Ravynโs pulse was a barbarous rhythm, each beat hammering inside his head like a pike.
Heโd had hangovers and head injuries. Twice, before his magic had made him immune to it, heโd been poisoned trying to lie against a Chalice Card. But thisโcoming out from the fog of the sweet, sudden smoke that had rendered him unconsciousโwas worse than all three.
Heโd lost consciousness near midday. And now the light in the sky was new, the dawn pale. Theyโd lost half a dayโand an entire night.
Wincing, Ravyn took in his surroundings. He was in a dirt courtyard. Around it was a crude wall of earth and wood that stood twenty hands high. When he tried to turn and see how far the wall went, his body didnโt heed him. Pain cut into his wrists, and he felt a stiff surface press into back.
He realized he was tethered to a wide wooden post. Arms, torso, legsโ all bound.
Panic flooded Ravynโs throat like bile. Heโd never been restrained. It was always he who had done the restraining. He called his sisterโs name and immediately regretted it, his headache responding with a punch.
A low groan sounded somewhere behind him. โIโm here,โ came Jespyrโs voice.
She was tied to the post next to him. Ravyn couldnโt see her, but his left wrist was tethered to her right. On his other side, the Nightmare was talking to himself in slow, slippery whispers.
Ravyn pressed his eyes shut and slowed his breathing. โEveryone all
right?โ
โIโm tied to a post with a grating headache and the dimmest Yews in five centuries,โ the Nightmare muttered. โNever been better.โ
The next voice was Petyrโs. It was lifeless. โWikโs dead.โ
Ravynโs stomach dropped. He shut his eyesโlet out a shaking breathโ searched his mind for the right thing to say. Came up with nothing.
Jespyr said it for him, her voice coated with pain. โIโm so sorry, Petyr.โ They remained quiet a long time.
โElspeth,โ Ravyn finally managed. โIs she well?โ
The Nightmare made a familiar clicking sound with his teeth. โYes. But the more sheย talks,โ he said pointedly, โthe less I can focus. Which is exactly how we got into this mess in the first place.โ
Elspethโs voice, that sharp, feminine timbre, untouched by the Nightmareโs oil or spiteโRavyn had wanted to drown in it. Sheโd sounded so real. Real enough to make him think they might be together again after they dragged themselves out of hell.
But first, he had to discern whereย hellย was, and who had tethered them there.
โI thought you said weโd have safe passage to the next barter if we made it across that bloody lake,โ Jespyr gritted out.
โThe Spirit of the Wood has no need for crude walls or rope restraints, you little twit. Our captors are decidedly human.โ
Ravyn craned his neck, scanning as much of the courtyard as he could glimpse. โDid anyone get a look at them?โ
โAll I saw were their boots,โ Jespyr answered. โTwo pairs, worn laces and soles. Hunting boots.โ
โWomen,โ said the Nightmare. โThey were women.โ
It hurt to think. But Ravyn knew for certain they were miles from Blunder. And those miles had been hard-earned. A stronghold this far from town would be of little use to the King. And as Captain, he knew Blunderโs strongholds like the back of his hand.
So who the hell had built this one?
โI can see our weapons,โ Petyr said from the other side of the post. โTheyโre in a heap against the wall.โ He shifted. Laughed. โThey missed the knife in my boot.โ Then, as if it had injured him to laugh without his brother, the temper of his voice leached away. โI canโt get to it.โ
โSomeone is coming,โ the Nightmare hissed. โBright with color.โ He clicked his teeth. โTheyโve availed themselves of your Cards, Captain.โ
A figure appeared out of nothingness, Ravynโs Mirror Card held in a dirty hand. โFinally awake,โ came a womanโs voice.
She was tall, adorned in clothes similar to what Ravyn might wear guised as a highwayman. Leather and wool and trousers that tucked into tall, worn-in boots. Her cloak was the color of peat moss. She wore the hood up, covering her hair save a few brown plaits that dangled near her ears.
Her face was obscured entirely by a mask. Not a highwaymanโs mask, but one of bone. A ramโs skull.
