My arms were aching by the time the ground caved in, revealing a chamber belowโpart of the tunnels, but not a part Iโd ever seen.
Before I could say a word, Jameson leapt into the darkness.
I lowered myself down more cautiously, landing beside him in a crouch. I stood, shining the light from my phone. The chamber was smallโand empty.
No body.
I scanned the walls and saw a torch. Latching my fingers around the torch, I tried to pull it from the wall, to no avail. I let my fingers explore the metal sconce that held the torch in place. โThereโs a hinge back here,โ I said. โOr something like it. I think it rotatesโ
Jameson placed his hand over mine, and together we twisted the torch sideways. There was a scraping sound and then a hiss, and the torch burst into flame.
Jameson didnโt let go, and neither did I.
We pulled the flaming torch from the sconce, and as the flame came close to the wallโs surface, words lit up in Tobyโs writing.
โI was never a Hawthorne,โ I read out loud. Jameson let his hand fall to his side, until I was the only one holding the torch. Slowly, I walked the perimeter of the room. The flame revealed words on each wall.
I was never a Hawthorne. I will never be a Blake.
So what does that make me?
I saw the message on the final wall, and my heart contracted.ย Complicit.
โTry the floor,โ Jameson told me.
I brought the torch low, careful of the flame, and one final message lit up.ย Try again, Father.
The body wasnโt here. It had never been here.
A light shone down from up above.ย Mr. Laughlin.ย He helped us out of the chamber, silent the whole time, his expression absolutely unreadable, right up to the point that I tried to step from the center back into the maze, and he moved to stand right in front of me.
Blocking me.
โI heard about Alisa.โ The groundskeeperโs voice was always gruff, but the visible sorrow in his eyes was new. โThe kind of man who would take a womanโheโs no man at all.โ He paused. โNash came to me,โ he said haltingly. โHe asked me for help, and that boy wouldnโt even let you help tie his shoes as a toddler.โ
โYou know where Will Blakeโs remains are,โ I said, giving voice to the realization as it dawned on me. โThatโs why Nash went to you and asked you for help.โ
Mr. Laughlin forced himself to look at me. โSome things are best left buried.โ
I wasnโt about to accept that. Iย couldnโt. Anger snaked through me, burning in my veins. At Vincent Blake and Tobias Hawthorne and this man who was supposed to work for me but would always put the Hawthorne family first.
โIโll raze this entire thing to the ground,โ I swore. Some situations required a scalpel, but this?ย Bring on the chain saws.ย โIโll hire men to tear this maze apart. Iโll bring out cadaver dogs. I will burn it all down to get Alisa back.โ
Mr. Laughlinโs body trembled. โYou have no right.โ โGrandpa.โ
He turned, and Rebecca stepped into view. Thea and Xander followed, but Mr. Laughlin barely noticed them.
โThis isnโt right,โ he told Rebecca. โI made promisesโto myself, to your mother, to Mr. Hawthorne.โ
If Iโd had any doubts that the groundskeeper knew where the body was, that statement erased them. โVincent Blake has Toby, too,โ I said. โNot just Alisa. Donโt you want your grandson back?โ
โDonโt you talk to me about my grandson.โ Mr. Laughlin was breathing heavily now.
Rebecca laid a calming hand on his arm. โIt wasnโt Mr.
Hawthorne who killed Liam,โ she said quietly. โWas it?โ
Mr. Laughlin shuddered. โGo back to the cottage, Rebecca.โ
โNo.โ
โYou used to be such a good girl,โ Mr. Laughlin grunted. โI used to make myself small.โ Rebeccaโs was a subtle
kind of steel. โBut here with youโI didnโt have to. I used to live for the few weeks we spent here each summer. Iโd help you. Do you remember? I liked working with my hands, getting them dirty.โ She shook her head. โI was never allowed to get dirty at home.โ
Back when Emily was young and medically vulnerable, Rebeccaโs home had probably been entirely sterile.
โPlease go back to the cottage.โ Mr. Laughlinโs tone and mannerisms were a perfect match for his granddaughterโs: quiet, understated steel. Until that moment, Iโd never seen the resemblance between the two of them. โThea, take her back.โ
โI loved working with you,โ Rebecca told her grandfather, the sun catching her ruby-red hair. โBut there was one part of the maze that you always insisted on doing yourself.โ
My stomach twisted.ย Rebecca knows where to dig.
โEmily looked like your mother,โ Mr. Laughlin said roughly. โBut you have her mind, Rebecca. She was brilliant. Is still.โ He choked on the next words.ย โMy little girl.โ
โIt wasnโt Mr. Hawthorne who killed Vincent Blakeโs son,โ Rebecca said softly. โWas it?โ There was no answer. โEveโs gone. Mom lost it when she couldnโt find her. She saidโโ
โWhatever your mother said,โ Mr. Laughlin cut in harshly, โyou forget it, Rebecca.โ He looked from her to the horizon. โThatโs how this works. Weโve all done our share of forgetting.โ
For more than forty years, this secret had festered. It had affected all of themโtwo families, three generations, one poisonous tree.
