The darkness stirred the shadows in his blood. The Lionโs voice echoed through it, low and seductive, and Nasir could only think of Zafiraโs laugh that night.ย Focus.ย He had two beats to decide: Go to her aid or adhere to the plan?
Disgrace herย was the first option, really.
He secured his gauntlet blades and crept to the side of the rooftop. Sand slid beneath his hands as he flipped over the side and gripped the edge on his way down to the second story. He paused at the sound of Zafiraโs voice, sharp and unrelenting.
Laa.ย No distractions.ย He dropped onto the balcony and stepped to the door. Locked from the inside. He looked to the inconveniently small windows on either side of the balcony with a sigh. Balancing himself atop the iron railing, he stretched to work the latch on one of the windows until it fell open with a satisfyingย clink.
He threw a glance to the nearest rooftop, where a hashashin waited just out of sight, tensed and ready. A flash of orange reflected off her dark robes, followed by the crackle of flames.
Ifrit had come, staves ready for battle. No sooner had he made the realization than the whiz of an arrow ripped through the din. The snap of a spear. Every vessel in his body begged to go to the zumra, aid them. Oh, how he had changed.
With a slow breath, Nasir leaped into the house.
The curtains rippled at the sight of him, stilling when he slipped the window closed. He was in an antechamber, neat and unlit. Dresses were piled atop a low table to the side, where they would remain untouched by the safi who had overseen their production. She was dead, Nasir knew.
He peered past the arched doorway and into a larger room, lit with faceted light from the narrow stretches of cutwork framing the large window against the back wall. And it was daama open.ย That would have been an easier entrance.ย A staircase wound down from the far end, but just before he could make his way toward it, movement halted him in his tracks.
A platformed majlis stretched against the wall beside the window, obscured at first by the curtains fluttering from a sudden gust of wind. It was occupied by a man, reclined and at ease, unchained and free to move about. His dark hair gleamed gold without his turban, his pointed ears proud. He looked different this way. Younger. Vulnerable. And not a single part of him appeared to belong to one who was imprisoned.
Laa, he was reading a daama book.
Nasir took a hesitant step toward him. โAltair?โ
His half brother looked up. Surprise flickered across his face. Then his eyes narrowed with frantic urgency, there and gone before Nasir could comprehend it.
โNasir,โ he said. โTook you long enough.โ He dropped his blue eyes to the sword in Nasirโs hand with a feeble smile. โAlways so eager to kill me.โ
โNow is not the time,โ Nasir said around the rock swelling in his throat. Some weak part of him wanted to embrace the oaf.
โOh, I see. I missed you, too,โ Altair said, an ireful hollow in his voice as he rose. โYou know, after you left me on Sharr, I didnโt think Iโd ever see you again.โ
Nasir refused to wallow in guilt, not when the Lion or his ifrit could return at any moment. He glanced to the stairs. โIโm here now. Yalla. We need to leave.โ
Altair didnโt move. โDo you remember when you walked into my rooms and I wasnโt alone?โ
Nasirโs ears heated.
โThey werenโt just any women. One was the daughter of a Zaramese merchant. The other a Pelusian wazir.โ
โGood to know youโve acquired a specific taste,โ Nasir said as a sound cracked across the lower floor. He gripped the winding rail of the stairwell and gestured for Altair to follow, but the fool moved slower than a dying man crawling.
โWhen you have a reputation,โ Altair said calmly, as if they were drinking qahwa on a majlis, โitโs easy to go unquestioned. Every Arawiyan I took to my room was an envoy.โ
Nasir remembered the letters he had found sewn into the rug. How much Altair had done for the kingdom that had done nothing for him. โSo you didnโtโโ
โIโm many things, princeling, but a bore like you?โ
Nasir heard the grin in his half brotherโs voice, and, rimaal, he had missed it. โRight. Is there a reason this canโt wait until weโre back at the palace?โ
Altair continued as if Nasir hadnโt spoken. โThe Arz was destined to fall at some point, and I wasnโt going to stand by as it happened. I secured trade routes, forged alliances. As our mother struggled to hold the reins of our crumbling kingdom, I did my part in secret. She saw me as a failureโthe culmination of her failures. I wasnโt going to be one, too.โ
There it was again, the strange hollow that didnโt belong to Altair. He was trailing behind Nasir leisurely, despite the battle raging outside, and suspicion threaded Nasirโs veins. He had expected chains. Captivity and suffering. Ifrit keeping watch. Not Altair idling unattended with a book. Almostย content. Almost annoyed to have been disturbed.
โTo what end, Nasir? What was the point of all Iโd done.
Hmm?โ
The anger in his tone gave Nasir pause, but he said nothing.
He left the stairs and crept to the door he had seen directly beneath the upper-story balcony. It had been almost too easy, this rescue, this escape. Though there were sounds of life inside the house, he hadnโt come across a single person, or otherwise, besides Altair. He eased the door open and stepped outside to a flood of shadow and turmoil, stopping in his tracks when he remembered something.
The heart.
Zafira couldnโt slip into the house to search for it now, not with the Lionโs attention undoubtedly attuned to her, and as much as he wanted to hurry to her aid, he couldnโt waste this chance.
โWhere are you going?โ Altair asked when Nasir turned back.
โTo look for the heart, andโโ โThe Jawarat?โ Altair scoffed.
Nasir pressed his lips thin, holding still when the general leaned close.
โOnly a fool would leave it lying about. Only a fool would know its worth and value and let another steal it away.โ
The words were a double-edged sword, a shame Nasir was no stranger to. He could only imagine Altairโs reaction had he knownย howย theyโd lost the Jawarat.
โBoth of them are with him,โ Altair said, annoyed. So why, then, hadย heย been left to his own devices? โHow is our mother, by the way? Dead?โ
Nasirโs wrists pulsed against his gauntlet blades, sand sinking beneath his footfalls along the side of the house. This wasnโt the Altair he knew. This wasnโt the Altair he had come
to save. Nasir himself had been angry at their mother, disgusted even, but not this. Never so callous.
โDying,โ Nasir bit out. โIs that what you wanted to hear? The Lion attacked her with his black dagger, robbing her of magic so that she has no chance of healing herself. And thereโs little chance of anyone else healing her, either.โ
Something sparked in Altairโs gaze. Not remorse, but revelation.
As if that had given him a daama idea.
Nasir turned away with a growl. Altair had always been apt at needling Nasir, but, rimaal, this was an extent he never thought possible. Swords clashed, arrows flew.
Perhaps, if he had been his old self, if he had not allowed emotion to fester in his soul, Nasir would have been more focused as he and Altair made their way to the front of the house. He would have been quicker.
He wouldnโt have let an arrow strike his heart.