โYou have some quality Cards, Destriers,โ she said, twirling the Mirror between her fingers. โThis one, plus the Black Horse and Nightmare, will come in handy. Though I doubt weโll have much use for a Maiden out here.โ Her head tilted as she surveyed Ravyn through the ramโs empty eye sockets. โHowโs your head? I hear the smoke causes a brutal headache.โ
โShe knows it does,โ came another female voice, somewhere near Jespyr. โWhich is why she delights in making it. Too strong a dose this time, sisterโtheyโve been out for ages.โ A pause. โYouโre a Destrier?โ
Jespyrโs voice was even. โDonโt I look like one?โ
โNot really. Your face is missing that boorish, murderous quality.โ โCome closer. Youโll see it.โ
When the second woman came into view, Ravyn noted the same make of clothes. Her mask was bone as wellโa wolf skull. She was just as tall as the other woman, just as broad in the shoulders.
โWho are you?โ
The one in the ram mask opened her arms wide, a false welcoming. โBlunderโs blight. Her vile outcasts. Herย infected. Welcome to our hold, Destriers. It wonโt be a long stay. But I can promise your last hours on this earth will be full of wonder.โ
It wasnโt a well-guarded fort. There were no sentries, and though dozens of men, women, and children passed through the courtyard, none of them bore
weapons save a few bows and hunting knives. All were civilians, save the two women in charge. The one in the ram mask was called Otho, and her sister, with the wolf skull, Hesis.
The sisters moved around the post in tight, predatory circles. They didnโt, for a single moment, believe that Ravyn, too, carried the infection.
โI know who you are,โ Hesis said. โNephew to our vile King. You want me to believe that aย Rowanย would appoint an infected man as Captain of his Destriers?โ
โIt doesnโt matter what you believe,โ Jespyr seethed. โItโs true.โ
โAnd yet we found a charm on him. A viperโs head in his tunic pocket.โ Ravyn twisted against the ropes. โThatโs a spare.โ
Hesis laughed. She hit Ravyn across the face with a closed fist. The back of his head slammed against the poleโhis headache so fierce his vision winked.
The Nightmare let out a low hiss.
โSay we suspend all disbelief,โ Otho hedged. โIf youโre infected, whatโs your magic?โ
An easy question. And a long, complicated answer. โI canโt use Providence Cards,โ Ravyn ground out.
โYet you travel with a veritable arsenal.โ โI canโt useย allย the Cards.โ
Hesis sucked her teeth. โSounds like another lie, Destrier.โ She hit him again.
โAnd your magic?โ Jespyr demanded. โSo we might know the merit of our kidnappers?โ
Hesis disappeared out of Ravynโs view, her voice close to Jespyrโs. โI can see through the eyes of crows,โ she said. โThey speak to me, whispers and notions. Itโs how we found you lot. You made quite a lot of noise in the wood. Nests were upturned. I saw a hunting party in black cloaks cross Murmur Lake, coming our way.โ Her voice went slick with amusement. โMy sister is an alchemist. That smoke that knocked you out? That pretty little headache, pounding in your skull? She made it. With magic.โ
โYouโre giving me a headache just fine on your own,โ Jespyr muttered. A thud sounded on the pole. Jespyr groanedโthen two more thuds as
Hesis struck her.
Petyr swore, thrashing against the ropes. Ravyn bit downโhard.
The Nightmareโs warning was but a whisper. โCareful.โ
The women turned, their focus finally landing on the Nightmare. โWho the hell are you?โ Hesis said. โThatโs no Destrier sword we pulled from your hands.โ
A smile crept into his voice. โI was born with the fever, my blood dark as night. Perhaps youโve heard of me.โ
โYou must know of another stronghold,โ Ravyn offered. After so many years of lying, the truth was fragile upon his tongue. โDeep in the Black Forest, near the dried-out creek bed that runs northeast. A place children are brought when the Destriers and Physicians come sniffing too close.โ
The womenโs spines stiffened. Hesis let out a sharp exhale. โThe children are brought there by highwaymen, not Destriers.โ
โAll you know is that they wear masks.โ
Othoโs laugh came out a bark. โYou expect me to believe it wasย youย who saved infected children all these years?โ
โAnd I.โ Petyrโs voice snagged. โMy brother Wik as well. And youโ you shot him. A man who lived outside the law for people like you.โ
Otho paused, watching Ravyn through the holes of her mask. โYet your Captain still does the Kingโs bidding. Still arrests infected folk and their kin. Still does unspeakable things to them.โ
Jespyr exhaled. โHe doesnโtโโ
Hesis hit Ravyn square on the nose. He heard aย snapย all the way in the back of his head. Twin streams of blood fell from his nostrils over his mouth.
