Chapter no 32 – Elm

Two Twisted Crowns (The Shepherd King, 2)

It was only the third feast, and Elmโ€™s courtly charm was wearing thin. But his father was on the dais, drowning himself in sullenness and wine, and Elm would rather dance until his feet bled than sit in Hauthโ€™s chair another moment.

The theme of the night was Providence Cards. Rather uninspired of Baldwyn, Elm thought, to make a theme out of something that already constituted so much of the idle chatter at court.

The costumes wereโ€ฆ predictable. Gauche.

Most of the women wore pink gowns and roses in their hairโ€”evoking the Maiden. Others were clad in violet for the Mirror Card, small silver looking glasses in their hands. Men wore turquoise for the Chaliceโ€”handy, for they all were drinking heavily from their cups.

There were a few white tunics adorned with feathered collars for the White Eagle, the Card of courage. One brave soul had fastened wires to the back of his doublet and strewn ivy around them to represent the Iron Gate. Another had stuffed his gold tunic with excess fabric, giving his midsection a rotund, oval shape. The Golden Egg.

Only the King wore red for the Scythe, and no one was festooned in black for the Black Horse. That right was reserved for the Destriers.

Elm wore it anyway.

The orchestra was larger by three violins, and played louder now that the dinner hour had ended and dancing begun. Wine flowed until it wore itself on everyoneโ€™s face, staining cheeks and lips and teeth.

It paid to be tall, and despite the swell of the crowd, Elm could easily eye every corner of the hall, searching for that telltale yellow hair. Ione was not partnered with any of the dancers, nor was she seated at any of the tables. Elm was about to drop his dance partnerโ€™s hands and go search the garden when he spotted a circle of women, standing along the farthest wall.

They were playing some sort of game with a Well Card. Of the six of them, four wore pink Maiden Card costumes, one violet for the Mirror. The final woman, yellow hair tied in a knot at the nape of her neck, had her back to Elm. She was clad in a deep burgundy gown, the color of wine. Her fingers were painted black to the knuckle, meant to convey claws.

The only Nightmare Card costume in the room.

The dance ended, and Elm realized he hadnโ€™t heard a word his partner had said. He gave her a bow and moved on quick step through the crowd. When the circle of women saw him coming, their Well Card was forgotten, their gazes homed entirely on himโ€”save Ioneโ€™s. She took her time turning around. When she finally deigned to, Elm saw that her lids were painted yellowโ€”the same color as the eyes of the monster upon the Nightmare Card.

โ€œPrince.โ€ Her gaze, her face, mouthโ€”all of them were unreadable. โ€œIโ€™m surprised youโ€™re not wearing Scythe red.โ€

โ€œAs am I to find you in something other than pretty, pretty pink.โ€

โ€œThere is nothing wrong with pink.โ€ She dragged her painted eyes over Elmโ€™s black tunic and silk doublet. โ€œYou, terrible snob, look like a rich highwayman.โ€

โ€œI believe heโ€™s wearing black for the Black Horse, Ione,โ€ one of the women whispered behind her.

Elm and Ione replied at the same time. โ€œHeโ€™s notโ€”โ€ โ€œโ€”Iโ€™m not.โ€

The corners of Ioneโ€™s lips twitched. Elm rubbed the back of his neckโ€” grinned. โ€œWhat about you?โ€ He waved a hand at her costume. โ€œThatโ€™s quite the monstrous getup.โ€

Ioneโ€™s eyes dropped to her burgundy dress. โ€œYour father gave it to me.

He ordered my hands and face painted, too.โ€

Elmโ€™s smile faltered. Like the others sheโ€™d been given since arriving at Stone, the gown fit Ione poorly, her body lost to excess fabric. The only part that fit her tightly were the frills beneath her jaw. He was starting to think it

wasnโ€™t an accident, that all of her necklines resembled a collar.

It was one thing if Ione had chosen the costume herself. Knowing his father had orchestrated it to punish herโ€”

Heat torched his throat.

โ€œI imagine the King wanted to remind me that the only reason Iโ€™m here is because of the Nightmare Card my father paid him.โ€ Ione held up her hand, curling her painted fingers as if they were indeed claws. โ€œOr perhaps he merely wished to call me a monster.โ€

The women behind Ione leaned forward. โ€œNot at all, Ione. King Rowan paid you special care, seeing to your costume.โ€

โ€œTruly,โ€ said another. โ€œThe Rowans have been most attentive.โ€

โ€œHow difficult it must be, Ione,โ€ a third chimed, โ€œfor you to see things in a gentle light, what with Prince Hauth abed with illness.โ€

Ione didnโ€™t even blink. โ€œDifficult indeed.โ€ She turned to Elm. โ€œI believe games have begun in the garden, Prince. Would you care to escort me there?โ€

Their eyes met. โ€œOf course.โ€ Never dropping her gaze, Elm brought Ioneโ€™s hand to his chestโ€”pressed it into the soft fabric of his doublet. Adding the slightest pressure, he ran her fingers down his abdomen, wiping the black paint off her skin. He did the same with her other hand, his clothes absorbing her stain. โ€œIโ€™ll take you wherever you want to go, Miss Hawthorn.โ€

