It was only the third feast, and Elmโs courtly charm was wearing thin. But his father was on the dais, drowning himself in sullenness and wine, and Elm would rather dance until his feet bled than sit in Hauthโs chair another moment.
The theme of the night was Providence Cards. Rather uninspired of Baldwyn, Elm thought, to make a theme out of something that already constituted so much of the idle chatter at court.
The costumes wereโฆ predictable. Gauche.
Most of the women wore pink gowns and roses in their hairโevoking the Maiden. Others were clad in violet for the Mirror Card, small silver looking glasses in their hands. Men wore turquoise for the Chaliceโhandy, for they all were drinking heavily from their cups.
There were a few white tunics adorned with feathered collars for the White Eagle, the Card of courage. One brave soul had fastened wires to the back of his doublet and strewn ivy around them to represent the Iron Gate. Another had stuffed his gold tunic with excess fabric, giving his midsection a rotund, oval shape. The Golden Egg.
Only the King wore red for the Scythe, and no one was festooned in black for the Black Horse. That right was reserved for the Destriers.
Elm wore it anyway.
The orchestra was larger by three violins, and played louder now that the dinner hour had ended and dancing begun. Wine flowed until it wore itself on everyoneโs face, staining cheeks and lips and teeth.
It paid to be tall, and despite the swell of the crowd, Elm could easily eye every corner of the hall, searching for that telltale yellow hair. Ione was not partnered with any of the dancers, nor was she seated at any of the tables. Elm was about to drop his dance partnerโs hands and go search the garden when he spotted a circle of women, standing along the farthest wall.
They were playing some sort of game with a Well Card. Of the six of them, four wore pink Maiden Card costumes, one violet for the Mirror. The final woman, yellow hair tied in a knot at the nape of her neck, had her back to Elm. She was clad in a deep burgundy gown, the color of wine. Her fingers were painted black to the knuckle, meant to convey claws.
The only Nightmare Card costume in the room.
The dance ended, and Elm realized he hadnโt heard a word his partner had said. He gave her a bow and moved on quick step through the crowd. When the circle of women saw him coming, their Well Card was forgotten, their gazes homed entirely on himโsave Ioneโs. She took her time turning around. When she finally deigned to, Elm saw that her lids were painted yellowโthe same color as the eyes of the monster upon the Nightmare Card.
โPrince.โ Her gaze, her face, mouthโall of them were unreadable. โIโm surprised youโre not wearing Scythe red.โ
โAs am I to find you in something other than pretty, pretty pink.โ
โThere is nothing wrong with pink.โ She dragged her painted eyes over Elmโs black tunic and silk doublet. โYou, terrible snob, look like a rich highwayman.โ
โI believe heโs wearing black for the Black Horse, Ione,โ one of the women whispered behind her.
Elm and Ione replied at the same time. โHeโs notโโ โโIโm not.โ
The corners of Ioneโs lips twitched. Elm rubbed the back of his neckโ grinned. โWhat about you?โ He waved a hand at her costume. โThatโs quite the monstrous getup.โ
Ioneโs eyes dropped to her burgundy dress. โYour father gave it to me.
He ordered my hands and face painted, too.โ
Elmโs smile faltered. Like the others sheโd been given since arriving at Stone, the gown fit Ione poorly, her body lost to excess fabric. The only part that fit her tightly were the frills beneath her jaw. He was starting to think it
wasnโt an accident, that all of her necklines resembled a collar.
It was one thing if Ione had chosen the costume herself. Knowing his father had orchestrated it to punish herโ
Heat torched his throat.
โI imagine the King wanted to remind me that the only reason Iโm here is because of the Nightmare Card my father paid him.โ Ione held up her hand, curling her painted fingers as if they were indeed claws. โOr perhaps he merely wished to call me a monster.โ
The women behind Ione leaned forward. โNot at all, Ione. King Rowan paid you special care, seeing to your costume.โ
โTruly,โ said another. โThe Rowans have been most attentive.โ
โHow difficult it must be, Ione,โ a third chimed, โfor you to see things in a gentle light, what with Prince Hauth abed with illness.โ
Ione didnโt even blink. โDifficult indeed.โ She turned to Elm. โI believe games have begun in the garden, Prince. Would you care to escort me there?โ
Their eyes met. โOf course.โ Never dropping her gaze, Elm brought Ioneโs hand to his chestโpressed it into the soft fabric of his doublet. Adding the slightest pressure, he ran her fingers down his abdomen, wiping the black paint off her skin. He did the same with her other hand, his clothes absorbing her stain. โIโll take you wherever you want to go, Miss Hawthorn.โ
They left the circle of women, hands still entwined. When they reached the gardenโs gilded doors, Elm said, rougher than he meant to, โYouโre not a monster.โ
โIโm not anything until I have my Maiden Card back.โ
Night air touched Elmโs overwarm brow. โSpeaking of that,โ he said, looking out into the labyrinthine gardens. โWhat part of the garden were you trying to search before Linden stopped you?โ
โThe rose maze. There are statues there with old, cracked stone.โ
They followed the path, past courtiers playing games with White Eagle and Well and Chalice Cards. Past lovers sneaking behind hedges and beneath trees. Past bramble into dark greenery, until it was just Elm, Ione, the garden, and the mist.