The Nightmare clicked his jaw. Once. Twice. Thrice.
โThe Twin Alders Card,โ Ravyn managed, his words thick with blood, โthatโs why weโre in the wood. We seek to unite the Deckโto heal the infection. We wonโt breathe a word of this place.โ His voice quickened, his control slipping. โAfter Solstice, when the mist is lifted, come to Castle Yew. Weโll heal your degeneratingโcure anyone who wishes to be cured. But you must let us go.โ
When they said nothing, utterly still, Jespyrโs voice sounded from the other side of the post. โOur brother is infected. Heโs degeneratingโdying. Please.ย Let us go.โ
A ring of steel, then Otho and her ramโs skull were an inch from Ravynโs face, a cold knife pressed against his throat. โEven if what you say is true,โ
she seethed, โthere are people here who have lost loved ones to Destriers. Parents, children. Our own motherโs charm was destroyed, and a Rowan Scythe sent her to her death in the mist. There is payment due to the people of this fort. And aย Destrierย will pay it.โ She stepped back, nodding at her sister. โItโs time.โ
Hesis disappeared into the fort. Clamoring voices sounded, growing louder. Doors banged open and the fort emptied itself, a crowd forming. Everyone wore skull masksโsave one. A man, led by a rope. His face was bloody, his eyes wide, teeth flashing. He was tethered, but still he thrashed, fought.
Just as Ravyn had trained him to. Gorse.
โWe will have our payment, Captain,โ Otho said. โNow.โ
The Nightmare remained tied to the post next to Petyr, fingers curling like claws.
The DestriersโRavyn and Jespyr and Gorseโwere unleashed in the dirt courtyard, rough instruments shoved into their hands. A club with rusted nails driven into it for Jespyr, a riding crop with rocks tied to its tassels for Gorse.
And for Ravyn, the dull, rusted blade of a scythe.
โFor the kin of a Rowan,โ Hesis said behind her mask. She pushed him toward the others, and the crowd closed in around them.
It was clear what was meant to happen. The three of them hemmed into a circle, armed with poor weaponryโthis was a blood sport. The kind without winners.
A man wearing an ewe skull called out to the crowd. โAre we ready to smell Destrier blood?โ
A roar clashed against the walls of the courtyard. It rose up over the jagged fence into the forest, a long, devastating cry. Bile crawled up Ravynโs throat. He forced it back down.
Gorse shook and Jespyrโs copper skin went the color of ash. At the post, Petyr tugged against his restraints.
The Nightmare stood eerily still.
The crowd went quiet as Otho came forward. Her arms were bare, her veins black as ink. She stepped to Ravyn, held a closed fist to her mouthโ
And blew smoke into his face.
Salt cut across Ravynโs senses. He coughed, eyes rolling back a moment. The smoke burned down his throatโnot sweet like the smoke that had rendered him unconscious, but hot and cold and acidic all at once.
Otho did the same to Jespyrโblowing smoke in her face. When she came to Gorse, he swung his whip at her.
Otho dodged itโdispelling her smoke a final time.
Gorse made a retching sound, his eyes rolling. โWhat the hell is that?โ
Otho stepped back to the rim of the crowd next to her sister, her voice cutting through the courtyard. โMagic, alchemized by two things. Rage, and hate. Bones of the enraged infectedโand your cloak, hateful Destrier. They make a wretched pairing, do they not?โ
Ravyn felt his entire body go hot, his well-honed restraint snapping. He ran the back of his hand over his mouthโwiping away blood from his nose. He turned to the Nightmare. โIs this what it was like, when Hauth beat Elspethโs head in? Did you sit by then, just as you do now, enjoying the show?โ
He hadnโt meant to say it. The words had pried themselves out of him, acrid on his tongue. Only, no one seemed shocked to hear them. The crowd was expectant, as if theyโd been waiting for him to say something vile. Some even cheered.
It was the smoke, he realized. Othoโs smokeโher magicโhad washed his mind clean, leaving but two things.ย Rage, andย hate.
