The past sank into me in that dark, bottomless water until I was a part of it. I stood in a castle, opposite a young woman. She was shorter than me, with dark hair, copper skin, and piercing yellow eyes. She was the sunโI
felt her warmth even in the cold corridor as we walked together.
Ayris. My younger sister.
Light came through arched windows, catching dust particles that fell onto green woolen carpets. โOh no,โ Ayris said, looking up at me. โThereโs a bruise under your eye.โ
I shrugged. โTraining.โ
โWith Brutus, no doubt. Only a fool would mark up your face before coronation.โ Her eyes rose to my head. โHow does it feelโwearing the crown?โ
I reached into my hair and touched something cool, its weight firm. โLike providence.โ
When we got to the gilded door at the end of the corridor, the guards opened it. One of them was young, a boy my own age of seventeen. He had green eyesโand not one but two bruises upon his face. He winked at Ayris, then me. โGood luck, Taxus.โ
โNitwit,โ my sister muttered beneath her breath.
The doors opened to a cathedral. Stained glass caught the light, turning gray stones a brilliant spectrum of color. Violet, green, pink, red, burgundy, blue. The colors danced before my eyes, so bright and beautiful I wanted to catch themโput them in my pocket.
Lords and ladies stood around me as I took my seat in my late fatherโs chair. The one forged of old, bent trees. โLong live Taxus,โ came my courtโs jubilant call. โLong live the Shepherd King.โ
Elspeth.
Elspeth.
Elspeth!
I opened my eyes to darkness. Someone called to me, an oily voice. The longer he called, the more desperate his tone became.
I tried to swim toward the sound of his voice, but the waterโthe net of memoriesโheld me fast. I could not move, could not speak.
Could not get out.