Chapter no 31 – Ravyn

Two Twisted Crowns (The Shepherd King, 2)

They hurried through the wood, dusk on their heels. Above, crows cawed, their wings darkening the gaps between trees. Ravyn recalled what Hesis had said about her magic. I can see through the eyes of crows.

Jespyr glanced skyward. โ€œWolves, now crows. Just once, Iโ€™d like not to be stalked through these wretched woods.โ€

The Nightmare led them. He broke his pace to tap his sword thrice upon the earth, then placed a hand upon a gnarled aspen tree. He shut his eyes. Whispered.

Eyes shut like that, it could have so easily been Elspeth. Ravynโ€™s insides wrenched. โ€œWhat are you doing?โ€

โ€œAsking for the way.โ€

A great stillness came over the wood. No breeze touched them, no leaves crunched beneath their boots. The mist held them in its arms, salt and sting and a chill that went so deep, it reminded Ravyn of the dungeon at Stone.

Then, one by one, the aspen branches began to turn. Crooked, they bent, but never snapped.

All of them pointed east.

When the Nightmare opened his yellow eyes, they were bleary. โ€œWeโ€™re almost there.โ€

The mist thickened, and the sky became dark. The Nightmareโ€™s sword gleamed in the dim light as he led them through bramble and dense underbrush. There was no path. But his gait was fast, sure.

A pulsing pain cut across Ravynโ€™s face, radiating from his nose, which had begun to bleed again. When blood dripped into his mouth, he coughed

โ€”spat it out.

The Nightmare turned.

โ€œIโ€™m fine,โ€ Ravyn snapped. โ€œKeep going.โ€

The ground began to slope downward into a shallow valley, the mist so dense and the sky so dark Ravyn could hardly see an armโ€™s length ahead. A thud sounded behind him, followed by a flurry of curses. Ravyn found Petyr caught in a dogwoodโ€”freed him with a firm wrench to his collar.

โ€œWe need to stop,โ€ Petyr said. โ€œWeโ€™ll snap our ankles wading through bramble like this.โ€ He made a face. โ€œYour nose is a mess, lad.โ€

โ€œThis whole journey is a mess,โ€ Jespyr muttered. One glance at Ravynโ€™s face made her stop short. โ€œHeโ€™s right. We should break for the night.โ€

โ€œHere,โ€ came the Nightmareโ€™s slippery voice from ahead. When they met him at the bottom of the valley, he was standing stone-still at the edge of a new wood.

The trees in front of him did not merely stand close to one another. They were a wall. Just like the lake, the wood stretched farther than the horizon. There were hundredsโ€”thousandsโ€”of trees, all woven together.

Ravynโ€™s pulse quickened. He stepped forward, putting a calloused hand on a crooked trunk. โ€œTheyโ€™re alder trees.โ€

The Nightmareโ€™s voice slipped between his teeth. โ€œThe second begins at the neck of a wood, where you cannot turn back, though truly, you should. Those here that enter are neither wary, clever, nor good. You know nothing of hellโ€”

โ€œTill youโ€™ve crossed the alderwood.โ€

Wind whispered through the trees and on it, the biting scent of salt.

โ€œThe Twin Alders Card,โ€ Jespyr said, her eyes cast skeptically down the endless row of trees. โ€œItโ€™s inside?โ€

โ€œYes.โ€

โ€œHow do we get in?โ€

โ€œThat is for tomorrow. For nowโ€”โ€ The Nightmare turned, facing back the way theyโ€™d come. โ€œAspen,โ€ he murmured.

The aspen trees began to move into the valley. Dirt upturned, and the ground rolled. Petyr lost his balance and fell, and Jespyr braced herself on Ravyn before she, too, caught a mouthful of dirt.

The Nightmare swung his sword in low, circular patterns, and the aspens followed in accordance. When the trees were finished rearranging themselves, they stood in a circle around the party.

The Nightmare clicked his blade thrice more, and the trees went still, so close together a child couldnโ€™t slip through the gaps in their trunks.

โ€œWe should be safe from any manner of beast in here,โ€ the Nightmare said. He turnedโ€”aimed the tip of his sword at Ravynโ€™s face. โ€œSit down, Ravyn Yew. Iโ€™m going to fix your broken beak.โ€

 

 

 

Ravynโ€™s broad back pressed against an aspen trunk. He didnโ€™t like it. It felt too much like the pole heโ€™d been tethered to in that fort, where heโ€™d forfeited all his composure.

Where heโ€™d killed Gorse.

Petyr lowered himself next to him with a grunt. โ€œWikโ€”โ€ He exhaled, voice uneven. โ€œHe broke my nose when we were kids. Hurt like hell.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m fine.โ€

The Nightmareโ€™s chuckle sounded from a few paces away. He poured water from Petyrโ€™s canteen over his hands, washing away grime.