Ravyn shifted the rusty scythe between calloused fingers, his headache replaced by bloodlust. โYou said you cared for Elspeth. That you protected her. And you didโjust as well as you protected your own children, it seems.โ
The Nightmareโs yellow eyes burned, his voice sharpened by malice. โYou are, without a doubt, the greatest disappointment in five hundred years, Ravyn Yew. Every time I glance your way, I find myself wishing Iโd spent another century in the darkโthat Iโd spared myself the agony of your stony, witless incompetency.โ
โAnother century would have been too soon,โ Ravyn bit back. โAt least
then I might have had more than a single moment with the woman you stole from me.โ
Across the circle from him, Gorse sneered.
Jespyr turned on him, knuckles flexing around the club in her hand. โSomething to say, coward?โ
Gorseโs bloody face went redder still. โWhat did you call me?โ
โUglyย andย stupid.โ Jespyr raised her voice. โI called you a coward, runaway Destrier.โ
Gorseโs crop whipped through the air, the rocks at the ends so close to Jespyrโs face they stirred her hair. โBetter a coward than a thief and a liar,โ he spat, turning the crop toward Ravyn. โOur two-faced Captain stole the Kingโs Nightmare Card. Worse, heโs been fucking an infected womanโโ
Jespyrโs club slammed into Gorseโs shoulder.
The crowd erupted in a hollering jeer. โAnd with that,โ Hesis called, โwe begin.โ
Jespyr looked at her bat, then at Gorse, her gaze wideโlike she hadnโt meant to hit him. A moment later, her eyes narrowed. โYou donโt deserve to wear the Destrierโs cloak.โ She turned to Ravyn. โNeither do you.โ
Vitriol poured out of him. โYou think you could be a better Captain, Jes? Take it from me. Hell, Iโll even waive the challenge. Because you couldnโt beat me, not without your Black Horseโyour precious little crutch.โ Ravynโs voice went dangerously low. โGo on, take my place. Be Uncleโs puppet. Bow and scrape and swallow the bit he shoves in your mouth. Youโve always been better at those things than me.โ
Jespyr lunged.
Ravyn pivoted, but not before the nails in his sisterโs club took a bite out of his cloak.
โYou want to talk about crutches, brother?โ she seethed. โLetโs talk about yours.โ
Ravyn held his arms open wide. โDo your worst.โ
Jespyr pushed left and the circle shifted. She, Ravyn, and Gorse moved in a slow rotation, never taking their eyes off of each other.
โYou tell yourself the Destriers hate you because youโre infected. They donโtโnot all of them.โ Jespyr spat the words. โThey hate you because you think youโre better than them.โ
โI am better than them.โ
Gorse opened his mouth but Jespyr cut him off. โBig, strong Ravyn Yew. The Captain who never smiled, never fell, never flinchedโwho lies to his King, his men, and most of all, to himself.โ Her eyes went cold. โYouโre not better than anyone, brother. And youโre not stronger than me. You just pretend that you are.โ
โYou want to know what Iโve been pretending at all these years? Iโll tell you.โ Ravyn went still, breaking the circleโs rotation. โI pretend that I donโt spend every moment of every dayย hatingย myself for being Captain of the Destriers.โ
โYouโre a traitor,โ Gorse spat. โAnd youโll bleed for it.โ
โLikely.โ Ravyn fixed his stanceโaimed with both eyes open. โBut not yet.โ
The scythe flew. Without his Black Horse, Gorseโs reflexes were slow. The scythe caught him along the shoulder, the dull edge finding purchase over his breastbone.
Deep. But not, with such an aged, rusted blade, deep enough to kill.
The crowd roared. Ravyn was across the yard in a breath. Vision limned in red, he knocked Gorse to the ground, hand on the Destrierโs throat. Gorse looked up at him with wide, bloodshot eyes. Heโd dropped his whip. But his fists met Ravyn ribs over and over again.
Air shot out of Ravynโs lungs. He kept his hand on Gorseโs throat and thought about blood and whips and the smell of smoke, clawing its way up the dungeon stairs. Of terrible things heโd had to watch, had to do, as Captain of the Destriers.
Ravyn leaned close to Gorseโs mottling face. โBe wary, Destrier,โ he ground out. โBe clever. Be good.โ Then, with a final, brutal pushโ
He crushed Gorseโs windpipe.