โDo you have your charm?โ Ione asked.
Elm flicked his wrist, his horsehair bracelet rubbing against his skin.
โYou?โ
She stretched fabric and pulled the horse tooth on its chain from beneath the neckline of her dress.
Elm took a torch from its stand and led them into a maze crafted of carefully pruned rosebushes that had all lost their blooms. They searched every statueโevery crack in them.
Nothing.
Ione stayed silent, the only sound between them the distant echo of courtiers and the castle gong, ringing through the gardenโnine tolls. For each statue that held no Maiden Card in its cracks, Elm lost a whit of forbearance. By the time the gong struck ten, he was buzzing with disquiet. โAre you angry with me?โ
Ioneโs gaze lifted slowly to his face. โNo. Why would you think that?โ โWe havenโt found your Card.โ
โThatโs not your fault.ย Youย didnโt hide it.โ
โNo, butโฆ you just seemโโ He swallowed. โI donโt do well with long silences. I tend to overthink.โ
โIs it Stone that bothers you, Prince? Or me?โ
โYou donโt bother me, Hawthorn.โ He chewed the inside of his cheek. โAt least not in the same way the castle does.โ
It was difficult to look at her. Beneath the ache that existed between them was a thin, fragile thread. One Ione had slipped through the eye of a needle and plunged into Elmโs chest, past all his bricks and barbs, though she didnโt yet realize it. It was uncomfortable, pretending she was not sewn into himโthat it had not become vital to him, helping her find her Maiden Card. That he was not in some kind of pain every moment he was with her. It was all so terribly, wonderfully uncomfortable.
So Elm did what he always did when he was uncomfortable. He dropped his hand into his pocket and retrieved his Scythe. โWhat did you want this for?โ he said. โWhen we played our little game with the Chalice and you were delusional enough to think I wouldnโt remember you?โ
Ione felt along the cracks of a nearby statue. โI wanted to see if I could compel myself to remember where I hid my Maiden.โ
โI could try. I canโt guarantee itโll workโโ
โNo. I donโt want anyone to use a Scythe on me. Not even you, Prince.โ It took Elm a moment. He winced.ย Fucking Hauth.ย He placed his Card
into Ioneโs hand. โYou do it, then.โ
She cocked her head to the side, fingers closing around the Scythe. โYou had some choice words for me the last time I held this Card in my hand.โ
Elm tugged a strand of her hair that had fallen from its knot. โThatโs because, wicked one, you stole it out of my damn pocket.โ
โSo I did.โ Ione turned the Scythe in her fingers. โIt almost feltโฆ good, making the highwaymen do what I wanted.โ
โAnd the pain of using it too long? How was that?โ
The Scythe stilled. โTerrible. I donโt know how you bear it.โ
โIโm used to it.โ Elm kicked a rock down the path. โI had an extensive education in pain.โ
Ione took a step back. Narrowed her eyes over him. โYou shouldnโt be so cavalier about what happened to you, Prince.โ
โWhat would you have me do? Burn the castle down with everyone in it?โ
โThat would be a start.โ
A laugh rose up Elmโs throat. โTrees, Hawthorn. What a Queen youโd make.โ
He hadnโt meant to say it. And, graciously, Ione didnโt reply. Her gaze merely flared a moment, then returned to the Scythe in her hand. She sucked in a breath, tapped it three times, and closed her eyes.
Elm stood very still. When those hazel eyes opened again, they were unfeeling. โNo,โ she said, handing him back his Card. โI just remember the same thing. Cracked stone.โ
They moved out of the rose maze to the rowan grove. The mist was everywhere, a salty bite across Elmโs senses. It hovered densely over a small pond at the cusp of the grove. In the center of the pond was a tiny island, and upon it a statue. The stone was old, cracked. But there was no mistaking the man carved into marble.
Brutus Rowan. The first Rowan King.