Jespyr crouched on the farthest side of the aspen circle, all of them looking away while she relieved herself behind a shrub. When she finished she stoodโ€”ran a hand over her cheek. Winced. โ€œIโ€™ve not sure those bitches didnโ€™t break something in my face, too.โ€

It was too dark to see much of her. The moon was but a pale smudge in the night sky, swathed in mist. Still, the swell of Jespyrโ€™s left cheek was unmistakable.

Ravyn hadnโ€™t noticed it during their fight in the courtyard. Othoโ€™s magic

โ€”that terrible smokeโ€”had limned his vision in red. He hadnโ€™t known anything but rage and hate.

Guilt clutched him by the throat. He dug in his pocketโ€”squinting in the dim light to discern which Card was pink. โ€œHere,โ€ he said, holding out the Maiden Card to the Nightmare. โ€œHand this to her.โ€

The Nightmareโ€™s nostrils flared, his gaze passing over the Maiden. โ€œI canโ€™t touch it.โ€

Ravyn raised his brows.

โ€œBelieve me, I wish I could. Iโ€™d have saved myself the aggravation of traveling with you were I capable of taking back the Twin Alders myself. But this is still Elspethโ€™s body. Any Card I touchโ€”she will absorb the object I paid to forge it.โ€

Jespyr rounded on him, plucking the Maiden out of Ravynโ€™s hands. โ€œWhat did you pay for this one, Shepherd King?โ€

โ€œHis hair, shorn off with a blade,โ€ Petyr answered. There was a pause. โ€œWhat? Itโ€™s not like I havenโ€™t read The Old Book.โ€

Ravyn touched his nose. Winced. โ€œDidnโ€™t know you could read at all.โ€

Petyrโ€™s elbow met his bruised ribs. โ€œLaugh while you can. We all know that pretty pink Card wonโ€™t do a thing to heal you.โ€

Jespyr tapped the Maiden. Closed her eyes. Let out a long breath. โ€œTrees,โ€ she said, her voice reverent. โ€œIt feels so good not to be in pain.โ€ She pressed a hand to her healed cheek, then tapped the Maiden thrice more. โ€œSay Elspeth touched this Card instead of the Nightmare all those years ago. She would have absorbedโ€ฆ your hair?โ€

โ€œYes,โ€ the Nightmare replied. โ€œI had long hair. Dark.โ€ His eyes raised over Ravynโ€™s head. โ€œLike yours. Perhaps it would have clogged her throat. Strung itself around her heart. Made a nest in her lungs.โ€

Jespyr took her seat next to Ravyn. โ€œJust when I think youโ€™re getting tolerable, you go and open your mouth.โ€

The Nightmare approached on silent step. He loomed above them.

Clicked his teethโ€”then gripped Ravynโ€™s nose.

There was a terrible grinding sound, pain biting over the mask of Ravynโ€™s face. โ€œFucking trees.โ€

โ€œAs I suspected,โ€ the Nightmare said, indifferent. โ€œDecidedly broken.โ€ Ravyn jerked his head back. โ€œYouโ€™re hardly a Physician.โ€

โ€œNo. But Iโ€™ve mended my share of nosesโ€”my own in particular.โ€ โ€œI hope whoever broke it enjoyed the feeling.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sure he did.โ€ His voice caught in the mist. โ€œHe had an exacting hand, Brutus Rowan, when it came to pain.โ€

They all went still.

Slowly, Jespyr leaned forward. โ€œDid you know him well? The first Rowan King?โ€

โ€œPiss on that,โ€ Petyr said. โ€œTell us what everyoneโ€™s spent five hundred

years guessing. Was he the one who killed you?โ€

The Nightmare didnโ€™t answer. His mouth was a tight line, and his eyes were on the trees. He had that faraway look he got when he was talking to Elspeth.

Ravyn rolled his jaw. โ€œWell?โ€

Yellow eyes snapped onto him. โ€œYes. I knew him well.โ€ He leaned over Ravyn. โ€œThis is going to hurt. You may wish to distract yourself.โ€

โ€œHow do you propose I do that?โ€ โ€œReach into your pocket.โ€

Ravynโ€™s brow knit, and the Nightmare blew out a breath. โ€œNot stupid indeed,โ€ he muttered. โ€œThe Nightmare Card, Ravyn Yew. Thatโ€™s as good an invitation to enter my mind as youโ€™ll ever get.โ€

Seams groaning, Ravyn shoved his hand into his pocketโ€”wrenched out the Mirror, then Gorseโ€™s Black Horse.

His stomach turned. When he pulled out the Nightmare Card, his hands were shaking.

Three taps. Salt. Thenโ€”Ravyn. He shut his eyes. Elspeth.