A slow, hungry cheer raked over the courtyard. Theyโd wanted Destrier blood. And Gorse, taken by the great, final sleep, was a crimson canvas. Red spilled from the scythe wound, trickling into the dirt, feeding the soil, burrowing its way into the cracks in Ravynโs hands.
The smokeโs magic slipped away, takingย rageย andย hateย with it.
Ravyn stared down at Gorse, hands shaking. This time, the bile refused to be forced down. Ravyn leaned over and was sick in the dirt, his ribs screaming pain as he heaved.
The courtyard went eerily quiet.
Ravyn looked up. Someone had breached the circle and was standing between him and Jespyr. An unmasked woman, shadowed by two young boys. She wore a green dress and a cloak of the same color with a white tree embroidered near the collar. Her graying gold hair was loose, her hazel eyes wide. Wide, familiarโ
And trained on the Nightmare.
Opal Hawthorn put a hand to her mouth. โElspeth,โ she said, tears in her eyes. โYouโre alive.โ
With a few booming commands from Otho, the courtyard clearedโ spectators filing into the fort, the dark sockets of their bone masks trained on Ravyn as they went. They dragged Gorseโs body with them, a bloody trail the Destrierโs last mark upon the kingdom heโd served.
Ravyn locked his hands into fists. Even then, they shook.
Opal stood at the post opposite the Nightmare, staring at what used to be her niece, tears in her eyes. Ravyn knew her pain by heart. Sheโd seen a maiden with black hair and thought it was Elspethโonly to be met by terrifying yellow eyes.
Just as Ione had in the dungeon, Opal placed a hand on the Nightmareโs cheek and lost the color in her own. โWhatโs happened to you?โ she whispered. โYouโreโdifferent.โ
The Nightmareโs expression was smooth. โI am.โ โYouโreโyouโre not Elspeth.โ
The Nightmare said nothing. Opalโs hand fell. She stepped back from the post and began to weep. Her boys stood next to her, their young eyes wide as they stared at the Nightmare. But when Ravyn moved to approach
โto explainโHesis pulled a rapier from her belt. โStay back.โ
โI donโt understand,โ Opal said, scrubbing tears from her cheeks. โWhy have they been imprisoned?โ Her eyes moved to Jespyr. โSheโs the one who warned me the Destriers were coming.โ
Othoโs posture stiffened.
Jespyr reached for Opalโs hand. Spoke in a gentle voice. โHow did you and your boys end up here?โ
โI brought her,โ Hesis said through her mask of bone. โThe stronghold your Captain spoke of is full. But we have plenty of room here, far beyond the Kingโs reach. Or so we thought.โ
Jespyr explained to Opal, Otho and Hesis leaning in to listen, what had happened to Elspeth that night at Spindle House. That Tyrn and Erik and Ione were at Stone. Why they had journeyed into the wood.
Ravyn withdrew to the post. โAll right, lad?โ Petyr grunted.
Ravyn could still feel the pillar of Gorseโs hitching throat in the center of his palm. โFine.โ
Petyr lowered his voice. โThe knife they overlooked is in my left boot.โ
When the hollows of Othoโs and Hesisโs masks were turned on Jespyr and Opal, Ravyn planted his foot next to Petyrโsโmade like he was tying his lacesโand slipped his hand into Petyrโs boot. When he withdrew it, his fingers were wrapped around a slender leather sheath.
The blade was small, its hilt a hook. Ravyn stoodโrounded the post until he was near the Nightmare. โDonโt move.โ
But when he pressed the blade against the rope, his hand shook so hard the rope quivered. He paused. Tried again.
Had they been soldiers under his command, Ravyn would have dismissed Otho and Hesis for their ineptitudeโhe was making a boarโs ass of cutting a simple tether. But their focus was so tight on Jespyr, lost to her story of the Shepherd King, that they didnโt notice the rope shake for a full minute before it finally cleaved.
