโm pleading, pleading
To keep this heart still beating, beating
I keep trying to turn it off
But, baby, you keep turning me on
Baby, Iโm dying
But, baby, Iโm trying I canโt keep selling
What youโre not buying
So I keep trying to turn it off
And, baby, you keep turning me on
Iโm on my knees, my arms wide Iโm finding ways to stay alive Lord knows Iโm pleading, pleading
To keep this heart still beating, beating
I keep trying to turn it off
But, baby, you keep turning me on
PLEASE
Please me
Please release me Touch me and taste me Trust me and take me
Say the things left unsaid Itโs not all in my head
Tell me the truth, tell me you think about me Or, baby, you can forget about me
Please me
Please release me
Relieve me and believe me Maybe you can redeem me
Say the things left unsaid Itโs not all in my head
Tell me the truth, tell me you think about me Or, baby, you can forget about me
I know that you want me Know that you wanna hold me
Know that you wanna show me Know that you wanna know me
Well do something and do it quick Not much more I can stand of this
Say the things left unsaid
Donโt act like itโs all in my head
Tell me the truth, tell me if you think about me Or, baby, can you forget about me?
Please, please, donโt forget about me Please, please, donโt forget about me
YOUNG STARS
A curse, a cross Costing me all costs
Knotting me up in all of your knots
An ache, a prayer Worn from wear
Daring what you do not dare
I believe you can break me
But Iโm saved for the one who saved me We only look like young stars
Because you canโt see old scars
Tender in the places you touch
Iโd offer you everything but I donโt have much
Tell you the truth just to watch you blush You canโt handle the hit so I hold the punch
I believe you can break me
But Iโm saved for the one who saved me We only look like young stars
Because you canโt see old scars
You wonโt give me a reason to wait And Iโm starting to feel a little proud Iโm searching for somebody lost When youโve already been found
Youโre waiting for the right mistake But Iโm not coming around
Youโre waiting for a quiet day But the world is just too loud
I believe you can break me
But Iโm saved for the one who saved me We only look like young stars
Because you canโt see old scars
REGRET ME
When you look in the mirror Take stock of your soul
And when you hear my voice, remember You ruined me whole
Donโt you dare sleep easy
And leave the sleepless nights to me Let the world weigh you down
And, baby, when you think of me I hope it ruins rock โnโ roll Regret me
Regretfully
When you look at her
Take stock of what you took from me And when you see a ghost in the distance Know Iโm hanging over everything
Donโt you dare sleep easy
And leave the sleepless nights to me Let the world weigh you down
And, baby, when you think of me I hope it ruins rock โnโ roll Regret me
Regretfully Regret me Regretfully
Donโt you dare rest easy And leave the rest of it to me I want you to feel heavy
Regret me
Regret setting me free
Regret me
I wonโt go easily Regret it
Regret saying no Regret it
Regret letting me go
One day, youโll regret it
Iโll make sure of it before I go
MIDNIGHTS
Donโt remember many midnights Forgotten some of my best insights Canโt recall some of the highest heights But Iโve memorized you
Donโt remember many daybreaks
How many sunrises have come as I lay awake Donโt dwell on my worst mistakes
But I always think of you
Youโre the thing thatโs crystal clear The only thing that I hold dear
I live and die by if youโre near All other memories disappear Without you
Without you
Donโt remember how I was then Canโt keep straight where I was when
What is my name, where have I been Where did I start, where does it end
Youโre the thing thatโs crystal clear The only thing that I hold dear
I live and die by if youโre near All other memories disappear Without you
Without you
Donโt remember who I used to be Canโt recall who has hurt me Forget the pain so suddenly Once Iโm with you
Youโre the thing thatโs crystal clear
The only thing that I hold dear I live and die by if youโre near All other memories disappear Without you
Without you
A HOPE LIKE YOU
Iโm easy talk and cheap goodbyes Second-rate in a first-class disguise My heart sleeps soundly, donโt wake it A hope like you could break it
Iโm lost deep in crimes and vice Canโt get to the table to grab the dice My heart is weak, I canโt take it
A hope like you could break it
It doesnโt matter how hard I try
Canโt earn some things no matter why My heart knows weโd never make it
A hope like you could break it
People say love changes you
As if change and love are easy to do My heart is calling and I canโt shake it But a hope like you could break it
Some things end before they start
The moment they form, they fall apart My heart wants so badly just to say it But a hope like you could break it
Told myself this story a thousand times
Canโt seem to break the wants free from my mind So much of my world goes unnamed
Some people canโt be tamed
But maybe I should stake my claim Maybe I should claim my stake
Iโve heard some hopes are worth the break
Yeah, maybe I should stake my claim Maybe I should claim my stake
On the chance the hope is worth the break
AURORA
When the seas are breaking And the sails are shaking When the captainโs praying Here comes Aurora
Aurora, Aurora
When the lightning is cracking And thunder is clapping
When the mothers are gasping Here comes Aurora
Aurora, Aurora
When the wind is racing And the storm is chasing
When even the preachers are pacing Here comes Aurora
Aurora, Aurora
When I was drowning Three sheets and counting The skies cleared
And you appeared
And I said, โHere is my Auroraโ Aurora, Aurora
โTo Bernard and Sally Hanes, an honest love story if ever there was one