Elm had thrown rocks at the statue as a boy. He didnโt like Brutusโs face. It was handsome, a smile carved onto its lips. But beneath the smile, a cold menace lingered. Brutusโs chest was broadโpuffed out in dominance. His brows were lowered, his vision fixed on something only he could see, a hunter watching its prey. It reminded Elm too much of his fatherโof Hauth.
He eyed the pond. โDo you remember swimming on Equinox?โ โNo. But my dress was ruined enough that I might have.โ
โIf I wanted to put a Maiden Card out of reach,โ Elm said, gesturing at the statue, โI might compel someone to take a little swim to hide it.โ
Her brows perked. โThere?โ
Elm was already taking off his boots. โNo stone left unturned, Hawthorn.โ He shrugged out of his doublet and lifted his tunic and silk undershirt over his head. When he caught Ione tracing the bare skin along his back, he smiled. โSorry.โ He nodded at his discarded clothes. โI should have asked if you wanted to help with that.โ
He dove into the pond. The water was cold and slippery with algae. Elm kept his eyes shut and kicked, reaching the island in ten strokes.
There was no room to stand, the island hardly larger than the base of the statue. Elm braced himself on Brutus Rowanโs marble arm and hauled himself out of the water, mist lingering all around him.
โWell?โ Ione called.
He searched the statueโs cracks. Some were fine, others jagged. There was a fissure in Brutus Rowanโs chest, deep and wide enough for Elm to slip a finger into. But there was nothing in the gapโjust cold stone. Not a single hint of a Providence Cardโs velvet edge. โNothing.โ
He pulled his finger out, closed his fist, and hit Brutus Rowan over his stupid marble chest.
The statue groaned. The fissure in Brutusโs chest widened, spreading down his legs until one large crack became hundreds.
โShit.โ
Brutus Rowanโs marble legs snapped at the ankles and the statue toppled into the pond, taking Elm with it. He hit the water, pushed under by the weight of the marble, held his breath, and swam. When his back collided with the grassy embankment, he flung himself upon it, hauled in a breathโ
Mist rushed into him.
It tasted of brine and rot. It filled Elmโs lungs, his body, his mind. He went rigid on the ground, his eyes wide as he fumbled for his wrist, for the familiar feel of horsehairโ
His charm was gone. Lost, somewhere in the pond. โPrince?โ
Elm coughed. When he tried to speak, his voice was drowned out by
another. It came in the mist, sounding near and far, like a storm.ย Elm, it called.ย Rotten, ruined Elm. Neglected, now chosen. I see you, heir of Kings. Iโve always seen you.
Ione was in the grass next to him, her hands on his shoulders. โWhatโs wrong?โ
A compulsion as strong as any Scytheโs was digging into Elm, telling him to get upโto run deeper into the mist. He gnashed his teeth against it, his mouth dried out by salt. โCharm,โ he managed.
Ione ripped the chain off her neck in a single tug. Elmโs hand was a claw in the grass. Ione pulled it toward her and slapped her own hand against it, her charm fixed between their palms.
The next breath Elm dragged in was bereft of mist. On the next, the rot and brine fled his body. His muscles loosened, and he looked up at Ione.
Yellow hair spilled from its knot, swaying with the rapid pull of her breaths. She studied Elmโs face. โPrince Renelm. It would be terriblyย unclever to die searching for my Maiden Card.โ
Elm tightened his grip on her hand. โDonโt call me that,โ he said, shaking. โItโs Elm. Just Elm.โ
โIs that the privilege I get after twice saving your life?โ
He pushed out of the grass, leaning close enough to see where the freckles on her nose should have been. โThank you.โ His eyes dropped to her mouth. โI owe you.โ
Ioneโs breath quickened. โYouโre helping me find my Card. Call it balance.โ
He didnโt. He wanted to call it something else entirely.
They held hands, Ioneโs charm pressed between them, until they were out of the mist and back through the gardenโs gilded doors. Elm had a spare horsehair charm in his room, and he needed new clothes before they continued to search. He was lacing a fresh doublet when his chamber door banged open.
Filick Willow stood at his threshold, eyes wide.
โOh for the love ofโFilick. I thought we talked aboutย knocking.โ
There was blood on his white Physicianโs tunic. โHighness.โ His gaze moved to Ione, seated on Elmโs bed. โMiss Hawthorn. You should both come.โ
Elmโs back stiffened. โWhatโs happened?โ
โHigh Prince Hauth.โ Dread. There was so much dread in the Physicianโs eyes. โHeโs awake.โ