The Nightmare held Ravyn in his yellow gaze the entire time. โMessy business, killing.โ The corner of his lip twitched. โElspeth says you look terrible.โ
Ravynโs gaze shot up. โShe didnโt say that.โ
โNo. She didnโt.โ He cleared his throat. โIt seems I owe you an apology.โ
โYou mean Elspeth wants you to apologize.โ
โAnnoyingly, yes.โ His mouth grew strained. โWitless though you are, you are not a disappointment.โ
Had it been a different day or week or month, Ravyn might have laughed, watching the monster squirm. But he was far too tired for that now. โDoes it cost youโshowing a fraction of remorse, Shepherd King?โ
โYes. And I require recompense.โ Those yellow eyes turned hard. โItโs taking me centuries of restraint not to rip your head from your body after that outburst about Elspeth.โ A flash of teeth. โAbout my children.โ
โI didnโt mean to say it. That smokeโthat magicโโ โRage and hate. Two things I know well enough.โ
Ravyn bit down. โI donโt know what happened to your children. But I know you would not want to see Elspeth harmed. It is perhaps the only thing I understand about you.โ
Neither of them had apologizedโnot really. But an airing of truths, after so much malice, was the best they could do.
The Nightmareโs gaze drifted up the fort walls. โIโve had enough of this wretched place. Give me the knife.โ
โNo. I donโt want blood on Elspethโs hands.โ
The Nightmareโs gaze lingered over Ravynโs nose. It had begun to ache, his noseโa hot, constant agony ever since Hesis had struck it. Broken, he guessed.
When the Nightmare spoke again, the smoothness in his voice was gone. โThe knife. Now.โ
Ravyn faced those terrible yellow eyes. Looked for Elspeth. Could not see her. โDonโt kill anyone,โ he growled.
When Hesis approached, Ravynโs hands were at his sides. Shaking, but empty.
โOpal Hawthorn is a good woman. Though her wits may have abandoned her, because sheโs insisting you and your sister possessย honor.โ Hesis heaved a sigh, alternating her rapier between her hands. โEven if that were trueโwe cannot let you leave. You would inevitably return to Stone. I hear the King is fond of his inquests. Sooner or later, the truth of what happened and who you saw on your journey to the Twin Alders Card will out. I cannot allowโโ
There was a tearing sound, a flash of movement in Ravynโs periphery.
Hesis had but a moment to shift her blade from Ravyn to the Nightmare.
It wasnโt enough.
The Nightmare sprang off the post. He struck the snout of Hesisโs mask with the heel of his palm, an uglyย crackย echoing in the yard. She screamed, dropped her rapier.
Otho bolted toward her sister, but Ravyn surged forwardโcaught her
with a broad armโslammed her onto the dirt. When she tried to reach for her blade, Jespyr pressed a boot onto her arm.
โPocket,โ Ravyn gritted out. โOur Cards. Hurry.โ
Jespyr reached into Othoโs jerkin. She pulled out their Cardsโ Nightmare and Mirror and Maiden, then two Black Horses. Hers, and Gorseโs.
Otho glared up at them through the empty sockets of her mask. โIf the King uses a Chalice on you, it will be the death of every soul in this place. Their blood will be onย yourย hands.โ
โIt wonโt come to that,โ the Nightmare called, he and Petyr aiming toward their pile of weapons. โI have plans for the Rowans.โ
Petyr handed Ravyn his belt of knivesโhis satchel and sword.
Opal Hawthorn had retreated to the courtyard doors, wide-eyed, with her sons. โCastle Yew,โ Ravyn said as he approached. โIf this place ever proves unsafe, go to Castle Yew. My family will protect you.โ
Opal nodded, but her gaze was lost over his shoulder. There were tears in her eyes once more. โAnd Elspeth?โ
Ravynโs voice was ragged. โIโm going to get her back. No matter the cost.โ
The fort door groaned, and Petyr and Jespyr hurried through. Ravyn offered Opal his hand. He didnโt think her the sort of woman who would mind that his fingers were trembling.
She shook his hand. Squeezed it tightly. โGood luck.โ
When Ravyn cast his eyes back into the courtyard, Otho was hurrying toward her sister. Hesis lay in the dirt, unmoving. Her mask was broken, shards of bone scattered around her. Blood trickled down her face.
โNightmare,โ he said through his teeth.
The monster laughed as he slipped out of the fort. โSheโll live. All I did was pay her back for breaking your nose.โ
โI didnโt ask you to do that.โ โNo. But Elspeth did.โ