They hurried through the wood, dusk on their heels. Above, crows cawed, their wings darkening the gaps between trees. Ravyn recalled what Hesis had said about her magic. I can see through the eyes of crows.
Jespyr glanced skyward. โWolves, now crows. Just once, Iโd like not to be stalked through these wretched woods.โ
The Nightmare led them. He broke his pace to tap his sword thrice upon the earth, then placed a hand upon a gnarled aspen tree. He shut his eyes. Whispered.
Eyes shut like that, it could have so easily been Elspeth. Ravynโs insides wrenched. โWhat are you doing?โ
โAsking for the way.โ
A great stillness came over the wood. No breeze touched them, no leaves crunched beneath their boots. The mist held them in its arms, salt and sting and a chill that went so deep, it reminded Ravyn of the dungeon at Stone.
Then, one by one, the aspen branches began to turn. Crooked, they bent, but never snapped.
All of them pointed east.
When the Nightmare opened his yellow eyes, they were bleary. โWeโre almost there.โ
The mist thickened, and the sky became dark. The Nightmareโs sword gleamed in the dim light as he led them through bramble and dense underbrush. There was no path. But his gait was fast, sure.
A pulsing pain cut across Ravynโs face, radiating from his nose, which had begun to bleed again. When blood dripped into his mouth, he coughed
โspat it out.
The Nightmare turned.
โIโm fine,โ Ravyn snapped. โKeep going.โ
The ground began to slope downward into a shallow valley, the mist so dense and the sky so dark Ravyn could hardly see an armโs length ahead. A thud sounded behind him, followed by a flurry of curses. Ravyn found Petyr caught in a dogwoodโfreed him with a firm wrench to his collar.
โWe need to stop,โ Petyr said. โWeโll snap our ankles wading through bramble like this.โ He made a face. โYour nose is a mess, lad.โ
โThis whole journey is a mess,โ Jespyr muttered. One glance at Ravynโs face made her stop short. โHeโs right. We should break for the night.โ
โHere,โ came the Nightmareโs slippery voice from ahead. When they met him at the bottom of the valley, he was standing stone-still at the edge of a new wood.
The trees in front of him did not merely stand close to one another. They were a wall. Just like the lake, the wood stretched farther than the horizon. There were hundredsโthousandsโof trees, all woven together.
Ravynโs pulse quickened. He stepped forward, putting a calloused hand on a crooked trunk. โTheyโre alder trees.โ
The Nightmareโs voice slipped between his teeth. โThe second begins at the neck of a wood, where you cannot turn back, though truly, you should. Those here that enter are neither wary, clever, nor good. You know nothing of hellโ
โTill youโve crossed the alderwood.โ
Wind whispered through the trees and on it, the biting scent of salt.
โThe Twin Alders Card,โ Jespyr said, her eyes cast skeptically down the endless row of trees. โItโs inside?โ
โYes.โ
โHow do we get in?โ
โThat is for tomorrow. For nowโโ The Nightmare turned, facing back the way theyโd come. โAspen,โ he murmured.
The aspen trees began to move into the valley. Dirt upturned, and the ground rolled. Petyr lost his balance and fell, and Jespyr braced herself on Ravyn before she, too, caught a mouthful of dirt.
The Nightmare swung his sword in low, circular patterns, and the aspens followed in accordance. When the trees were finished rearranging themselves, they stood in a circle around the party.
The Nightmare clicked his blade thrice more, and the trees went still, so close together a child couldnโt slip through the gaps in their trunks.
โWe should be safe from any manner of beast in here,โ the Nightmare said. He turnedโaimed the tip of his sword at Ravynโs face. โSit down, Ravyn Yew. Iโm going to fix your broken beak.โ
Ravynโs broad back pressed against an aspen trunk. He didnโt like it. It felt too much like the pole heโd been tethered to in that fort, where heโd forfeited all his composure.
Where heโd killed Gorse.
Petyr lowered himself next to him with a grunt. โWikโโ He exhaled, voice uneven. โHe broke my nose when we were kids. Hurt like hell.โ
โIโm fine.โ
The Nightmareโs chuckle sounded from a few paces away. He poured water from Petyrโs canteen over his hands, washing away grime.