โYour daughter was only sixteen.โ I started with what I knew. โWill Blake was a grown man. He came here with something to prove.โ
โHe used your daughter.โ Xander took over for me. โTo spy on our grandfather.โ
โWill used and manipulated your sixteen-year-old daughter. He got her pregnant,โ Jameson continued, cutting straight to the heart of the matter.
โIโve given my life to the Hawthorne family. I donโt owe any of you this.โ Mr. Laughlinโs voice wasnโt just harsh now. It was vibrating with fury.
I felt for him. I did. But this wasnโt theoretical. It wasnโt a game. This might well be life or death.
โShow us the part of the maze he wouldnโt let you work on,โ I told Rebecca.
She took a step, and Mr. Laughlin grabbed her arm.
Hard.
โLet her go,โ Thea said, raising her voice.
Rebecca caught Theaโs gaze, just for a moment, then turned back to her grandfather. โMomโs distraught. She started rambling. She told me that Liam was angry when he found out about the baby. He was going to leave her, so she stole something from the House, from Mr. Hawthorneโs office. She told Liam that she had something he could use against Tobias Hawthorne, just so he would meet with her
again. But when he came, when she went to give him what sheโd taken, it wasnโt in her bag.โ
I pictured them someplace isolated. The Black Wood, maybe.
โTobias.โ At first that was all Mr. Laughlin managedโthe dead billionaireโs name. โHe was spying on them. He followed Mal that day. He didnโt know why sheโd stolen from him, but he was damn set on finding out.โ
โWhat he found,โ Jameson concluded, โwas Vincent Blakeโs adult son taking advantage of a teenage girl under his protection.โ
I thought about the reason that Tobias Hawthorne had turned on Blake in the first place.ย Boys will be boys.
โThat little bastard Liam got angry when Mal couldnโt give him what sheโd promised. He went cold, told her that she was nothing. When he went to leave, she tried to stop him, and that monster raised a hand to my little girl.โ
I got the very real sense that if Will Blake rose from the dead right now, Mr. Laughlin would put him six feet under all over again.
โThe second Liam got rough, Mr. Hawthorne stepped out from wherever heโd been hiding to issue some very pointed threats. Mal was sixteen. There were laws.โ Mr. Laughlin let out a breath, and it was a ragged, ugly sound. โThe man should have slunk away like the rat he was, but Malโshe didnโt want Liam to go. She threatened him, too, said that she would go to his father and tell him about the baby.โ
โWill needed to keep his fatherโs favor to keep his seal,โ I said, thinking about Vincent Blakeโsย short stringย for his family. โMore than that, if heโd come here to prove something to Blake, to impress himโthe idea of doing the opposite?โ
I swallowed.
โLiam snapped and lunged for her again. Malโshe fought back.โ Mr. Laughlinโs eyes closed. โI came in just as Mr. Hawthorne was pulling that man off my daughter. He
got that bastard under control, had his arms pinned behind his back, and thenโโ Mr. Laughlin forced his eyes open and looked toward Rebecca. โThen my little girl picked up a brick. She went at him too quick for me to stop her. And not just once.โฆ She hit him over and over again.โ
โIt was self-defense,โ Jameson said.
Mr. Laughlin looked down, then forced his gaze to mine, like he needed me, of everyone here, to understand. โNo. It wasnโt.โ
I wondered how many times Mallory had hit her Liam before they stopped her. I wonderedย ifย they had stopped her.
โI got a hold of her,โ Mr. Laughlin said, his voice heavy. โShe just kept saying that she thought he loved her. She thoughtโโ There were no tears in his eyes, but a sob racked his chest. โMr. Hawthorne told me to go. He told me to take Mal and get her out of there.โ
โWas Liam dead?โ I asked, my mouth almost painfully dry.
There wasnโt a hint of remorse in the groundskeeperโs face. โNot yet.โ
Will Blake had been breathing when Mr. Laughlin left him alone with Tobias Hawthorne.
โYour daughter had just attacked Vincent Blakeโs son.โ Jameson was wired to find hidden truths, to turn everything into a puzzle, then solve it. โBack then, our family wasnโt wealthy enough or powerful enough to protect her. Not yet.โ
โDo you even know what happened after you left?โ Rebecca asked after a long and painful silence.
โMy understanding is that he needed medical attention.โ Mr. Laughlin looked at each of us in turn. โShame he didnโt get it.โ
I pictured Tobias Hawthorne standing there and watching a man die. Letting him die.
โAnd afterward?โ Xander said, uncharacteristically
muted.
โI never asked,โ Mr. Laughlin said sti๏ฌy. โAnd Mr.
Hawthorne never told me.โ
My mind racedโthrough the years, navigating through everything we knew. โBut when Toby moved the bodyโฆโ I started to say.
Mr. Laughlin locked his gaze back on the horizon. โI knew heโd buried something. Once Toby ran off and Mr. Hawthorne started asking questions, I figured out pretty quick what that something was.โ
And you never said a word, I thought.
โShow them the spot if you have to, Rebecca.โ Mr. Laughlin gently pushed his granddaughterโs hair away from her face. โBut if Vincent Blake asks what happened, you protect your mother. You tell him that it was me.โ