They left the circle of women, hands still entwined. When they reached the gardenโ€™s gilded doors, Elm said, rougher than he meant to, โ€œYouโ€™re not a monster.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not anything until I have my Maiden Card back.โ€

Night air touched Elmโ€™s overwarm brow. โ€œSpeaking of that,โ€ he said, looking out into the labyrinthine gardens. โ€œWhat part of the garden were you trying to search before Linden stopped you?โ€

โ€œThe rose maze. There are statues there with old, cracked stone.โ€

They followed the path, past courtiers playing games with White Eagle and Well and Chalice Cards. Past lovers sneaking behind hedges and beneath trees. Past bramble into dark greenery, until it was just Elm, Ione, the garden, and the mist.

โ€œDo you have your charm?โ€ Ione asked.

Elm flicked his wrist, his horsehair bracelet rubbing against his skin.

โ€œYou?โ€

She stretched fabric and pulled the horse tooth on its chain from beneath the neckline of her dress.

Elm took a torch from its stand and led them into a maze crafted of carefully pruned rosebushes that had all lost their blooms. They searched every statueโ€”every crack in them.

Nothing.

Ione stayed silent, the only sound between them the distant echo of courtiers and the castle gong, ringing through the gardenโ€”nine tolls. For each statue that held no Maiden Card in its cracks, Elm lost a whit of forbearance. By the time the gong struck ten, he was buzzing with disquiet. โ€œAre you angry with me?โ€

Ioneโ€™s gaze lifted slowly to his face. โ€œNo. Why would you think that?โ€ โ€œWe havenโ€™t found your Card.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s not your fault.ย Youย didnโ€™t hide it.โ€

โ€œNo, butโ€ฆ you just seemโ€”โ€ He swallowed. โ€œI donโ€™t do well with long silences. I tend to overthink.โ€

โ€œIs it Stone that bothers you, Prince? Or me?โ€

โ€œYou donโ€™t bother me, Hawthorn.โ€ He chewed the inside of his cheek. โ€œAt least not in the same way the castle does.โ€

It was difficult to look at her. Beneath the ache that existed between them was a thin, fragile thread. One Ione had slipped through the eye of a needle and plunged into Elmโ€™s chest, past all his bricks and barbs, though she didnโ€™t yet realize it. It was uncomfortable, pretending she was not sewn into himโ€”that it had not become vital to him, helping her find her Maiden Card. That he was not in some kind of pain every moment he was with her. It was all so terribly, wonderfully uncomfortable.

So Elm did what he always did when he was uncomfortable. He dropped his hand into his pocket and retrieved his Scythe. โ€œWhat did you want this for?โ€ he said. โ€œWhen we played our little game with the Chalice and you were delusional enough to think I wouldnโ€™t remember you?โ€

Ione felt along the cracks of a nearby statue. โ€œI wanted to see if I could compel myself to remember where I hid my Maiden.โ€

โ€œI could try. I canโ€™t guarantee itโ€™ll workโ€”โ€

โ€œNo. I donโ€™t want anyone to use a Scythe on me. Not even you, Prince.โ€ It took Elm a moment. He winced.ย Fucking Hauth.ย He placed his Card

into Ioneโ€™s hand. โ€œYou do it, then.โ€

She cocked her head to the side, fingers closing around the Scythe. โ€œYou had some choice words for me the last time I held this Card in my hand.โ€

Elm tugged a strand of her hair that had fallen from its knot. โ€œThatโ€™s because, wicked one, you stole it out of my damn pocket.โ€

โ€œSo I did.โ€ Ione turned the Scythe in her fingers. โ€œIt almost feltโ€ฆ good, making the highwaymen do what I wanted.โ€

โ€œAnd the pain of using it too long? How was that?โ€

The Scythe stilled. โ€œTerrible. I donโ€™t know how you bear it.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m used to it.โ€ Elm kicked a rock down the path. โ€œI had an extensive education in pain.โ€

Ione took a step back. Narrowed her eyes over him. โ€œYou shouldnโ€™t be so cavalier about what happened to you, Prince.โ€

โ€œWhat would you have me do? Burn the castle down with everyone in it?โ€

โ€œThat would be a start.โ€

A laugh rose up Elmโ€™s throat. โ€œTrees, Hawthorn. What a Queen youโ€™d make.โ€

He hadnโ€™t meant to say it. And, graciously, Ione didnโ€™t reply. Her gaze merely flared a moment, then returned to the Scythe in her hand. She sucked in a breath, tapped it three times, and closed her eyes.

Elm stood very still. When those hazel eyes opened again, they were unfeeling. โ€œNo,โ€ she said, handing him back his Card. โ€œI just remember the same thing. Cracked stone.โ€

They moved out of the rose maze to the rowan grove. The mist was everywhere, a salty bite across Elmโ€™s senses. It hovered densely over a small pond at the cusp of the grove. In the center of the pond was a tiny island, and upon it a statue. The stone was old, cracked. But there was no mistaking the man carved into marble.