Jespyr crouched on the farthest side of the aspen circle, all of them looking away while she relieved herself behind a shrub. When she finished she stoodโran a hand over her cheek. Winced. โIโve not sure those bitches didnโt break something in my face, too.โ
It was too dark to see much of her. The moon was but a pale smudge in the night sky, swathed in mist. Still, the swell of Jespyrโs left cheek was unmistakable.
Ravyn hadnโt noticed it during their fight in the courtyard. Othoโs magic
โthat terrible smokeโhad limned his vision in red. He hadnโt known anything but rage and hate.
Guilt clutched him by the throat. He dug in his pocketโsquinting in the dim light to discern which Card was pink. โHere,โ he said, holding out the Maiden Card to the Nightmare. โHand this to her.โ
The Nightmareโs nostrils flared, his gaze passing over the Maiden. โI canโt touch it.โ
Ravyn raised his brows.
โBelieve me, I wish I could. Iโd have saved myself the aggravation of traveling with you were I capable of taking back the Twin Alders myself. But this is still Elspethโs body. Any Card I touchโshe will absorb the object I paid to forge it.โ
Jespyr rounded on him, plucking the Maiden out of Ravynโs hands. โWhat did you pay for this one, Shepherd King?โ
โHis hair, shorn off with a blade,โ Petyr answered. There was a pause. โWhat? Itโs not like I havenโt read The Old Book.โ
Ravyn touched his nose. Winced. โDidnโt know you could read at all.โ
Petyrโs elbow met his bruised ribs. โLaugh while you can. We all know that pretty pink Card wonโt do a thing to heal you.โ
Jespyr tapped the Maiden. Closed her eyes. Let out a long breath. โTrees,โ she said, her voice reverent. โIt feels so good not to be in pain.โ She pressed a hand to her healed cheek, then tapped the Maiden thrice more. โSay Elspeth touched this Card instead of the Nightmare all those years ago. She would have absorbedโฆ your hair?โ
โYes,โ the Nightmare replied. โI had long hair. Dark.โ His eyes raised over Ravynโs head. โLike yours. Perhaps it would have clogged her throat. Strung itself around her heart. Made a nest in her lungs.โ
Jespyr took her seat next to Ravyn. โJust when I think youโre getting tolerable, you go and open your mouth.โ
The Nightmare approached on silent step. He loomed above them.
Clicked his teethโthen gripped Ravynโs nose.
There was a terrible grinding sound, pain biting over the mask of Ravynโs face. โFucking trees.โ
โAs I suspected,โ the Nightmare said, indifferent. โDecidedly broken.โ Ravyn jerked his head back. โYouโre hardly a Physician.โ
โNo. But Iโve mended my share of nosesโmy own in particular.โ โI hope whoever broke it enjoyed the feeling.โ
โIโm sure he did.โ His voice caught in the mist. โHe had an exacting hand, Brutus Rowan, when it came to pain.โ
They all went still.
Slowly, Jespyr leaned forward. โDid you know him well? The first Rowan King?โ
โPiss on that,โ Petyr said. โTell us what everyoneโs spent five hundred
years guessing. Was he the one who killed you?โ
The Nightmare didnโt answer. His mouth was a tight line, and his eyes were on the trees. He had that faraway look he got when he was talking to Elspeth.
Ravyn rolled his jaw. โWell?โ
Yellow eyes snapped onto him. โYes. I knew him well.โ He leaned over Ravyn. โThis is going to hurt. You may wish to distract yourself.โ
โHow do you propose I do that?โ โReach into your pocket.โ
Ravynโs brow knit, and the Nightmare blew out a breath. โNot stupid indeed,โ he muttered. โThe Nightmare Card, Ravyn Yew. Thatโs as good an invitation to enter my mind as youโll ever get.โ
Seams groaning, Ravyn shoved his hand into his pocketโwrenched out the Mirror, then Gorseโs Black Horse.
His stomach turned. When he pulled out the Nightmare Card, his hands were shaking.
Three taps. Salt. ThenโRavyn. He shut his eyes. Elspeth.