Are youโ€”A sharp, angry sound fluttered through Ravynโ€™s mind. I keep trying to reach for your hand.

A knot corded in Ravynโ€™s throat. I wish you could. Theyโ€™re shaking. Your hands.

I know. Theyโ€™ve been shaking sinceโ€”

The Nightmare reached forward. Gripped Ravynโ€™s nose between both hands. There was another terrible grinding sound, cartilage and bone, and then Ravyn was reeling. Petyr and Jespyr pressed his arms down on both sides.

โ€œStay still, you bucking horse,โ€ Jespyr grunted.

Hold still, Ravyn.

Pain painted him. His face twisted, and he screwed his eyes shut tighter still, trying to hide it. But he couldnโ€™tโ€”not this time. Donโ€™t look at me, Elspeth.

Ravyn.

He jerked his headโ€”spoke to Elspethโ€”to himselfโ€”in a ragged voice. โ€œI donโ€™t want anyone to see me like this.โ€

Jespyr caught his left hand, then Petyr his right. And Elspethโ€”her voice

was everywhere. A thousand rose petals falling over him. You are in no danger of losing meโ€”your sisterโ€”your friends. There is no weakness in pain, Ravyn.

Pressure built behind his eyes. โ€œWhat I did in that courtyardโ€”what I saidโ€”โ€

Jespyrโ€™s held his arm, bracing it against tremors. โ€œI know. It was terrible.

What I said was terrible, too. Iโ€™m sorry.โ€

There was one more flash of white-hot pain, and then the Nightmare let go of Ravynโ€™s nose. โ€œKeep it elevated.โ€

Ravyn pressed the back of his head against the aspen tree. The Nightmare bent over him. โ€œDonโ€™t you understand?โ€ he whispered. โ€œThere can be no stony facadeโ€”no pretendingโ€”after this. Death demands to be felt. It wasnโ€™t just Gorse who died in that courtyard today.โ€ His yellow gaze reached into the darkest parts of Ravyn. โ€œBut the Captain of the Destriers as well.โ€

 

 

 

It was late. Ravyn and Jespyr and the Nightmare were still awakeโ€”barely. Petyr was snoring, curled around himself.

Ravynโ€™s nose hurt a speck less. He kept it elevated, his eyes cast up the long trunks of the aspen trees, all of them reaching toward the sky like swaying arms, grasping at the moon.

Jespyr had the Nightmare Card. She was speaking to Elspethโ€”her face more relaxed than Ravyn had seen it in days. When she was done, she ran a listless finger over the Cardโ€™s edge. Handed it back to Ravyn.

He tapped it.

Youโ€™re tired, Elspeth whispered, her voice covering his mind like a blanket. Iโ€™ll be here when you wake up. Rest now.

I donโ€™t want rest, Elspeth. His eyelids drooped. I just want you.

I know. She paused. Itโ€™s still very striking, your nose. Undoubtably your best feature.

Muscles feathered in the corners of Ravynโ€™s mouth. You think so? Good night, Ravyn.

Good night, Miss Spindle.

He tapped the Nightmare Card and put it in his pocket.

โ€œThere it is,โ€ Jespyr said through a yawn. โ€œA hint of that elusive grin.โ€ โ€œI donโ€™t know what youโ€™re talking about.โ€

She poked his shoulder. โ€œStubborn till the end.โ€ โ€œSomeone has to defuse your optimism.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s what Elmโ€™s for. But youโ€”youโ€™re not a pessimist at all, brother.โ€ She smiled. โ€œAnd it kills you.โ€

The Nightmareโ€™s gaze shifted between them. Silken and slow, he said, โ€œI had a sister as well, not two years younger than me. My father used to say we were as branches of our namesake tree. Twisted, and intrepid, Ayris and I.โ€

He pulled away before Ravyn could ask more, retreating to the far side of the aspen circle.

โ€œHe frightens me,โ€ Jespyr said, settling close. โ€œI spend most of the time hoping he doesnโ€™t look at me with those yellow eyes. He seems so sinister, so inhuman, but thenโ€”โ€

โ€œHe reminds us who he was,โ€ Ravyn murmured. โ€œBefore he became the monster.โ€

They pressed their backs together, their gazes lifting to the sky. Theyโ€™d sat like that as childrenโ€”as Destriers on patrolโ€”as highwaymen in the wood.

โ€œI canโ€™t see any stars,โ€ Jespyr said.

โ€œToo much mist.โ€ Ravynโ€™s eyelids fell. โ€œI donโ€™t know whatโ€™s on the other side of those alder trees, Jes. When we find a way in, stay close.โ€

When he drifted off to sleep, his sisterโ€™s voice was in his ear. โ€œI always do.โ€

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