Brutus Rowan. The first Rowan King.

Elm had thrown rocks at the statue as a boy. He didnโ€™t like Brutusโ€™s face. It was handsome, a smile carved onto its lips. But beneath the smile, a cold menace lingered. Brutusโ€™s chest was broadโ€”puffed out in dominance. His brows were lowered, his vision fixed on something only he could see, a hunter watching its prey. It reminded Elm too much of his fatherโ€”of Hauth.

He eyed the pond. โ€œDo you remember swimming on Equinox?โ€ โ€œNo. But my dress was ruined enough that I might have.โ€

โ€œIf I wanted to put a Maiden Card out of reach,โ€ Elm said, gesturing at the statue, โ€œI might compel someone to take a little swim to hide it.โ€

Her brows perked. โ€œThere?โ€

Elm was already taking off his boots. โ€œNo stone left unturned, Hawthorn.โ€ He shrugged out of his doublet and lifted his tunic and silk undershirt over his head. When he caught Ione tracing the bare skin along his back, he smiled. โ€œSorry.โ€ He nodded at his discarded clothes. โ€œI should have asked if you wanted to help with that.โ€

He dove into the pond. The water was cold and slippery with algae. Elm kept his eyes shut and kicked, reaching the island in ten strokes.

There was no room to stand, the island hardly larger than the base of the statue. Elm braced himself on Brutus Rowanโ€™s marble arm and hauled himself out of the water, mist lingering all around him.

โ€œWell?โ€ Ione called.

He searched the statueโ€™s cracks. Some were fine, others jagged. There was a fissure in Brutus Rowanโ€™s chest, deep and wide enough for Elm to slip a finger into. But there was nothing in the gapโ€”just cold stone. Not a single hint of a Providence Cardโ€™s velvet edge. โ€œNothing.โ€

He pulled his finger out, closed his fist, and hit Brutus Rowan over his stupid marble chest.

The statue groaned. The fissure in Brutusโ€™s chest widened, spreading down his legs until one large crack became hundreds.

โ€œShit.โ€

Brutus Rowanโ€™s marble legs snapped at the ankles and the statue toppled into the pond, taking Elm with it. He hit the water, pushed under by the weight of the marble, held his breath, and swam. When his back collided with the grassy embankment, he flung himself upon it, hauled in a breathโ€”

Mist rushed into him.

It tasted of brine and rot. It filled Elmโ€™s lungs, his body, his mind. He went rigid on the ground, his eyes wide as he fumbled for his wrist, for the familiar feel of horsehairโ€”

His charm was gone. Lost, somewhere in the pond. โ€œPrince?โ€

Elm coughed. When he tried to speak, his voice was drowned out by

another. It came in the mist, sounding near and far, like a storm.ย Elm, it called.ย Rotten, ruined Elm. Neglected, now chosen. I see you, heir of Kings. Iโ€™ve always seen you.

Ione was in the grass next to him, her hands on his shoulders. โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€

A compulsion as strong as any Scytheโ€™s was digging into Elm, telling him to get upโ€”to run deeper into the mist. He gnashed his teeth against it, his mouth dried out by salt. โ€œCharm,โ€ he managed.

Ione ripped the chain off her neck in a single tug. Elmโ€™s hand was a claw in the grass. Ione pulled it toward her and slapped her own hand against it, her charm fixed between their palms.

The next breath Elm dragged in was bereft of mist. On the next, the rot and brine fled his body. His muscles loosened, and he looked up at Ione.

Yellow hair spilled from its knot, swaying with the rapid pull of her breaths. She studied Elmโ€™s face. โ€œPrince Renelm. It would be terriblyย unclever to die searching for my Maiden Card.โ€

Elm tightened his grip on her hand. โ€œDonโ€™t call me that,โ€ he said, shaking. โ€œItโ€™s Elm. Just Elm.โ€

โ€œIs that the privilege I get after twice saving your life?โ€

He pushed out of the grass, leaning close enough to see where the freckles on her nose should have been. โ€œThank you.โ€ His eyes dropped to her mouth. โ€œI owe you.โ€

Ioneโ€™s breath quickened. โ€œYouโ€™re helping me find my Card. Call it balance.โ€

He didnโ€™t. He wanted to call it something else entirely.

They held hands, Ioneโ€™s charm pressed between them, until they were out of the mist and back through the gardenโ€™s gilded doors. Elm had a spare horsehair charm in his room, and he needed new clothes before they continued to search. He was lacing a fresh doublet when his chamber door banged open.

Filick Willow stood at his threshold, eyes wide.

โ€œOh for the love ofโ€”Filick. I thought we talked aboutย knocking.โ€

There was blood on his white Physicianโ€™s tunic. โ€œHighness.โ€ His gaze moved to Ione, seated on Elmโ€™s bed. โ€œMiss Hawthorn. You should both come.โ€

Elmโ€™s back stiffened. โ€œWhatโ€™s happened?โ€

โ€œHigh Prince Hauth.โ€ Dread. There was so much dread in the Physicianโ€™s eyes. โ€œHeโ€™s awake.โ€

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