Are youโA sharp, angry sound fluttered through Ravynโs mind. I keep trying to reach for your hand.
A knot corded in Ravynโs throat. I wish you could. Theyโre shaking. Your hands.
I know. Theyโve been shaking sinceโ
The Nightmare reached forward. Gripped Ravynโs nose between both hands. There was another terrible grinding sound, cartilage and bone, and then Ravyn was reeling. Petyr and Jespyr pressed his arms down on both sides.
โStay still, you bucking horse,โ Jespyr grunted.
Hold still, Ravyn.
Pain painted him. His face twisted, and he screwed his eyes shut tighter still, trying to hide it. But he couldnโtโnot this time. Donโt look at me, Elspeth.
Ravyn.
He jerked his headโspoke to Elspethโto himselfโin a ragged voice. โI donโt want anyone to see me like this.โ
Jespyr caught his left hand, then Petyr his right. And Elspethโher voice
was everywhere. A thousand rose petals falling over him. You are in no danger of losing meโyour sisterโyour friends. There is no weakness in pain, Ravyn.
Pressure built behind his eyes. โWhat I did in that courtyardโwhat I saidโโ
Jespyrโs held his arm, bracing it against tremors. โI know. It was terrible.
What I said was terrible, too. Iโm sorry.โ
There was one more flash of white-hot pain, and then the Nightmare let go of Ravynโs nose. โKeep it elevated.โ
Ravyn pressed the back of his head against the aspen tree. The Nightmare bent over him. โDonโt you understand?โ he whispered. โThere can be no stony facadeโno pretendingโafter this. Death demands to be felt. It wasnโt just Gorse who died in that courtyard today.โ His yellow gaze reached into the darkest parts of Ravyn. โBut the Captain of the Destriers as well.โ
It was late. Ravyn and Jespyr and the Nightmare were still awakeโbarely. Petyr was snoring, curled around himself.
Ravynโs nose hurt a speck less. He kept it elevated, his eyes cast up the long trunks of the aspen trees, all of them reaching toward the sky like swaying arms, grasping at the moon.
Jespyr had the Nightmare Card. She was speaking to Elspethโher face more relaxed than Ravyn had seen it in days. When she was done, she ran a listless finger over the Cardโs edge. Handed it back to Ravyn.
He tapped it.
Youโre tired, Elspeth whispered, her voice covering his mind like a blanket. Iโll be here when you wake up. Rest now.
I donโt want rest, Elspeth. His eyelids drooped. I just want you.
I know. She paused. Itโs still very striking, your nose. Undoubtably your best feature.
Muscles feathered in the corners of Ravynโs mouth. You think so? Good night, Ravyn.
Good night, Miss Spindle.
He tapped the Nightmare Card and put it in his pocket.
โThere it is,โ Jespyr said through a yawn. โA hint of that elusive grin.โ โI donโt know what youโre talking about.โ
She poked his shoulder. โStubborn till the end.โ โSomeone has to defuse your optimism.โ
โThatโs what Elmโs for. But youโyouโre not a pessimist at all, brother.โ She smiled. โAnd it kills you.โ
The Nightmareโs gaze shifted between them. Silken and slow, he said, โI had a sister as well, not two years younger than me. My father used to say we were as branches of our namesake tree. Twisted, and intrepid, Ayris and I.โ
He pulled away before Ravyn could ask more, retreating to the far side of the aspen circle.
โHe frightens me,โ Jespyr said, settling close. โI spend most of the time hoping he doesnโt look at me with those yellow eyes. He seems so sinister, so inhuman, but thenโโ
โHe reminds us who he was,โ Ravyn murmured. โBefore he became the monster.โ
They pressed their backs together, their gazes lifting to the sky. Theyโd sat like that as childrenโas Destriers on patrolโas highwaymen in the wood.
โI canโt see any stars,โ Jespyr said.
โToo much mist.โ Ravynโs eyelids fell. โI donโt know whatโs on the other side of those alder trees, Jes. When we find a way in, stay close.โ
When he drifted off to sleep, his sisterโs voice was in his ear. โI always do.โ